Evening before my stem cell harvest, I open ‘The Winter Vault’
‘No two facts are too far apart to be put together’ Anne Michaels writes.
Witness then, my exaltation.
And my fear.
Side by side on a bench. Thighs touching.
My enthusiasm and my exhaustion. Cuffed to each other like greasy inmates. Origins long forgotten.
Me and Bobcat-man.
I have to start where I am.
One paw in front of the other.
I had this dream where you told me you wanted to be a lion tamer, Rachael wrote recently. Please unconfirm asap.
Can’t do that Rach. My experience of living is shifting so quickly I need props. Got me a whip and chair. Metaphorically. Got me an MM beast to dance with and tickle-tame.
It’s been a month since the MM5Kwalk. Every time I sat down to write, I slipped. My seat was slippery. My fingers could not curl. Living differently already, my mind struggled to register what my body knew.
So some pulpy experiences. A trip to Connecticut to attend the MMRF Gala aborted two hours away from my destination. I stopped driving in a small town in upstate NY. It had been raining dramatically the entire day. A meal at Dan’s Fish Fry and I fell alseep watching My Super Sweet Sixteen on MTV with images of squealing teenagers in my head. Hmmm. I woke the next morning with deep bone ache, fever and gummy eyes. So I drove back to Toronto only stopping once at the border to buy a Mongolian Warrior Vest. At a deep discount.
Cancer sprees should be tax-free.
Instead of disappointment, another barrier melts. I had just finished chemo a few days before. And I tried to get to the gala, in the way I knew best. So I grew my heart, and shrank my judgement. My intimacy with myself expands. The split in myself slowly seals. Yellow caulking.
Yellow reminds me of turmeric. A healing yellow. Now that chemo fog has lifted I’ve been trying to eat well and incorporate ayurvedic principles back into my lifestyle.
A pause in treatment. From end of chemo to now a different sort of Flush;
A visit from Shamim and Hanan. A Full Remission. A Remission Rock from Bobcat. A NADA fashion show. Another eye infection as payment. A visit with my eggs. A dream of zygotes. A Cancer Documentary. A reclamation of my body. An interview with Anne Michaels. A revival of my brain. Of my traits. Shingles. Oil of oregano and travel to new old world Buenos Aires to prepare metaphysically for the next chapter of treatment, thanks to Dr. Galal’s support. Sol Vichez and Ambassador Viswanathan. Eenam and ‘rosy salmon to the grill’. Che boluda!
And on Wednesday, the inauguration of the David and Molly Bloom research Chair for MM at PMH. One month to the day of the MM5KWalk. I put on my Mongolian Vest and gathered with fellow lion tamers. Shane-Saunderson-in-a-suit (http://prairiepedal.blogspot.com/) tried to slip away when he was lauded by David Bloom. Me, I LOVE people who avoid attention. I can relate.
Which is why I became an actress, of course.
The mood was buoyant Yellow. I recall purple bloom of jacaranda trees in Buenos Aires. Something stirred and lifted. In the seventh floor atrium, padded by optimism and the shine in Dr Reece’s eyes, I feel: hope has a scent. It’s the smell of the rogue cells as they are washed away.
You can only smell it now its washed way.
And I thought of Frida Kahlo. The ultimate lion tamer.
Gracias to everyone throwing themselves against this new frontier. This research chair at Princess Margaret is buying us MM club members time. Until the cure. I’m a porteno, a traveller arrived, and I’m not protecting myself from the frontier mentality.
So a triumph on Wednesday November 18th.
I feel like Nadama’s favourite plant, I cannot make flowers yet.
But I can make leaves. A lot of fleshy leaves which grow and grow.
Charlie Bravo: cumulonimbus clouds on the horizon.
Stem celling. A waving field of yellow cells to harvest.
Undifferentiated of course.
My stem cell procedure begins on Monday. Tomorrow. So I donned a disciple’s robe and surrendered my hair. Bobcat buzzed my head on Friday. The harvesting of my cells starts with an intermediate dose of chemo. And hair loss. If not immediately, then it’s bound to happen one day in the shower. So, thanks to Bobcat and his professional clippers, no more barriers to suffer. I can transcend now. A reinvention. A purification. And a transformation. From the inside out.
woo.
I’m a little scared.
This Cancer membership comes with some heavy terms and conditions.
I did an uplifting workshop at PMH called ‘Look Good, Feel Better’ (www.lookgoodfeelbetter.ca). It’s a free 2 hour cosmetic and hair workshop for women with cancer. I love the idea of incorporating ritual into this stem cell purfication every morning. Of drawing liner over my eyes and dabbing outrageous gloss in the middle of my bottom lip. And I will meditate on my breath every morning. To live well and with precision.
No wigs though.
I got up and danced after Bobcat shaved me. I like the feeling of movement on my scalp. I’m transformed by sensation.
Ya know what I mean…
Like the H1N1 shot. The sweet throb that goes on and on…
And no more volumising shampoo. I’m gonna save a ton of cash.
Might help with the the drug bills. I may have to be on medication for the rest of my life. This calls for a poll- with fellow MM club members, not just oncologists. There are options that only another patient can illuminate. Straight up.
I want to caulk the gap between us. Yellow caulking. Keep you close during my practise. Practise of a new way of life.
‘Certainly travel is more than the seeing of sights. It is a change that goes on, deep and permanent, in the ideas of living.’
Mind the gap.
I’ll be closing on it fast.
Thanks for your patience fellow Yellow diarists. From here on in it’s wordspill. Even on my tumblestack days.
National Stem Cell Awareness week just ended on the 21st. Get in touch with onematch.ca to find out how to help one of the hundreds of patients in Canada desperately looking for a donor match.
And beso to Elrica Saw for her gift. She sent me ‘Anti cancer: A NEW WAY OF LIFE’ by David Servan-Schreiber.
Sure David. You and I and Henry Miller concur.
‘One’s destination is never a place but rather a new way of looking at things’.
And thanks Shuvo for the hint: if you read or hear or watch things that make you laugh while getting G-CSF prior to harvest, your CD34 count ought to rise faster. T-cell levels correlate with that amused feeling!
Thanks to Myeloma Canada for coordinating and motivating the MM5KWalk. A Yellow Bond.
Team Myeloma, raised over $23,000 for the Bloom Chair, and the Yellow gauge still rises. I want you to know you are part of the Lion Tamer’s circle of Yellow. There’s a direct link from your generosity to Multiple Myeloma Club Members. Thanks David and Molly for the possibility.
As David puts it: keeping us alive, from bench to bedside.
In the meantime.
Joytear.
love you babe. 🙂
Is it true? Did u get “The Rock” from BobCat? I saw the Monolisa at the Louvre. Hell, it doesn’t even come close to your shaved stunning-ness.
Everythings gonna be allright. Now there is that bearing kids to look forward to ;). Inspire-Love-Be
Dear Lisa,
…
I cried after readin your blog…
Hello beautiful…
Love your new photos, love them. You look incredibly stunningly beautiful… I would love to do a shoot for you now. I always thought you look good in short hair, now you even looks better … Just love it…
Going to read it now… 🙂
You will be fine…your fans all around the world are with you in spirit. Keep the faith. You are awesome and we will see you back real soon!! Jodi
Love to read your blogs, inspiring!
Are you getting Mozobil in conjunction with GCSF?
All good thoughts coming your way. Live, laugh, love.
You indeed are the lion tamer! And dance you shall in the light of moon, with the wind caressing your head.
Breath deep and exhale slowly Lisa. You are interconnected in many shades of yellow.
You may have cut your hair but your spirit is still very much intact. Wishing you fearless yellow for your stem cell procedure tomorrow. “It’s OK to have butterflies in your stomach. Just get them to fly in formation” (Helen Keller).
Live well, love well, be well.
My Lord Lisa. You ooze awareness.
Awareness = true authentic living.
You are alive! You are loved! You are respected!
BTW you have the most gorgeous head on the planet 🙂
Hope all goes well with your procedure tomorrow.
Lots of loving caring people are rooting for you.
love you all the same 😀
Habibti,
You look very beautiful. Very beautiful.
I was honored to meet you personally… Unforgettable…
This is the beginning of your new life. And it’s wonderful.
We love you, always, in the entire world.
Remember: FFF!!! (FAITH – FORTITUDE – FIGHT)
LONG LIVE THE YELLOWLUTION!!!
LONG LIVE LISA!!!
Best wishes,
Ximena.
P.D.: Thank you for your new post. Che, boluda no!!! Eres un gran ser humano. Eso sí, che!!
Lisa,
Wonderful blog! As usual, your courage and humor are refreshing and inspiring! May this be the start of yet another chapter in your life and journey. All the best for your procedure tomorrow-with your strength and spirituality you will continue to cast those ‘rogue’ cells to the side! Love the new look-you’re truly beautiful, and the stillnesss of your soul throughout all of this is truly remarkable. You’re in our thoughts-remember one paw in front of the other. We’re sending you rivers of yellow!:)
Sariena
(Digitalbabe)
cats are helpful that way. 🙂
Your picture reminds me of what Ebert and Roeper said “One of the most beautiful women on film”.
Now ‘this fact’ has just spilled over into real life.
You are ‘beautiful’ in every sense of the word.
Okay have to say I am tempted to sport the same hairdo .
Good Luck for the stem cell transplant . We will have record breaking results .
All shades of Yellow to you ..
There is a particular festival in India , in Bengal (mostly) where you worship the Goddess of knowledge , wisdom , creative arts. This ‘puja’ in Bengal is also known as Basanti Puja ..where in everyone wears Yellow color ..
The yellow awakening in all of us ..
N
Lisa
You are amazing…an inspiration to us all. Thank you a million times over for sharing….for reaching down into your yellow soul and creating such powerful words that reflect your innermost thoughts, feelings, apprehensions, excitements, and quips.
Your writing is so profound and deep, yet witty and light– all at the same time. It conveys such honesty and candidness…you are brave enough to share. And for that, we thank you…….. I thank you.
GOOD LUCK tomorrow- it is very evident that you’ve got yourself in the best mind frame possible.
Keep your chin up! I look forward to your “wordspill”
Love from Boston
Michelle
Ps – lovin’ the shaved head. Sinead O’Connor pales in comparison!!!!
Hi~ Lisa.
I think .. good character and true personality are
much more important than good appearance.
But you have both – inside and outside beauty.
I think that you are honorable and valuable of the world.
You always look beautiful to me.
It’s a new start.
No matter how it goes, thinking positively.
I wish you to have good rusult.
Take care ..
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Hi Lisa,
As always .. my request to u is ‘Try Jesus’. All it takes is a willing heart Lisa. Jesus Christ paid the price for our sins. You hear a lot of things like think positive you contril your destiny and all that,. Deep down you realize there is nothing we cant really control. We cant tell which way the wind is going to blow. We cannot predict which seed will spout into a plant and which leaf will fall first.
But God knows everything. He knows everything Lisa. And you know what ? He is not asking to you do a zillion things for Him. All He wants is a heart thats willing to know Him and He will transform your life by His grace.
I mean think about it Lisa. Just knowing for sure without a doubt that Yes I am exactly where God wants me to be. Being able to say ‘all my sins have been forgiven’ having a fresh start. Wow ! Its amazing. A holy life is a confident life.
Once again I am leaving a message that I had posted earlier. Do read it. I pray God will open your eyes to see His wonderous law.
God Bless
““Therefore do not be like them. For your Father knows the things you have need of before you ask Him”
Matthew 6:8 (New King James Version)
I read this nice story from a blog the other day…A believer walked into a barber shop for a haircut and as the barber cut his hair, the barber kept complaining about how there is no God because there are so many selfish, inconsiderate and mean people out there. So many people who are insensitive , filled with anger and bitterness,…There cant be any God. As the believer got up from the chair he looked at the barber and said “Look outside the window… See how many people have such bad haircuts… There cant be any barber that exists” . The barber said “What do you mean there is no barber ?! They need to come to me ! And then I will give them good haircuts”… The believer smiled at the barber and said “Exactly…People need to come to God…And their lives will be changed”
There are many of us who are and who have family & friends who have an attitude like that of the barber. Just because things have not worked out the way we expected it to work ,we have decided “There is no God !” ….. The Bible says that our Father knows the things we need of even before we ask Him . Wow ! Isnt that amazing ? All we need is to come to Him…. Thats all it takes….All we need is to come to Him and say “Our Father …” Acknowledge Him as Lord and Saviour of our lives and invite Him to take in charge. And when Jesus Christ is in charge…you can be sure its nothing short of perfection ! Praise the Lord !
I have seen a lot of people who turn to alcohol, drugs, just being rebellious, slipping into depression with self pity,….so many people just lose hope….some go the other extreme and think they can manage on their own strength…… Its time that we tell them “Try Jesus !” … Our God is in the business of transforming lives 🙂
We read in Psalm 147 : 3-5 “He heals the brokenhearted And binds up their wounds. He counts the number of the stars; He calls them all by name.Great is our Lord, and mighty in power; His understanding is infinite.”…. Our God is a God of compassion… His understanding is infinite…. When we think that no one understands our pain or that no one understands what we are going through , Jesus is saying “I know exactly what you are going through…and not just that, I know what the future holds for you too if you just trust in Me…Let Me take care of you….Just lean on Me…”
Dear Lisa you’re a warrior, I am the sign of Leo, and I know a warrior by far, it looks that you were near me in Buenos Aires, and here I am in Brazil, sending energy to you the best possible, you are endowed with a spirituality enormous, and certainly your mother is there by your side, stroking his head now that you have the beautiful with or without hair, they crece again, I’m sure as medicine if you win, that his team of doctors is excellent, Optimal references have them, I ancologista pediatrica, and I support the many children who can not only aid but as colon and affection, I offer my soul to doctors and mother who also sou.Voce will tame all paths that cross the yours, I’m practicing spiritualist, and whenever I do my prayers his name is on them, that the spirits of light is always present in his life, illuminating every step you give in all directions, be sure, confident that you showing that this is pure happiness in his words dear, hugs Dra.Luzimar obs; The spirits of light are with you, kisses …
habibti dont worry about u hair u looks pretty!! ahora podemos admirar mejor tu belleza desde adentro haciaa afuera!! keeping strong every day we are here for u.
love u always
You and your words are wonderful and beautiful.
Dear Lisa:
Thanks for writhing again! I was getting concerned that you were not feeling well, and I missed your blogs terribly! I’ll be sending you all my positive energy as you go through this next step. I have no doubt that you will conquer! Please, keep in tuch through the yellow diaries and we’ll continue to send all our love. You’ve won our hearts and we want to ‘be there’ for you, even if it can only be through cyberspace.
Oh, and don’t be concerned about your appearance. You are totally lovely, absolutely beautiful, weather you have a ‘wetsuit’, a ‘moonface’, no hair, or in any other way.
All my love and healing yellow for you.
With great admiration and respect,
Aime
You prove that hair is highly over rated.
Be well going forward.
http://goodbloodbadblood.wordpress.com/
Dearest, sweetest, most beautiful Lisa,
Great to see your new blog! Thank you so much for sharing. Sending you lots and lots and LOTS of love!!!
Welcome to the no fuss hair club.
About 3 weeks ago my best friend, Liz started losing her hair, due to a bad Lupus flair up. Last Friday we both blew off work to go to the salon to get it shaved. In my opinion it looks awesome, as it does on you too. As you said she is looking forward to saving a lot of money on hair products and is wearing some great hats! Her favorite thing is that she can have all the windows down on her car and not mess up her hair. Oh and I get her hair straightener ha! Again as with you she has decided not to go with a wig as she likes the feel of the wind through her fuzz.
We have figured out that with most of lifes bumps,that this is best met with humor, any kind, the sillier the better. Just keep laugh’in. Laugh till your sides hurt, till tears are streaming down your face, till you snort and can’t stand it anymore, then… laugh some more.
There is no doubt in either of our minds that you will come out of this with no problems!
Know that you have us out there laugh’in with ya,
Liz (or what I call her now, B) and Katie
I woke up this night with a headache. What time is it? 4 o’clock in the morning in France. I was thinking “How are you Lisa?”.
I open my computer and it’s waking up slowly (with me).
I saw you smiling. And it’s the most important for me. No matter about your hair. You are still here smiling.
Thank you.
i’m not so gud with words but wanna say that
whaever happens
(“who’s da hottest girl in the world?”
ma lisa girl ma lisa girl.
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these r lines of a song from a movie (i modified what needed to b)
but i really mean it ..now we’ll get healthy cells
and for u my favorite flower
TC
Glad to see you. Now everytime you update your blog it will automatically updat on you page on my site. How cool ios that?
Moving On: I already Tweeted you mthat some kind and loving souls are still donating to PMH MM5K a dollar a day.
Also your hair loss will not be permanent unless that’s what you want. However not even Sinead O’Connor looked as good as you do now and Sinead is a hottie.
Finally on the subject of taking drugs for the rest of your life, well if the MM becomes a Chronic Illness as we are all hoping for, then that is what Chronic Illness is. Beats coming in 2nd place.
There nare no drugs that you only take once and the effects last forever, trust me. Been living with Chronic Illness for 22 years.
Lisa,
You are GORGEOUS! With or without hair. So keep smiling because smiling looks good on you 🙂
“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter, and those who matter don’t mind.” — Dr. Seuss
Dear Lisa,
Nothing gonna change our love for you…
You always Rocks…
Great blog Lisa, thank you so much for sharing your thoughts and feelings on all that you are going through. It is very inspirational to read your blogs, and I have missed hearing from you. 🙂 Nice to have you back!
I am sending lots of prayers and yellow energy your way. May Monday be a good day!
You look amazing with the shaved head; I thought that during the movie Water and it is still true now! You are beautiful inside and out Lisa.
Love to you,
Christina
Felt wonderful on MM walk you accomplished, my friends gave as well as myself- so dam happy with all you have accomplished!
Going through my own sorta hell at this point too- drawing strength from you and my fellow friends and “yellowist” at this point- diagnosed with type 1 diabetes early summer with cancerous pancrease- but I tell you what no giving up here- you and my friends said it best- you give as good as you get and dam skippy I am not going to go down without a fight- hair, stem cells or dignity not something easily given… I know what’s what, as do you- so dam happy you started all this- your’e right- hard to talk about mortality, just when you think you have the world by the ass something might tell you, hey, might not have the grip that you thought you had on life… but in no way giving it up because through all the conflicts and confusion you might be feeling be dammed to conceed, love it too much to give anything up feely…
Love your hair, I will be there soon, and hope you know that more stangers than you know are rooting for you…
Sending all my positive your way,
Veronica
Dear Lisa,
I wish you all the best!!! Thank you for sharing on your blog and for posting the photos, you are beautiful inside and out!! The yellow is with you now and always!!! Keep fighting, keep the hope alive and keep smiling!! You will conquer this period in your llife and be victorious!! You are always in my prayers!!!
Barbara
Detroit, MI
Missed your blog. Your fight and determination are inspiring. I’ve become hooked on following your life’s tour …I have never been so touched by the experiences of someone I’ve never met. But your essence, your character and your integrity shine throiugh…and provide boundless positive energy.
Dear Lisa,
You look so cute and pretty .
Love you much.
Best of luck to your stem cell transplant.
I am sure everything’s is getting better and better .
Long life Lisa.
May God bless you.
Love you! Love your beautifully shaved head! We have all the patience in the world for you.
I really mean this in the best way possible…it is disgusting that you still remain BEAUTIFUL! Wow! You have a beautifully shaped head! You are awesome and an inspiration Lisa! Keep smiling! Keep writing! Keep being YOU! 🙂
you still look cute with that bald head.. didnt expect that!
good luck with the stem cell treatment. keep blogging.
I am sending positive energy and thoughts to you and Bobcat.
Hello & Good Morning Lisaaa !!!!!!!!!
There is a vry motivating quote by Maxwell Maltz which says –
“We are built to conquer environment, solve problems, achieve goals, and we find no real satisfaction or happiness in life without obstacles to conquer and goals to achieve.”….
U’ve already conquered the Mount n only d flagging is left.so stay spirited as u are…….. will c u on d other side of the tunnel with bright sunshine & warmth of the happines…
Great going … n few steps left towards ….. B positive (no m not taking about d blood grp !…a PJ.. #@%*@..
LOL.. 🙂
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+ oil and be well.
Come back to us soon, we look forward to your return.
Hello Lisa,
You have an amazing gift of words that is unlike anything I have experienced. The manner in which you take something unbelievable frightening and create a thing of beauty is breathtaking. Keep the diary alive with your inspirational thoughts. You are in my thoughts and I wish good health and most importantly happiness to you and your loved ones.
Be brave Lisa.
Rest and think of yourself first. We can patiently wait for your next yellow letter.
Love and prayers.
hi gorgeous girl,i really miss u… u stl look stunning as always,love ur spirit and sense of humor…reading ur blog i’m crying and smiling at the same time.we never get bored of waiting for u it will never happen.love u girl,keep the faith,live and enjoy life and keep on inspiring a lot of ppl.
btw, where can i purchase the shirt “Because I am a Girl”? is it still available?email me pls at lizah_8@yahoo.com…gladly appreciate the response soon thanks in advance…
love ya
xoxo
Keep on moving!!!! You look great……
Let´s keep spreading the yellow…
Saludos…
My Dear Young Heart, Old Soul. Wise Woman Child.
We must be willing to get rid of the life we’ve planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us. ~ Joseph Campbell
The only difference between an extraordinary life and an ordinary one is the extraordinary pleasures you find in ordinary things. ~ Veronique Vienne.
All animals, except man, know that the principal business of life is to enjoy it. ~ Samuel Butler
Kinda makes me glad I’m a woman;}~
http://heartsteps.org
Lisa, hope u can get better, soon!
Never scared and there are us!!
Fighting!
My dear Lisa,
It is always worth to wait for you and your writing.
We have patience and will have always.
Thanks for sharing your thoughts and fears which is so human, I respect you for your openness.
Today when I read your tweets I immediately clicked on your blog, scrolled down to your pictures and my heart felt with more love for you if it is still ever possible. You look amazing and it is not a simple compliment. Your eyes are talking to us. And my eyes are full of tears, but these tears are not for sorrow but for your returning, your beauty and touching by your honest words.
I could imagine how hard it can be for you now, but remember your beloved Dad and Bobcat, your friends and all your loyal yellow diarists are with you wherever and whenever you are, holding your hand physically or spiritually and giving you yellow energy and strength the much we can.
We will send you “wordspills” of love everyday and we will overcome the harvest and transplant together successfully.
When I read your words with your special sense of humor the following quote came to my mind which I sent you earlier:
“Through humor, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers. And once you find laughter, no matter how painful your situation might be, you can survive it”
We are always with you and you are always with us!
Take care Brave Girl, good luck to you for the harvest!
You are in very good hands!
With love
Kati (katifromhungary)
Yellolution
“The Mellow Diaries”
Hey LR,
You have miles to go, before you sleep….!
There are fighters…and then there are winners. The fighters say “atleast I tried”….and the say “I tried my best”. You strike the perfect balance between being both, at different times.
Lion tamers are good LR, they make friends with the King of the Jungle and then make sure they do everything in their capacity to live with the ferocious beauty. You’re doing nothing less…you’ve made friends with MM, babe…and trust me, the resilience will pay!
Let not your disappointment eat into your zest to conquer…coz’ there are numerous loop holes that MM came with….come, lets find those. I know u will, through this Yellolution, where:
• I luv that in Yellow, you see the healing in the tumeric & not the burning in the fire
• I luv that you emerged from the chemo fog, to an awakening of a strength that we always knew u possessed
• I luv that you thank “us” for being patient when we should be thanking “you” for even lifting the veil and letting us in
• I luv that you flaunt your well “mane”tained new look…it only brings us closer to the real you…in actual blood and skin 🙂
• I luv that you allow for our good wishes for the Transplant…All will be Well…that’s all to tell!
• I luv your belief & relief deep within that this Yellolution will stand by you, thru thick and thin…soon we being thick, you thin 😉
• I luv that you smile through the baldness of your attitude, it only makes for prettier pictures… yeah, bye bye voluminous shampoo, treating conditioners and protein hair serums
• I luv the way you keep walking (I’m not referring to the MM5K here)
So here’s to the New Good Looking You, Lisa Ray…
Until you write again….this LR, is for how you Mellowed the Aesthetics!
Hii sis,
How are you today? Hey, nice look, still beautiful like usual…Uuhh huhuhu…u really gonna make my tears come out when i read some of it giving picture of ur conditions in pain, my english not so good sis, many of ur words really puzzled me…but somehow, i could feel the same. mmmm my best wishes for your healthy.
Im here again, stop by again like usual to send some strength, prayers, love, and faith that you gonna be healed.
I dont care if others said im stupid, silly or anything as they like, im not a doctor, i dont know anything about MM or this cancer what ever they named it, and im sorry that im not ur fans who always follow u where ever u go, to be honest i dont know much about you, i just have 2 movies of urs, and i knew your not only beautiful, inteligent, talented, friendly, and so on and so on….sounds that im mention also apart of me lol kidding sis 🙂
i dunno sis, im just feel that i have this connection with you, like a sister, i dont have to follow ur step where ever u go, cos u always here in my heart. Many of them judge, thought, give their opinion , point of view or anything about this cancer and some said that your not gonna make it….now that’s what i called stupid.. their just human being sis, they’re not GOD, so dont trust them, i have this strong faith that you will be healed, I believed that GOD will hear my prayers.
I mention ur name 5 times aday in my prayers sis, just wait and see until miracles come and touch you, healed you
from pain.
Oo sis, I like to write lately, if something that cross my mind and i just picture it in writing and share it with some close friends of mine. It makes me feel happy and i hope one day, im gonna show you some, hope you will like it to as they do.
Anyway, i have to go back for work…take care
Share me ur love, i’ll share mine
Share me ur care, i’ll share mine
Share me ur pain, i wont share mine ^_^
Love you always
Ur sister,
Me 🙂
Lisa
Whatever happen, you don’t change and you stay the beautiful Lisa, your beauty has no equal, no marvels, and you’re smile make my day, you’re so bravely and stunning.
Take care my Lisa
Kisses from France
Dear Lisa:
Hi,Lisa,you still beautiful like usual.
I’m your fans from China.China has a lot of people are concerned about your illness.We love you,miss you and your movie.
we send you our love, prayers, and well wishes, always.
My best wishes for your healthy.
!Lovely, lovely on Mongolian Fur!
( now my laptop wallpaper!)
Lots of love from the Philippines,
Iamne 🙂
U look beautiful and at peace… Its like the wisdom from an old soul shining thru ur eyes…
Got a bit concerned when I didnt see any post for long… then checked out twitter and was reassured…
I was not your biggest fan, for sure… saw u from the days of the ‘Garden’ ads and I thot beautiful lady…. saw some movies along the way…
Today I am amazed by the feelings u evoke in total strangers and the courage & humour u have displayed.
Now I am a big fan of Lisa Ray, the human being!!!!
Beautiful thoughts!
Oops! Lots of mispelled words at that time of the night. Sorry. 🙂 But the thought is what counts (I hope). 🙂 We love you! You have the most wonderful spirit in side the most beautiful body. What a combination, lucky Bobcat! 🙂
Many blessings on your procedure today.
With love, admiration & great respect,
Aime
Best of Luck Dear Lisa!
Take care!
May God bless you!
take my all lucks and yellow, lisa
you deserve that!!
actually i was shaved my hair like you at 10.
cuz i need to operation
me, have a real moonface, that was not good..
but you, you even look great!
how could that happen?
and there are some good news to me,
i heard your movie “water” will release soon in korea!!!:D
i’ve been seen that movie as dvd and that was so good
but i look forward to see in theater!
anyway we always be with you even living in different
city, different country. world loves you
be brave lisa!
love you
yu
Dear Lisa,
You are soooooo beautiful and just like a very wisely Buddha :- )
Continuing to pray for your health and recovery.
I trust The Lord to be with you through it all. I trust The Lord to give you peace, to let you live with hope, to relieve any pain, and to let you know his presence. I trust The Lord to bring your loved ones close to you during this illness, that might support each other, and that The Lord’s great hands might support you all.
I pray that from now on and DO believe that The Lord will bless our lovely, kind, Dearest, sweetest, most beautiful Lisa just as you said “It never once occurred to me that I won’t get better.”
In Jesus’ name, Amen.
Love, strength, believe and fighting!
Take care!
love you always
Anita
Dear Lisa,
You are soooooo beautiful and just like a very wisely Buddha :- )
Continuing to pray for your health and recovery.
I trust The Lord to be with you through it all. I trust The Lord to give you peace, to let you live with hope, to relieve any pain, and to let you know his presence. I trust The Lord to bring your loved ones close to you during this illness, that might support each other, and that The Lord’s great hands might support you all.
I pray that from now on and DO believe that The Lord will bless our lovely, kind, Dearest, sweetest, most beautiful Lisa just as you said “It never once occurred to me that I won’t get better.”
In Jesus’ name, Amen.
Love, strength, believe and fighting!
Take care! love you always
Anita
Per TE, carissima, con tanta FORZA E CORAGGIO. Sei piu’ unica che rara!
Beautiful as always……… thinking of you everyday and sending positive vibrations. Un abbraccio grosso . Blessings.
Hi lisa,
Wonderful to read your fresh blog. Best wishes for your stem cell procedure. It’s a new day every day, and from the start of the world a billion possibilities have come true every day. They are called miracles until one gets used to them :).
Have no idea what Stem Cell involves, but I am sure it’s a move towards getting cured and I pray it works out as expected.
Take good care 🙂 and ask your Mom to be with you!
your new hair style is wonderful and you look really great.
all the best
Habibti,
BUENA SUERTE PARA HOY Y SIEMPRE!!!!
YOU ARE A WARRIOR!!!!!
BEST WISHES,
XIMENA.
I love your new look!
you look even more shining thn on the screen!
The ultimate fight just began, we all know is never gonna be easy.But this is how life is.
we may never know how, when ,why, what.
but we do know there’s always a hope&chance for people.
keep on.
Be strong for yourself.
I’ll be waiting for your triumphant return!
Cheers!
Love from Taiwan.
Irene
Hello,
Just watched “I can’t think straight” ıt was marvelous and today I learned that you are fighting with cancer.
I am out of words, I just wanted to say that I will pray for your recovery. Be strong!
Lots of love.
Lisa,
Haha!! you look so cute.
Must to say I love you!
We all by your side and support you.
Hello,
I´m impressed by you. You are such a strong person.
Your blog is very brilliant. I love it!
Best wishes for your stem cell procedure!!!
romina
Lisa~ No matter how you look like you still Original LISA RAY in my heart~! May Gohonzon Bless you with the successful stem cell procedure~! Love you with all the supports from Malaysia~!
Are we self-suffecient to hope in our own strength? we are
all but a mist. It may require a tragedy to teach us to trust
God. Don’t panic- – Life’s fractures can be mended by faith
in Christ . In our cross road of life.. victory is to
surrender to God, the author of life.
may God give you an inner strength, grace, mercy, peace
and bids the fears depart! Keep your eyes on Christ and
you’ll soon lose sight of your fears.
Dear Lisa:
This is night in China,I was about to go to sleep.
But I´m impressed you.
My best wishes for your healthy.
Love you.
Lisa,
Not sure I have the right to even comment on your amazing blog. I just wanted to tell you that you are alive in a way that most people will never take the chance to become. All I can say is thank you for what you give to countless people you don’t know. Let me impress on you that you have influenced a generation far beyond what you can ever imagine. Letting me read your internal dialogue is a privilege I know that I am not fit for and don’t take for granted. Your beauty is very astounding in your new pictures. Just beautiful. Thanks again, Alyson
Just read your new addition… i’m glad you are positive and keep fighting…..please keep on fighting. i wish i can do something for you other than pray for your health…..
do take care…
Light, love and peace to you. Heal. Heal yourself, courageous one.
You look great Lisa! But that is a silly comment because you’ve always looked great…and nothing could ever change that. It was such a pleasure to read you, as usual. Your strength still amazes me.
Love and hugs from Paris (where I hope to be able to see you soon!)
Pascaline
Hi Lisa,
Some further hope & good news for what you have to go through.
New research is leading the way in the we need to deal with toxins in our bodies to prevent diseases like cancer & many others.
Have look at my blog and a sample of the recent study that has taken place and the associated links.
http://wilfrichter.com/health-issuessolutions/clinical-evidence-that-ncd-works
As many others have said, you will be well again so don’t give up!
Regards,
Dear Lisa,
I’m glad that I did a silly thing, hope my funny story would make you laugh. :)
Just want to give you a big hug. Beautiful girl, you are going to be alright!
And I love your new photos, you look so wonderful, and you have a beautiful and perfect head shape. I love it!
Always love your blog, it makes me know you, and makes me learn something that I didn’t know.
Love you!
Christine
From Taiwan
Good morning Lisa,
I was wondering whether you had posted and viola, there you had this Monday morning!
It is good hearing from you and to learn of your journey as you make progress thru rain or sun. I think you are confronting your treatment of MM as honestly as you can without denial, but rather bravely. You have even shared with us your pictures of what I would say, a bald beauty. For quite a public personality like you, a celeb is more tuned to superficiality of glamour n ‘make-up’. But here you are, being brave and open about it and down right, simplicity.
Keep up your strength and fiery spirit. We’re keeping you in prayers. Please post when you can, but also take things easy sometimes.
Take good care, Lisa.
God bless.
Jenny in TO.
i am feeling really happy that ur back from u treatment my hand are still shaking i am unable to type also i am feeling so happy everyday i check ur yellow diaries evryday i was really worried about the treatment and i was just praying that u get back soon i dont know wat u say also i am soo happy i love u lisa de pls take care of urself and plz keep writing ur yellow diaries i will know how u r i love u alot
Dear Lisa,
It’s almost 1 am in Japan. I can’t sleep, I have been waiting for your new post, everyday, everyday, …& just now I’m reading your blog. I don’t know why I’m crying, look at your new photos, You’re so beatiful & you’re my Strength. I don’t know if this message can reach you or not, in the bottom of my heart I’ll pray for your health, please don’t give up, keep fighting & smiling. You’re amazing.
Lots of love from Japan.
Dear Lisa:
Those starting a new and long path, a path fraught with uncertainty and natural fears. A road not to travel alone, you’ll do it by the hand and in the hearts of thousands of people, regardless of distance, languages, religions or cultures, we’re with you every step to reach the goal. One more day to live. A day for love. That love that holds your heart.
Love. Hope. Peace.
J. H. Marod
Hi Lisa,
Just a quick note of praise to your beautiful prose.
You have certainly an energetic face even in regards to the trauma that you are going through, keep smiling, as you know we are all beautiful inside & out.
I would like to point to a recent article that came out that covers your condition as well as many others on my BLOG.
Feel free to research it as well develop a good understanding that there is hope for many sufferers.
Best regards & speedy recovery.
Wilf
You are in my thoughts…
Hi, Lisa,
Free spirit… You make everything seem so light to bear. Hope… is something so precious. One smile from you is enough to inspire me, yet, I feel sad… because I know it is not easy… and still… you take things as they come. Remarkably brave… that’s what you are. Thank you… (Salamat )
– The KALEIDOSCOPE EFFECTS and AFFECTS
of illness –
Amazing Lisa,
What I mean by this is consider how with a twist of a kaleidoscope , how the tumbling of the colored objects presents us with varying colors and patterns. None is the same as the last; none will be the same as the next. An alteration occurs.
Illness’ effects can alter us in every conceivable way.
And, this can be as much as a sudden jolt to as gradual acceptance.
But, either way, it is an invitation to be…simply
but wholly…
…and this is living
in the present, which opens you completely to the future.
You are experiencing the wondrous
kaleidoscope
of
illness
??
no –
of what it means to
truly be alive.
and
you
are
more beautiful
you are simply and wholly more.
PRAY for RAY Day
calling all yellow diarists –
in america, this thursday is thanksgiving
so much for which to be grateful
LISA RAY
top among …
i humbly believe that all of us feel very grateful for this extraordinary woman who has opened us up to life by opening her own life to us.
might i request that we all stand in unison, all the very many of us from around the globe
and at noon (wherever you are)
PRAY for RAY
thank god (or your higher power) for this gift that is
LISA RANI RAY
and pray all your petitions for this woman whose life has made a most powerful and positive difference in ours.
PRAY for RAY Day!
Let’s UNITE in THANKS GIVING
this Thursday
at noon (wherever you are)
for
Lisa.
The power of prayer
for a
most powerfully impacting person –
LISA RAY
Thank you –
P.S.
Humbly chiming in on the poll.
Follow your inner voice…the yellow
perhaps
you MAY need to be on drugs the rest of your life
perhaps
not
respectfully, i will share
was told
you must
you will
you had better
or else
listened to my inner voice
or else
there was no living
with myself
for myself
for others
lisa, my response to your survey
information gathering
hmm…
in all things there is good
so much information
so many voices (so to speak)
it is your life
listen to your inner voice
it matters 😉
YOU
matter
________
and, you matter to me
you still looks GOD damn gorgeous.
Apart from all this u are soooooooo COOL…
and the way you have taken things is so amazing. Lisa u totally rock.
But i wonder what goes on in your head all the time? How do you look at your self 10 years from now?
What would happen to your branding and all. I mean not that i think they should stop taking you and all. You are still the most smart, intelligent, well spoken and gorgeous woman i have known in the celeb work.
I wish you luck doll…
and yea i will post some time soon…
with u always..
Dear Lisa,
god bless you for the stem cell transplantation….we pray for you Lisa..every day…:)
Thats your way..we believe on you…every seconds…:)
Your Hair will go on…:)
But you are sooo beautiful without hairs….:)
I like this pics so much….
You are every day in our hearts….:)
1000 Hugs
Good to heard about you.
Still look georgous.
Good luck for everthing
Lisa,
You are different. Positively… Different from all the people I know and to top it all far different from all the celebrities we all know, strong willed, honest, unpretentious… Bravo. You captured my heart.
Post scripting…
for me
my decision
must be clear that this was
remains
MY decision
MY life
My inner voice
past six years through today
still live with cancer
and five “incurable” autoimmune disorders
no conventional meds
for good or bad
no
FOR ME
was (prior to six years ago) yes
a twist of the kaleidoscope
yes
i completely surrendered
let go and let god
listened to my inner voice
now
my focus
building up my immunology
discovering way to do that which work for me
no two of us is alike
different sets of finger prints
and
what works today
i learned
might not stay the course
just means it’s time to move down another
no biggie
keeps me moving
KEEPS ME MOVING
and
living with great, great gratitude
acceptance
hmm…
no
not just acceptance
but
TRUST
in God’s oversight
and
surrender
to the miracle of life
this one, yes
and (for me)
the to the greater of the two miracles…
I am who I am
You are who you are
Lisa,
Please
just be
Please follow your inner voice
I promise
my last word on this
please
follow
your last word
your inner voice
it is the one that matters the most
i humbly suggest
TRUST
Hello Ms. Sunshine Ray,
You look absolutely Stunningly Beautiful!! Some people can get away with any look…It’s not fair!
“In even the worst landscape of human darkness and difficulty there shine beacons of light. They most often radiate from simple, ordinary people who in their intimate encounters with tragedy, injustice, and terror have been transformed and have learned how to respond to the world around them with the simplicity and power of their faith, love, and compassion.
There is no power greater than the power of love, no shadow that can withstand the power of compassion, no demon that can overwhelm the power of openheartedness. Through their example our eyes are opened to the possibilities of bringing light to our own shadows.”
-Stories of the Spirit, Stories of the Heart
Wishing you a Wonderful Day Filled with lots of
Bright Yellow Love coming your way!
Live Life, Laugh Often, and Love Much!
Love,
Ginger
Hi Lisa!
You are stunning as always.
I love you like this.
Kisses from France.
Sylvie PARIS.
lisa you are beatiful!!you look great!you are always in our thought. love from greece.
nikoleta.
Dear Lisa,
After reading your new post,crying for your courage and humour!
I totally agree Shamim said that “she was rightly once voted on of the most beautiful women of the millennium,and that it had very little to do with how she looks”!
YOU REALLY HAVE A BEAUTIFUL SOUL NO MATTER HOW YOU LOOK LIKE!!!
Best wishes for your stem cell procedure and pray for you always!!!!!!
love
totoro
HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED ANGEL!!!!!!!!!!!!
Few days I could not write. known weekend :-).And today I had a meeting at school.Sorry my Blue rose :-(.
I’m happy I saw you today. I could see only your emerald eyes and your lips :-))))) That’s all…….
Today is very sad day for me. I have a problem with my sister. But If you ask why ? Dont ask because I dont know really.I know just one thing…She told me ‘ I do not want you as my sister’ That’s all…….She said”My mother love you more then me”. It doesnt true of course:-( I had the shock of my life 😦 What insults are……I just shut up. For my mother and my father was silent. My father had heart surgery 6 months ago. My mother is high blood pressure patients. They are old. When I saw the their sad faces I was too embarrassed. We have very upset them .they deserved it ? NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!
I just pray. For their recommended.
Here Lisa Ray. This is very big example.People do not see the problem in the life. Searching problem
I am very patient. But two things I can not bear.injustice and insult. now I’m trying to learn based on these. I learned the value of life lisa Ray. I have many things fit in 36 year.
But this time, Craps began to upset me more:-( I want to say many things.but I know she will not want to understand.constantly talking myself.”Sinem you have 2 ears. You can listen more….Sinem you have 1 mouth .You can talk less…”
My father says; “silence is sometimes the best answer.”
“mellifluence unearth even snake”that our statement
Sometime I think.All our lives between our two lips.If we live there breathe.we do not breathe we die.But this business side of the concrete.the bitter words from the lips.possibility that the pain does not tell…I hope you do not experience this pain ever.:-(
Fear very natural feeling Lisa Ray.For now especially for you.that you are going to have a period.are you talking about your shingles, but lisa 😦 AHHH Lisa Ray AHHHH.!!!!
I was shingles when I was 10 years.Yes When I was child.My mother was just starting to work.I was coming home, my mother does not…One,two,three and boooom!
My left elbow!!said the doctor before chicken pox.he did not imagine this disease may.Because I was a child Lisa Ray.It was a flower on my elbow.A flower very painful and itchy.:-( this disease is one reason. You know and I know. I’m sad now Lisa but not you ,to the injustice.
I need at the moment only one thing.anywhere I want to punch:-(
I’m sorry Lisa Ray. My purpose is not pessimism.only a small rebellion.do not know what it means unhappiness.Within the happiness,always unhappiness seekers:-(
Why Am I here.This is luck.I had a very emotional breakdown and I found myself next to you.You are my medicine.Sweet medicine goes on an on…..:-)
See Lisa know.time passes too quickly.The time medicine for everything.When Everything back to normal after 2-3 months.Don ‘t look back. I learn yellow color’s mean from you thank you.
Do you know what I would like.blue roses to send you an armful.possible to send.hospital, but never gonna happen because of your hygiene. Do you agree that the roses I sent you ?distance far,I would like to write letters to spell my own hands not with mail.Sometimes I can be classic.I love letter.
this month, 16 children with leukemia one recovered.masks hurled with a celebration.They were treated for 3 years.You need 2 mounths Lisa Ray just 2 mounths.
Haaa Dont forget me after 2 mounths:-) It’s joke. You forget me for forever. You be fine.I dont want nothing.To know you are good It’s enough for me.
After your treatment.Have you ever considered adoption to…? It’s just a feeling not advice. This is my heart’s voice.
Hayal kur meleğim (imagine my angel)
1 hayat düşün ( you think 1 life)
Nice mutluluklarla dolu ,, (nice, full of happiness)
1 el düşün, senin elini hiç bırakmayan …(you think a hand, has never let your hand )
And everyday go to sleep with nice imagines. If you sleep good imagines your days will be nice. Trust me…
I love you Lisa ray. And thank you ,thank you,thank you..
I love you my angel on my right shoulder,
I love you my nature,
I love you my blue rose,
I love you my bee,
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
See you everyday,
See you every rain,
listen all rain drops
when you look you hospital window, you imagine a sun.You feel my heart’s heart.
My heart,my mind,my power,my hope,and my bone all of these yours now. After 2 mounths.You have to give me:-).I need them. For to see you always 😀 Not for me Lisa Ray.
LISA=DOĞA
You are a cherished gift from the Divine. Thank you
My Virtuous One…. Lisa Rani Ray !
A picture of sheer innocence and radiance ! Never have I seen any one look sooooooooo good with such short hair cut ! You will always be that way because of that beautiful, Kind, Truthful HEART that you got that has overwhelmed the world and us your fellow bloggers.
When I wrote some time aback… LISA… Love Is Steadfast Always… thats because you are an inspiration of true pure love and only a pure HEART can send out such love to the world. Thank you and ALL WILL BE WELL SOON my love.
Bye for now…rosemarieramnarine@yahoo.com
Yes
Yellow is healing turmeric
“Its tested, tried, grandma approved”
Yoga
Ayurveda
its for life
hi Lisa,
words aren’t adequate to express what i would like to say…i send to you all my positives vibrations…
keep your spirit in the way you’re engaged, this is the best for sure.
hope that first day of harvest wasn’t too hard for you.
P.S :
i offered the book ANTI-CANCER to my boyfriend Julian (he has cancer too), some months ago, because i found it would be an help. Unhappily he didn’t read it, he’s much into Xbox soccer games (c’est son toit et il refuse de descendre, if you know what i mean).
i’ve got to read it myself right now, this concerns so much people, who can pretend not to be concerned in those days? and everbody who read this post can do the same, of course.
wish you all the best, Lisa. take care of you.
ayurvedic tea is a good idea
Hélène (France) 😉
Je voulais vous envoyer quelques pensées de Paris (France). Je vous souhaite de vous sortir vite de ce mauvais film…
Je vous embrasse affectueusement.
Virginie
Breathing is ultimate
“I will meditate on my breath every morning.”
And Sure you can do it
We welcome Lisa with the greatest joy
And With Best Wishes
Bay Area Indo American
Its been busy, fun time promoting “paa”
Enjoy
astonished by your blog, and as it is said “beauty is not skin deep” which I think it’s absolutely true. Not only amazes me the fact that you really are beautiful but more than that you’re sensitive and very intelligent. Your strengh,honestity,your decision of sharing your thoughts and fears in your hardest times being someone popular…no wonder you’re supported by so many people all over the world. I saw you in just one film, but reading your blog has made me wish you all the luck, perseverance, more strength even and all the best. Irony can only go with intelligence, and sharing and fighting with others can only come from a good heart. Don’t give up because a good mood changes everything, and good things happen to good people, even in tough moments. Keep fighting and hope you get better. Your blog may be your relief but at the same time it is an example for others and it is the soul of a great woman and human being.
oh my Goodness.. you rock lisa!!!!
you look great!!! and i know you will be fine!
God Bless You.
No words. Except ‘gorgeous.’ No, ‘Beautiful.’
Hey Lisa,
You write so beautifully.. Thank you for sharing again.
…wishing you every ‘yellow ray’ of the sun’s energy over the next few months…wish I could help with the physical pain.. help make it less i mean…but all i can imagine doing is rubbing your head with tumeric for comfort.. 🙂
You are stronger than MM because you have embraced it with “transparency and open-ness”
You are a BRIGHTER YELLOW! TRUE 360 DEGREES OF BEAUTY!
Me agapi (with love)
Jenny K. (South Africa)
Hey Lisa =)
Writing this with a huge smile =D. Wonderful blog as usual and thank you for sharing your stories and these lovely pictures. You look amazing and radiant, with or without hair.
And you are so right about saving cash now you don’t have to use shampoo. Unfortunately for me, my hair hungers for John Frieda =P (but not the volumising one, ’cause I have way too much volume hehe).
I wish you all the best with your stem cell transplant.
Keep smiling!
Always in my thoughts & prayers,
Anie =)
PS: Come to think of it, I have to learn stuff about stem cell transplants, T-cells and CD34 (and a lot more of CD’s =S), because I have a Immunology exam coming up. So everytime I have to learn and read about this, you come up to my mind. Makes my day less dreadful, when I look at the pile of books that I have to read this week. Wish me luck! 😉
Dear Lisa!!
For the first time I saw you in the movie I can’t think straight. I got crazy about you!!! I said Mamma Mia!!!!! Your eyes.. Your look!! Wow so beautiful!!! And now that I am reading all your post and I check every day for the new one I see what a beautiful person you are!!!
I wish I could describe better what I feel. But I’m pretty bad on writting sorry about that bellissima!!
I loove your positive energy Lisa!!! Well actually. I loove everything about you!!! Haha
One thing that I wish most is meeting you one day and just give you a hug…
A hug from my hearth!!!
In one post you said you were bored at the hostital waiting
please if this happen again please.. perfore call me text me
email me I will be there keeping you company will tell you jokes or teaching you Italian or something else
will do anything just to imagine a beautiful smile on your face!
Thank you soo much for share your beautiful new pics with us.
Seriously Lisa.. You are Gorgeous!!!! Hot!!! 🙂
speechles…
P.S there is this beautiful song that making me think of you
It’s called ” you are loved’ by Josh croban
please if you have one moment check it out this video on YouTube
And pleasse keeping smile Lisa cause you really really are loved!!!
Ciao Mia dolce Lisa bellissima
con amore
Xxxxxxx. M.
Habibit Lisa,
You look indeed, as everyone said, beautiful and its your inner beauty that transcends and show the strength you have in fighting this battle. With or without hair, you are you… You are Lisa Ray who does not let anything gets in your journey to full recovery and I am sure all Yellolunists diarists are with you as well on this journey.
Thank you so much for this new blog which I am sure must have been written in ‘stages’ :-). We wish you well and success as you embark on your next stage of stem cell treatment and know this that you are not alone. Most importantly, your Dad and Bobcat is besides you and that is enough to give you the strength and presence and your mum is with you in spirit.
I share this quote :-You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, ‘I lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.’
Eleanor Roosevelt
Yours
BB, BG, BSmiling Always
MF
i dunno wht to say, i jus wish u the best in sct.
n u r stilll gorgeous as ever. tht wont change. love u lisa.
Hi Lisa~
I was worried while reading your blog, but I really couldn’t help laughing when I read the “Che boluda!” lol
By the way, your new “look” reminds me of Water, though you weren’t shaved in the film =)
Well, Lisa, hope the stem cell procedure goes well, and best wishes for you~!
Greetings from Buenos Aires =D
-Cinthia
A note on feeling scared…
May I tell you what helped me?
These words – John’s words I think:
“Greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.”
Lisa, the ruler of the universe is within you.
And, if you ask me, in every combination of letters you put together to form these amazing words you write, that is so clearly evident.
How amazing is your light…the light that you radiate – the spirit within you!
Kaliedoscope – a tube of mirrors containing loose coloured beads, pebbles, or other small coloured objects. The viewer looks in one end and light enters the other end.
Lisa, how amazing what happens to us with a twist of the kaliedoscope! Light enters.
Please remember this…light enters. And, it is brilliantly illuminating you.
Funnily, some will tell you that you are not healthy because of test result or something that presents on the outside, etc.
In all fairness to them, they don’t always think to attend to “the light” within you.
I wish they would.
It is important that they know this.
But, more important for you is that you know that ‘he that is in you is greater…’
I would offer that there is so much more to “health” than that which presents physiologically or physically, etc.
May I respectfully tell you that it is my belief that you are healthy. You are healthy because of what is within you. Please remember this.
To go full thread…
I humbly say that once I realized that spiritual health — what was in me — ranked, I never again felt unhealthy again. I never again felt afraid, no matter what test results showed or didn’t show.
I respectfully share that once I embraced that God is with me and for me, I knew that nothing/nobody could rob my life.
Lisa, I can only underscore one woman’s belief. I will tell that based on the light that so clearly and brilliantly shines from within you that is illuminated in every breath you take, in every word you make that I and I will dare say every other Yellow Diarist can punctuate,
“YOU ARE HEALTHY!”
Breathe. Love. Live. Laugh.
Be positive. Be healthy.
Be the ever-increasingly, utterly beautiful child of God that you are and continue to shine.
With every twist of the kaleidoscope, your light becomes more stunningly clear.
Let your own reflection convince you of the power within you.
And, feel the peace and joy and empowerment that comes from this truth.
My Dear Lisa,
I’m so happy for read you again. All days I sat in front of my computer and I’d enter in the blog for read you. Any hopes always worthwhile. And now I’m here at 1:05 in the night os Spain smile and cry at the same time with your words. I’ve never met in my life one person like you, my beautiful Lisa, you’re one of my reasons for smile everyday and I want to thanks for that always.
When I knew that you went in Buenos Aires, I’d said to my friend Karen. ‘Lisa is in your city, you’re walking the same streets she. So please if you see, even a second, tell her that I love her.’ Because yes, I love you, more than some persons that I see all days. I don’t know why, I just know that, when I see you, my heart is plane of light. So, thank you!
You’re so beautiful with your new look. I really love it. Now, I nervious, don’t know why. In the next few days I’ll start with my video contest of ICTS and TWU and I hope you can see it.
Now, it’s time to go to bed.
Lisa, never lost your courage, your strength, your way of coping the life, your smile, your look happy, never lose that essence, so wonderful, you have in your heart, in your soul … never stop being you, because that is the reason why I love you and I hope someday to repay all you’ve given my life with a warm hug. See you soon… read you soon…
Lore,
Spain.
Hi Lisa,
Glad to see you back. You look great!!
Hope those bones don´t ache too much during the harvest and that you can collect a good amount.
Some MMers take maintenance medications after SCT , others don´t.
I took interferon for 2 years for maintenance after my SCT (in 2002)and also pamidronate for my bones and since then I have been medication free(5 years now), keeping a close eye with check ups every 3 months. I also refused hormonal replacement therapy even though it was highly recommended to me ´cause of my age.
Stay strong. You´ll be fine. The process is almost over.
PD:Be prepared to use curly hair shampoo after SCT
Finally, it begins.
Though a little bit worried,
but sure everything’s gonna be fine.
Go Lisa. Go and tame the MM!
You are always in my prayers.
Hi,Lisa
This is morning in China.
Are you sleeping?
I think you have a Sweet dream.
Good night ,Lisa.
Love you.
Brave Lisa,
Mind, body and spirit, you are tackling this with wisdom. Yes, just concentrate on your breathing and it’s way of giving life to every cell in your body. A beautiful poem that I hope gets to you at PMH and makes you smile that cutest smile (naks!)
As Thou Goest, Step by Step, I Will Open Up the Way Before Thee
From the notebook of Arthur E. Ritchie
Child of my love, fear not the unknown morrow,
Dread not the new demand life makes of thee;
Thy ignorance doth hold no cause for sorrow
Since what thou knowest not is known of Me.
Thou canst not see the hidden meaning
Of my command, but thou the light shall gain;
Walk on in faith, upon My promise leaning,
And AS THOU GOEST, all shall be made plain.
One step thou seest — then go forward boldly,
One step is far enough for faith to see;
Take that, and thy next duty shall be told thee,
For STEP BY STEP thy Lord is leading thee.
Stand not in fear thy adversaries counting,
Dare every peril, save to disobey;
Thou shalt march on, all obstacles surmounting,
for I the Strong, WILL OPEN UP THE WAY.
Wherefore go gladly to the task assigned thee,
Having my promise, needing nothing more
Than just to know, wher’er the future find thee,
In all thy journeying I go BEFORE.
Lisa,
Thanks for the update!
WIshing you a very successful stem cell harvest!!
Thanks for all your efforts on behalf of MM!
That’s GREAT news about the new research chair at PMH. I am at Mayo and my dr. used to work with Dr. Reece at PMH. We are in great hands.
Congrats on CR!! I didn’t quite achieve CR prior to transplant, but I’ve now been in CR for over 2 years following transplant! SO you will do great!!
Go stem cells!
Kris
PS. It’s a big decision about maintenance therapy as research on this topic is so new.
My doctor at Mayo said the consensus right now is to do maintenance following transplant if you do not achieve CR or have high risk genetics.
However, because of our ages there is also a trend toward being more aggressive and starting maintenance regardless.
It’s such an individual decision. I think a lot depends on which drugs you are responsive to.
I have not had ANY MM drugs in 2 1/2 years. It’s been fabulous. I never thought that would be possible.
But things are changing daily. The great thing is that you have great doctors and access to all the latest research.
After you get through transplant you can make a decision. BEST WISHES!!!!
Kris
Hola Lisa!!!
So, nice to hear from u again…All I can say that no one can pull it off as you do…hair or no hair ur still looking GORGEOUS!! Eres una mujer muy hermosa…Te queremos mucho.
“Make ur smile be ur umbrella on rainy days”
Besos y abrasos,
Jackie
how was the stem cell treatment today? was it painful? what is the procedure followed?
Hola mi amor ,
Happy to see you again , and you juz look gre8 , beautiful , cute as usual with those pic, and your smiling…keep on going,its amazing and sweet. no worry liz , with hair or without hair , you are always a super star in our heart.i felt a bit heavy after read your blog , its very complicated , but we need to give you positive strength and faith, so we need to be strong too and give our love and pray to you and wish you everything alright on the next stage.everybody will be scared when have a same problem as you , we are humanity.you juz express your real humor.not everybody can do tat. keep fighting my dear friend…, we all with you here.
share this quote to you : One needs something to believe in, something which one can have whole hearted enthusiasm.One needs to feel that one’s life has meaning, that one is needed in this world.~~~Hannah Senesh.
wish you all the best Liz,
with Hugs and Kiss
felyse
Hii sis,
Im here again, stop by again, from Jakarta with love and try to share something new…. i hope it will make you smile and get rid off the pain for while ^_^
This recipe is for you, try make one for me will you.. 🙂
Ingredients
1/2 a cup of Affection
A pinch of cuddles
3 tablespoons of pure sweetness
A great big kiss
Method
Dim the lights then mix them very slowly together.
If you cant handle those pain alone….do share it with me sis
Love you you you you you and always you …
Your sister,
Me
Hello Lisa,
I know we don’t knw eachother but I feel like we do, maybe sounds wear, I’m not a crazy fan, no way! but we have many things in comun, I’m an actress to, and I have many friends who like you are faighting with this hugh pain of Cancer, one of them is an author and actor here in Spain and like you write a diary, well is not a really diari, was a book, and call’s “The yellow world” (http://www.shopping.com/xPO-Book_El_Mundo_amarillo_The_Yellow_World_Albert_Espinosa) what do you think? is a coincidence? was one of the most selled books in the country and helps so mucho to many people, he write about we have many yellow people arround the world, it’s not a friend and it’s not a couple eather, is someone you never meet before what when you found it the energy and the conexion is amazing, you know we are energy and sometime when you found some people you have something very especial and nice at the same time, maybe sounds wear, but is like magic, with that I don’t want to say nothing about have something especiall, but I think if some day we can meet eachother I think we wolud have connexion. I like so much how you still smilling (pretty smile!!) and keep walking, it’s a master class for all of us, it’s really extraordinary!!!
Other friend of mine, an excellent actress, with a lovely smile like yours, goes this year for a cancer, she was a faighter and she allways had a nice word for all of us, and I remember her smile, cause she allways smile, since the last moment, was sad, stills sad, but she helps many people, like you doing, she can’t made it but many people can, many, many people, many friends, famous or not, CAN, and people like you are a model to follow.
I write you to give you the same support you give to the others, a SMILE for you, mines isn’t so beauty but maybe funny, maybe supporting, maybe to accompany, maybe just a caressing…
You are not alone, I know you know that, but I know to, we work with a very sensible material, our feelings, and sometimes we felt lonely and sad, be an actress will be magic and terrific, but can be difficult sometimes, many emotions to give and recive, and for that, even you are so embraced and so loved for erveyone, but I want to send you a big HUG with many energy to still giving your simle and your faighting to the world.
Thank you so much for all you are doing!
Itziar
P.S: you still having an incredible look, the eyes are tha window of our soul, and your soul is really beauty!
Dear Lisa
Someone say eyes are the window to the soul. When I look in your eyes, I see the wisdom of the world in your eyes and I feel my spirits rise. Your Pure emerald green eyes blazed with a beauty that is profound.
Love your deadpan humor. Your blog is candid and sincere.
Lisa. there is nothing you can not do. Never stop fighting.
Laugh more. Anticipate positively more. Nothing is more important than that you feel good.
All the best wishes to you
Love
Jeni
I pray for U everyday!
always on my mind, love you!
that´s from Brasil!
To all those who love Lisa and her films, here are some of the songs from WATER.
http://www.smashits.com/music/hindi-film/songs/5483/water.html
Hey Lisa, I just saw you in hollywood/bollywood, you did a wonderful job. Honestly, I hadn’t even heard of you until I saw the movie but I was really impressed so I figure I do some research on the actress with the warm smile! In any case, great movie and I know a lot of people who were brought up in a multi-cultural environment can definitely relate. I wish you great strength in your current and any future obstacles that may come in your life 🙂 Stay Strong! All the best! 🙂 I will be reading regularly 🙂 thanks for sharing your story!
BUENAS NOCHES….LISA.
SI,, AQUI SEGUIMOS….
“ELIMINAR MIEDO, TEMORES Y BLOQUEOS, SOBREPONERSE A LAS COSAS NEGATIVAS, DORMIR PLACIDAMENTE Y HACER DESAPARECER LA ANSIEDAD,…SIEMPRE SEAS OPTIMISTA, PARA ATAER BUENAS VIBRACIONES”
SE TE QUIERE, ADMIRA Y RESPETA…
FRANCY
Lisa, you are such a beautiful woman.
Beautiful inside out.
I adore you and when i look at your shaved head, i see a brave, bold and confident woman. Do not even bother getting a wig as you look just beautiful the way you are. Do not stop fighting as I will be fighting along side with you (spiritually).
I love you.
Lisa you dont need anything coz you’re just as beautiful as you were. And … whats different is that you look, yea, you’re sacred with you lovely head.
Love you always and you’re always in my thoughts. You’re my inspiration and Im glad you mentioned Frida Kalho, shes just a charming, interesting, dramatic woman … and now, so is you.
Good luck for the stem cell transplant! And keep strong, we will make a way …
Take good care!
Wow Lisa u look great with ur new look and is’nt it amazing to
have a water cut.Makes u feel so light and gives u a really
refreshing feeling coz that is the way i felt when i went clean
bold last year. It was the starting of a new life for me.
Wishing all the best for ur new innings and it is way to go Ms Ray.
Wishing all well for u.
Sameeksha
YG
Liza Rani Ray:
Si pudiera dar parte de mi vida para tu alivio, lo daría sin pensarlo con mis dos manos, si pudiera aliviar en algo tu dolor lo haria, para que esos ojitos verdes preciosos que tienes nunca dejen de brillar….
Eres realmente una mujer maravillosa, por tu valentía y forma de ver la vida, eso me inspira a mi a ser una mujer como tú,..
Tu fuerza y caracter para hacer frente a este desafío que te presenta la vida, simplemente es admirable
y un ejemplo a seguir para las demas personas que quizas en estos momentos podrian estar pasando por la misma situación.
simplemente: Me Encantassss !!!
Le pedí a mi Dios este siempre a tu lado, ……….para él, lo imposible es posible,.
Sé que es dificil y doloroso el tratamiento.. aguanta preciosaa, tranquila, no dejes de tomar tus medicamentos, no tengas miedo, No estas solita,…
Mientras haya Fe, hay una luz de Esperanza.
Siempre estas en mis oraciones y en mi corazón y desde aqui yo deseo con todooo mi corazón que te alivies pronto,.
que bueno que te conocí aunque por lo pronto solo por tu pelicula ” I can´t think straight” ( Tala ) pero no descarto la posibilidad de un día conocerte en persona.
bendita tecnología que hace posible que estas palabritas lleguen a tí.
Te quieroo Muchoooo Liza,
Cuidate Muchoo, ya saldremos adelante de esta prueba Dificil.
See you later! Sonríe !
Marie
awww, you took the time to add a lil something here and there. Yippe, you got through todays treatment.
Digging your do, the more I look at you. You are looking young sweetum. More importantly, I hope you are happy every day.
Heres a few viewing recommendations to increase your CD34 count — Family Guy 😉 (Don’t), The Simpsons and Looney Tunes. tc Beautiful
Dear Lisa
Actually I googled your name because I wanted to order the DVD “I can’t think straight”. Now I’m here on this wordpress blog and it makes me sad to read about your MM. I don’t know you at all but nevertheless your words move my heart. Reading your text makes me feel like being on a roller coaster.
I can’t cancel your MM membership and you also have to fight against MM yourself. But I can tell you that your eyes on the new pictures have still the same irresistible shine as the they have in your movies. Your eyes can’t lie. They wouldn’t shine so bright if you didn’t have your strong power still in your body and mind. You will gain the battle.
I wish you all the energy you need now and I’m already looking forward to see a 3rd movie with you and Sheetal produced by Hanan. You and Sheetal kissing on the park bench has been my background picture on the PC for months. I updated it with one of your actual photos. Now my colleagues in the office there aren’t shocked any more about the two kissing women but now they stop by just to have a glance at the woman with the most beautiful eyes of this world.
Kind regards,
Jackie
Dear Lisa,
You look like a very beautiful buddhist monk! Beautiful and at Peace with the world – way to go!
Lovely to see you back with a bang – missed your posts all these past weeks
Chaitra
HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED ANGEL!!!!!!!!!
Yes a new day.over one day more.The time is passing….
I’m better than yesterday. Now morning here 9.59. I have to go my family. Afternoon can be bad.
This morning I m better. Because Doğa slept alone yesterday evening. She has a fear of losing me. yesterday evening when I was brush my teeth. My daughter fell asleep. It’s like a joke. Yes Lisa the life full with surprise.
My dear, are you O.K ? O.K dont tell anything I know.:-(
I prayed to you 1 hour ago .I sent with wind. Now my prays will move at your pain in the bones of all the places.
who looking bad eyes to you.:-( They never again look to you with their bad eyes. I pray for this. Bad eyes will be avoid to you. I think people are killing people. !!!To a look, malicious and jealous. This energy can be dangerious. Do you believe blue bead? :-).
When Doğa comes from school. She can cry. Because I broke the her gate stones 😦 but what can I do. ? While cleaning, I dropped it 🙂 She has a lot of different kinds of stones. She always use quartz crystal necklace as..Sometimes she puts they on ground. For – Electricity to go .After this ,she puts under the sun shine for + electricity. Fortunately, I got the sun every season in my country 🙂 She Crayz!!!!
My dear angel, I will come this evening ( ı talk for my country time) I will see my parents. First I will come to my pharmacist friend. Today mother’s blood pressure 11-22.I had to guess. Everything will be nice……
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
See you My Doğa,
See you my bee,
See you my blue rose,
See you my angel on my righ shoulder,
See you my imagine friend,
See you Sinem (my bosom)
Which imagine last night Lisa Ray?
I imagine a airplane but huge airplane….
All interior filled with blue roses,
I am sending aircraft to you,
when it comes on top of the your hospital ,It opens doors.
All blue roses fall from the sky .You see from your window,
And a huge package with decorated ,
Yes this is gift.
But empty box,
In fact, very full….
But it does not appear,
The inside of the box filled with my love, kiss, all the good wishes and friendship…..
And I saw your eyes.Your eyes are smiling…..
You can tell all your troubles in this box.
What time do not feel good about yourself,
communicate with it.
It will help you
I filled it with my love and friendship.
You have real friendship of course.imaginary friend is not bad..
Isn’t IT ? 🙂
Haaa I’m not imagine,
I’m living.and every moment I can be with you.
If you want to come there for you even shake my hand 🙂
I do.I have my crayz side 🙂 But I need a translator:-)
My sweetheart, If you need to this box, you call me. Friendship does not appear any time,only sensible.You never see my eyes, I never keep your hands.Please you try to see my heart eyes Lisa Ray. You try to see my feelings.You try to feel warmth of my hand.
By the way,generally,your film is not come here. But I’ll come a day to Canada…
I visited many countries. But I did not see Canada. I know there’s good nature. I will visit Toronto. When I come my heart will feel your whispers much more .And I will be happy 🙂
Need to be honest, not for nature, I want to know where you live. Streets, markets, people, climate, everything…I began to wonder all about you. After the see Canada I will be comfortable.:-) Because I will be to know your world….
Weather was very foggy morning. Aircraft could not even get up. But now you have to see. The sun is shining very well 🙂 This is the most important feature here. You can experience 4 seasons in one day. I like this 🙂
I dont want very cold for this year. Because It will be very dangerious for my people because of this year’s epidemic. Alarm alarm!!!!!
I still talk a lot 🙂 to talk to your silence, gives me peace of mind. Thank you…
MUCCCCK! (I ‘M kissing you)
I love you my friend….
LISA=DOĞA
Dear Lisa,
I just saw that you added some sentences about the success of Myeloma Team which means for me you should be well after your first day of treatment. I hope it will be going smoothly further on, as well and such kind of great news will contribute to your well-being!:-)
You should know how proud and grateful we are to be the part of the “Lion Tamer’s circle of Yellow” and for myself I can promise to continue the support this way also.
You have a great part of reaching this goal with your entering into the light honestly, bravely and very human way allowing us deeply inside your personal life.
Everytime I read your words I am always moved by them.
You should know that the yellow circle around you is very strong and supportive because it is created by our unconditional love for you.
“Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.”
With hugs
Kati (katifromhungary)
PRAY for RAY Day
CALLING all Yellow Diarists –
In America, this Thursday is Thanksgiving.
– so much for which to be grateful
LISA RAY
top among …
I humbly believe that all of us feel very grateful for this extraordinary woman who has opened us up to life by opening her own life up to us.
Might I request that we all stand in unison, all the very many of us from around the globe
and, at noon, (wherever you are)
PRAY for RAY –
Please thank God (or your higher power) for this gift that is
LISA RANI RAY
and pray all your petitions for this woman whose life has made a most powerful and positive difference in ours.
PRAY for RAY Day!
Let’s UNITE in THANKS GIVING
this Thursday
at noon (wherever you are)
for
Lisa.
We separately pray for her. I feel sure of this. For this, I will tell you that I am grateful.
But,
Let’s pray as One
The ONE and ONLY
Yellow Diarists
that
Lisa has invited us to become.
The power of prayer
for
a
most powerfully impacting person –
LISA RAY –
PRAY for RAY Day!
Thursday, noon (wherever you are)
All of us giving thanks and praying for Lisa
Together –
One Voice
for
One Extraordinary Person.
Thank you –
Dear Lisa,
I’ve just found out about this girl who has bone cancer, she’s amazing & so you are. If you have a time please visit her video.
http://www.clicsargent.org.uk/Home/virginlondonmarathon/OlliesStory
Don’t give up, you’ll win.
Love you sooooooooooooooo much!
Hi Lisa, me again. What are you doing now? maybe you’re sleeping. This is the first time that I write you twice In the same post.
I need to do. I need tell you how I do in the day. I need tell you that I have you in my mind in each second of my life.
Your courage is incredible. You’re the kind of woman that I wanna be. I admire your smile whenever you put everything. In this difficult moment. But never forget that all people who love you (like me) will always be with you.
Have a nice day.
I love you!
Lore,
Spain.
Dear Lisa
Wow~ I like your new modelling, is likely the movie (WATER ) the inside appearance, I hoped that your body can soon be restored to health, to refuel ~to refuel ~
I am your fan,I from Taiwan,I Love you
michelle
Beautiful music… very comforting. It moved me.
Hey Lisa,
U r really very brave. Ur face tells it all. Keep smiling and b happy. Laugh as much as u can. It is the cheapest medicine. Lisa, why don’t u post a photo of ur mom and dad?I would love 2 see with whom u resemble the most. I told u stem cell transplant is very risky. Now that u have opted for it let us see how u progress. Wish u all the best.
Hi Lisa
love you all the same. mostly smile….
wish you all the best, ” ขอให้สุขภาพแข็งแรง และหายเร็วๆ”
Your friend….
Phapapan ,Thailand..
Lisa,
Stay strong and get well soon.. =)
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You are one but you’re never alone,
You can’t atone for every promise you’ve broken,
In this moment there’s no way you can fail,
You must be honest with yourself,
Use your pain to achieve your goals,
Make amends while you can and stay focused,
You can’t be burdened by your lack of control,
Never stray from the path you have chosen,
Your spirit can’t be broken now,
You’ve come too far,
All your life,
You told yourself you were never alone,
Giving up was never an option,
Out of spite,
Hold onto the hate that helped you stay focused.
————————————————————–
xoxo
chiquitita
Lisa, I’m going to move in few days to Florence for the Queer FF and I’ll finally meet Shamim and Hanan. I will be proud to wear my MM bracelet in your honour and I’ll give them a big hug and kiss for you!!!!
I hope to send you some photos to let you know Italy loves you!
FORZA CHE CE LA FAI !!!
Lots of love
Sabrina
I love you even more, Lisa~
Keep on fighting for us, who love you so so much!
Send you all my best wishes, prayers, and all my love!
June Shuan (from Taiwan)
Милая, милая Lisa! Глядя в Ваши красивые, озорные глазки мне хочется улыбнуться и поцеловать Вас. Вы такой прелестный позитивчик! Храни Вас Господь. Я Люблю Вас!
Hii sis,
Its me again, now its 2.35am here (Jakarta Time), my bad, i woke up suddenly and cant go back to sleep again. I just finished writing something that cross my mind and i will share it with you here, its not good i know,,, hey im still learning sis, and my english is also bad, but i hope you’ll like it.
I cried again for Lisa.
My tears was fall again,…after i visited her bloq, read her new writing and i saw her new picture, a new look .. hairless…..my tears spilled out!!! Even so, she’s still beautiful as before, c’mon she’s my sister!!
she said “Every time I sat down to write, I slipped. My seat was slippery. My fingers could not curl. Living differently already, my mind struggled to register what my body knew” ………. mmm she made me speechless, as if she kept her pain inside alone 😦 ….
And when she said “The harvesting of my cells starts with an intermediate dose of chemo. And hair loss. If not immediately, then it’s bound to happen one day in the shower” GOD !! she’s damn good on making my tears come out…..what should i do to help you sis? tell me what could i do to get rid off your pain? I dont wanna lose you, not now, not yet….im not ready yet!! I still wanna be with you, holding ur hand, sharing laugh, sharing story, and experience in life and i still wanna see you smiling, happy!!
Promise me to be strong there, be patience, hang on!! cos i believed somehow miracles will come to touch you. I still keep ur name in my heart and mention it in every prayer that i make. May Allah listen my prayers and HE will healed you sis.
If you feel those cancer things will make u feel suffer alone, dont be, cos ur not alone…im with you!
If you feel those pain too much, dont carry it urself…share it with me!
I love you sis! And i always do….
Keep fighting!!!
Ur sister,
Angela
Sorry if some words or sentence is not good to be mention or might hurt someone else who read it, i just trying to picture what had cross my mind and what i felt here in my heart for my sister, Lisa.
hi,
My sweetheart I know this must be hardest time of your life. The drugs you are taking must have diminish your beauty.I have always beeyour greatest admirer of all time.You have been gifted with one of the most admired gift; the gift of beauty. Your voice makes my heart sings with all the songs that i have ever known.
So my dear sweety if you ever feel down and there is no one to comfort you; just remember me. If you ever wonder before you sleep that, will I ever open my eyes again, than just close your eyes and let yourself absorb in your memories. And when you wake up there will be only rest and rest.
only yours sid
“I LOVE people who avoid attention. I can relate. Which is why I became an actress” Even though your mind fails to register what your body knew, you come up with such golden arrows! Is it also a reminder of how insanely we glamorize this highly creative and powerful talent called acting?
Thank you for the lgfb link. Went through the site. Great concept.
You look quite young in these pictures o:)
Dear Lisa,
I have experienced “The Cancer” through both my brother Jerry’s eyes and also my beloved four year old niece Maria (Ava Maria!) There is always hope and there is always a reason why certain people are chosen to walk down difficult paths in life…you are a voice for MM that was never heard before…so you are a chosen one that can bring awareness that was desperately needed……
I live in the USA (Boston) I have gathered many friends to participate in a walk for MM and also to become a donor for MM patients if need be, not opposed to Canada either, and I would never have known about this “MM Cancer” if you did not bring attention to it. Again, there is a reason for everything, but only at the end of life’s journey shall we find our answer.. (Dalai Lama-Thomas Merton)
I know you are very intelligent and “novelist” at heart…read the work of “Edith Stein (A German Scholar/philospher of her time (1915-1942)” “The Supreme Truth” ….
ey lisa; te ves muy pero muy linda con la cabeza rapada chee!!!de verdad !!con una muy linda sonrisa también…me hubiese encantado conocerte…en tu visita a la argentina …pero bueno no se pudo!! espero que te halla gustado visitar argentina, siempre seras bien recibida!!! bueno suerte, y mucha fuerza…te admiro por todo lo que haces. te quiero muchooooo boludaaa!!!saludos desde acá argentina.
by naty
xoxo…
hope all went well today….how ur doing now,lisa? who will update us?shamimi? so is lisa in hospital still???
Querida Lisa:
Me encantaría conocerte y acompañarte en este momento. Desde la primera vez que te vi me enamore de ti, me encante con tu mirada, te busque por todo el internet, y desde entonces que te sigo en tu trabajo. Eres una gran actriz, una mujer muy inteligente, y tienes una fuerza enorme para continuar en esta lucha, que es dificíl, y en la cual todos estamos contigo.
No sé si leeras esto, quizás me equivoque, pero si es así, quiero que sepas que siempre estaré apoyandote, y dandote mucha fuerza y buenas vibras, en todo lo que realizes.
Mi querida Lisa, te amo de todas las formas posibles, mi corazón está contigo y espero que se vayan los miedos, y vuelva a salir el sol.
Espero tu pronta recuperación.
Besos
Hey you
A quick post before my connection drops again…
Lovely to see you smile 🙂
A message from my Mum
“Be guided by your body”
I love my Mum 😉
Take it easy and stay strong
Love and strength from across the pond
Gems x
Strength and weakness……you inspire me.
Habibti,
I hope you will fine with your treatment.
Much rest. And when you are wrong, think of us. We are with you. Always.
FFF!!!
“LONG LIVE YELLOWLUTION!!!
LONG LIVE LISA!!!
BECAUSE SHE IS AN ANGEL IN EARTH…”
Best wishes, prayers and toughts,
Ximena.
P.D.: Please, can we pray for this child? http://www.ahoracanada.com/el-pais/muerte-del-pequeno-lucca-un-accidente.html
Thank you very much…
Hi Lisa,
Pray to your mother for strength…she has not left you…just watching you from afar is all…..,,talking to the angels about her beloved Lisa and for them to guide you through this challenge…..the lioness will reign once again!!
Best wishes with the “harvest” looks like a good crop this time of year…….Gold Bless You…keep speaking on behalf of the the unheard voices in our world…..
Thank you for “Yellowing”…
Perdón.
When you are bad, not wrong…
I hope you will be fine (to be, to be, to be, to be) I’m a boluda!!!
“LONG LIVE YELLOWLUTION!!!
LONG LIVE LISA!!!
BECAUSE SHE IS AN ANGEL IN EARTH…”
Ximena.
– another thought on apprehensiveness…feeling fear
one of the hardest things to do is to touch our fear with tenderness. you are. this makes you courageous.
and one more coping mechanism i employ(ed) –
whatever it is, it’s temporary, be it the disease or the dis-ease that comes with it.
it will become a part of the fabric of your memory…is what i said to myself prior to every test, procedure, surgery, recovery, rehab…and i was “healed” before anything ever began… 🙂
you will get through this, lisa. remember your own words –
“It never occurred to me that…”
Breathe – deeply and let it out. Smile. Laugh (a lot). Love (a lot). Dance. Sing. Play. Read. Write. Kick dirt, sometimes. :)And, rest. It is important to rest, though you might feel the pull to live with urgency. ; )
And know how loved you are…the difference you make and will continue to make.
Babe, what tune(s) are you crooning along with your fav nurses at PMH these days? Hope this SCT process is not too painful. And, howler, if you need a scrabble partner 😉 will play over the phone :-D. tc darling
Wow! Even with razor-stubble, you look fabulous!!! I’ve never seen a more “naturally beautiful” actress, such as yourself…And…your soul is just as beautiful! You write about your feelings on all of this, but you know that we can never fully understand what you must be going through…We can only say, “hang in there”, “we love you”, “good luck”! I’m sure what you really want to hear is “you’re cured!”. Someday, that might happen, thanks to stem-cell research!!! My positive-energy goes out to you, along with a “high-five”, because you have balls, woman! You are the WONDER WOMAN of Cancer, with your yellow cape…the LAURA CROFT (“Tomb Raider”) of Multiple Myeloma, finding that secret jewel for the cure…the BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER of…Um, right! So, complaining of a hangnail is the least of your worries…Sorry for sounding obnoxious here, when everybody else writes so profoundly, and with serious intellect. But, remember to come up for air once in a while, and laugh! Feeling too serious can sometimes fog the mind of optimism, and that’s the last thing you need right now…Next time, watch the Comedy Channel…oh yeah, I guess you were, huh? (MTV)
Big Hug, “T”.
Hi Lisa,
You have such a wonderous mind, elegance and strength.
I am very saddened by the news of your unexpected illness, it’s reality but so hard to believe. You show so much courage and it’s so uplifting and inspiring. You have loved ones close to you, they are there to support and give you even more courage and strength. Confidence is something that comes naturally to you, i so admire that.
Remember your just another person, just like us, i am trying to imagine what your going through but imagination is not even close to what pain your living through. Bestrong, believe…. miracles CAN happen, believe in spirituality, believe that your a fighter, you will blossom again in no time.
Lots of love and admiration,
Zeba, London 05:15 am 25th Nov 2009
Hi Lisa,
Here is today’s passage. God Bless. Try Jesus ! The Bible says He is the way , the truth and the life.
God Bless
“”Therefore, if You will worship before me, all will be Yours.” And Jesus answered and said to him, ‘ Get behind Me, Satan! For it is written, “You shall worship the LORD your God, and Him only you shall serve.’””
Luke 4 : 7-8 (New King James Version)
We read in verses 5-6 , “Then the devil, taking Him up on a high mountain, showed Him all the kingdoms of the world in a moment of time. And the devil said to Him, “All this authority I will give You, and their glory; for this has been delivered to me, and I will give it to whomever I wish.”
Sounds familiar ? How many times has the devil flashed something before our eyes and enticed us saying ‘take it…’
I know listening to other peoples conversations is wrong J but the other day I just couldn’t help but listen to a conversation that two girls in the bus were having. One girl said to the other “No its different … its praying to a negative energy and that is dangerous. You see when you pray to God you ask what you want and He wants nothing in return. That is God. But when you ask something from this negative energy then later he will ask for something in return and you must give it.”
Interesting isn’t it ? Not a Christian but a nice understanding of how God works . The devil is going to come and flash things of the world in front of our eyes and say ‘take it…’ and in return we become slaves to sin. And the wages of sin is death !
Sometimes a lot of us worship our work ! We give it all our best .. the best of our mind the best of our body and in the process we forget time with God and hence deprive our soul. I’m not saying work is bad.. But if that takes our priority over spending time with our Lord then we really need to get things in place.
What did Jesus say ? He knew the word of God from Deuteronomy and said ‘You shall worship the Lord your God and Him only you shall serve’
And Him only we shall serve !! Wow ! Worship and Serve ! Are we doing that ? Not just on a Sunday morning ! Every cell in our body needs to long to be in His presence … to give God our very best ! Not our last .. not our so called free time… No no no.
The devil is going to come and tell us ‘here focus on this of the world…focus on that of the world… worship me ! and see what I can give you’
I pray that we will rebuke the devil and tell him “No ! I will worship and serve only my Lord my God my Savior Jesus Christ ! He gets my best. He gets my everything . “
All the best dear,
May God be in your every step, every procedure, because wherever He is there is success.
Lots of love,
Josephine
Lisa,
I’m so glad to see you writing again. I was starting to loose hope for a minute….. Since you’ve had a lot of well wishes, I thought I’d spread a little humor your way- Hope you like it…
Top Ten Ways To Know You Are A Cancer Survivor-
10 Your alarm clock goes off at 6 a.m. and you’re glad to hear it.
9. Your mother-in-law invites you to lunch and you just say NO.
8. You’re back in the family rotation to take out the garbage.
7. When you no longer have an urge to choke the person who says, “all you need to beat cancer is the right attitude.”
6. When your dental floss runs out and you buy 1000 yards.
5. When you use your toothbrush to brush your teeth and not comb your hair.
4. You have a chance to buy additional life insurance but you buy a new convertible car instead.
3. Your doctor tells you to lose weight and do something about your cholesterol and you actually listen.
2. When your biggest annual celebration is again your birthday, and not the day you were diagnosed.
1. When you use your Visa card more than your hospital parking pass.
P.S. Your new look is absolutely smokin’
Hi Lisa,
Praying that God will be in your every step, every procedure and will give strength to all that are close to you.
Quick recovery.
Lots of love,
Josephine
HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED ANGEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My sweetheart, today….?
Your family…….?
Everyone O.k ….?
Difficult time It will pass 😦 Dont worry dear!!!
Some of the your pain!!! I wish it comes to me from you….
You can believe this my heart voice.I have immune to the every type of pain. 🙂 You can sure I can tolerate this pain.
Seny me…I will catch it Lisa Ray….
Dear Lisa,( Can I call you just Lisa my angel ). Asian people and people of the east, like to use metephor. I live in Europe and Asia . Asia is separated by a bridge with the European. Bosphorus Bridge. My house by the sea in Asia side. In 15 minutes, I’m going to Europe from Asia 🙂 My one foot in Europe, my one foot in Asia 🙂 You use metaphor. I can try to understand. Sometimes I can not undersand because of my English 🙂 But dont worry I understand important parts:-)
In here, we have a term “It’s easy to play borozan( a wind instrument) from far…..”..in fact it is difficult to play. But when looking at remote, seems easy. Your position like this. We are just talking. I’m sorry my angel. But I can not do anything for now.:-( I ca not reduce your pain. 😦 You are my blue rose (hope,love). You never forget.
I want to say something. I hope I can explain.
I want to explain my love for you. There are 3 types of love.
” IF , BECAUSE , ALTHOUGH” I love you with ALTHOUGH love. Not IF or BECAUSE. Why….?
“IF LOVE” like this my sweetheart ;
_ If you love me. I love you….
_If you are famous, I love you….
” BECAUSE LOVE” like this ;
_I love you BECAUSE you are beatiful or
_I love you BECAUSE you are famaous……..
” ALTHOUGH LOVE ” like this ;
_ALTHOUGH I dont know you , I love you my Lisa,
_ALTHOGH you dont know me, I love you my Lisa,
_ALTHOUGH you dont love me. I love you my Lisa
_ALTHOUGH you are too far. I love you….
I love you so unconditionally. Like a mother. I’m a mother.I know what’s mean ” unconditionally”.
But my sister does not prefer although love for me. This is a choice.I respect her .She had no option for the voters her sister. feel sorry for my sister she has got a sister like me.:-(. I did not find any mistake. But I am looking for my own fault. I do not like to look at someone else for problems. First,I try to see my mistake. I do not find yet. Maybe I will find. Sometimes sisters also can not love “ALTHOUGH”.
But Although, she does not love me. I love you my sister forever.( She is 46 years old.)
Love does not guarantee. I see too much IF and BECAUSE LOVE dear Lisa.:-(
Do you know my Blue Rose ? The world’s largest famine is ” ALTHOUGH LOVE ” tears in my eyes .
I am fine 🙂 Time is a biggest medicine Lisa .Everything will be good for you my heart 🙂
I love you Lisa Ray with “ALTHOUGH ” :-).and I will always….
Bye my Nature,
bye my angel on my right shoulder,
bye my bee,
bye my Blue Rose,
bye my Sinem,
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
See you sooooon….:-)
LISA=DOĞA
I’m listening to Coldplay’s Yellow.Yellow, it shines for you!
Christine
U r a sweet heart……God Bless U TC 😉
PRAY for RAY Day
PRAY for RAY DAY
CALLING all Yellow Diarists –
In America, this Thursday is Thanksgiving.
– so much for which to be grateful
LISA RAY
top among …
I humbly believe that all of us feel very grateful for this extraordinary woman who has opened us up to life by opening her own life up to us.
Might I request that we all stand in unison, all the very many of us from around the globe
and, at noon, (wherever you are)
PRAY for RAY –
Please thank God (or your higher power) for this gift that is
LISA RANI RAY
and pray all your petitions for this woman whose life has made a most powerful and positive difference in ours.
PRAY for RAY Day!
Let’s UNITE in THANKS GIVING
this Thursday
at noon (wherever you are)
for
Lisa.
We separately pray for her. I feel sure of this. For this, I will tell you that I am grateful.
But,
Let’s pray as One
The ONE and ONLY
Yellow Diarists
that
Lisa has invited us to become.
The power of prayer
for
a
most powerfully impacting person –
LISA RAY –
PRAY for RAY Day!
Thursday, noon (wherever you are)
All of us giving thanks and praying for Lisa
Together –
One Voice
for
One Extraordinary Person.
Thank you –
Very nicely done video! Awesome! With the touching background music, and the excerpts of Lisa’s voice… it made me cry. So beautiful! My thoughts and prayers are with Lisa.
I first came to know of you after seeing the movie trailer for ICTS. I then went and rented “Water” and then purchased ICTS and The World Unseen. Something about you captivated me from the first time I saw you. Yes, we all agree that you’re hot. : ) Now I’ve discovered through your blog that what captivated me was your spirit. You know, sometimes people just have that “something about them” factor going on, which you definitely ignited within me.
God Bless You on this journey of yours. We all have a journey, a path we are on, however different they may be, but we are all going in the same direction, just taking different routes, with some detours thrown in our way and road blocks.
“We are the mirror as well as the face in it.
We are tasting the taste this minute
of eternity. We are pain
And what cures pain. We are the sweet cold water
And the jar that pours.”
–Rumi
Dear Lisa,,
Thanx for writing in the blog Lisa!!!Its so nice to hear from u after so many days…Its so good to see your spirits!! Always be like this…strong and high-spirited n u’ll surely get over all these!!!I hope your SCT goes perfectly well and u get well as soon as possible. Not to mention u r the only person who can look cool in the bald look also!!! May God bless you…Sending my best wishes on ur way…..
P.S.I Love you….
Sending all the love n support from Kolkata….
Hi Lisa,
Just stumbled upon your blog while shuffling through twitter profiles. Jobless as I am at this unearthly hours what better thing to do than finding out what ‘others’ are upto. Been a fan of your looks since you appeared on the cover of some magazine. Gladrags if I remember right.
Never got to read much about you after that, rather priorities in life changed and lost in touch with what you were up to.
But today when I came across your blog I stopped. Girl you CAN write and got a good heart. So just stopped by to say Hi.
Play on girl and keep writing. Be Good.
Regards
Niladri
hey Miss Ray
you’re really def dope and fly!
our thoughts are with you. be strong!
you’re still the most beautiful with your tibetan monk look.
luv and respect big lady
hope you’re going to write a novel.
wow, a new pic 🙂 the way you look at people, objects uffffhhh. You can kill with your smile, you can wound with your eye. In this new pic, your look reminds me of Miriam.
My drive is getting full with your pics babe. Going to Staples to buy a new external drive. ;);) Yoking. Good to know that you are doin ok. luv luv luv
Dear Lisa:
I Love you, my sweet Lisa…
Kisses from Chile.
I admire the way you are fighting through this phase of life. God bless you.
Thought you would be interested –
Italian Professor of Medicine makes a startling breakthrough while treating his wife. It’s possible he has found a cure for multiple sclerosis –
http://www.theglobeandmail.com/news/national/researchers-labour-of-love-leads-to-ms-breakthrough/article1372414/
My dear Lisa,
I checked your blog before I left my office today (of course I did it several times during my working hours as usual if I have time) and three hours later I noticed your new picture and some small modifications again:-) For me it means you have enough energy to deal with your site and hopefully read our comments. I want to think it helps you.
Looking into your eyes on this new picture make me smile tenderly with so much love that I could not imagine before feeling for somebody whom I know “only” through her films and writing. I am sure I wrote it earlier as most of us here did that you are very close to my heart, you are precious for me. I am worrying and praying for you as if you are my family member. I do believe in your recovery, I do believe in you, Lisa!
With hugs
Kati (fromhungary)
Dearest Lisa-
So glad to find your latest blog and to see you as beautiful as ever. You may have a new future in writing as the eloquence and insight with which you write of your jouney is remarkable.
As Marcel Proust wrote “the real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes but in having new eyes”. Your eyes are fine my dear, they see clearly and with courage and honesty.
I have never written on a blog before but am drawn to you and this fight like nothing I have known before.
As we sit down for our Thanksgiving tommorrow, I will give quiet thanks for all those who have made the strides in this battle that have kept us all hopeful for you and the many others fighting.
I pray and know this new treatment will be successful and without undo side effects, and I wish you all the love your heart can handle.
God Bless, Tish
ps-thanks for mentioning the CNE and Marineland briefly in your blog. It brought back wonderful memories of them, especially the EX).. being from Niagara Falls, NY …
NEVER LOSE HOPE
I am so impressed and proud of ur strength. and i believe that ppl should have ur strength to face their problems. u r such a good person with pure spirit. keep it up. u r helping many ppl without knowing it. just by sharing ur story u give hope to others. wish u get better soon. plz keep faith in urself, and i am sure that u will get through it coz i beleive in u. dnt disappoint me! hope to hear from u soon baby face
p.s can i know if there is anyway to get contacted with you? take care and never lose hope coz it keeps us a life…
Hi Lisa!
Now, all I can see are your beautiful green eyes!
Keep faith!
Never stop fighting!
Sylvie.
Wow a nice pic, You look Gorgeous like allways! well, no, you look better like neve before, it’s incredible how beautiful look you have, you look’s tired but hopefully, and that’s is really AMIZING! your fight it’s a Master Class of living, I’m touch, I’m really overwhelmed.
I just can say, THANK YOU! thank you to share all your feelings and emotions with us.
Have a huge EMBRACE with all my love and good energy to keep walking on the streets of the marvellous LIFE.
Itziar
http://www.itziarcastro.com
Wow a nice pic, You look Gorgeous like allways! well, no, you look better like neve before, it’s incredible how beautiful look you have, you look’s tired but hopefully, and that’s is really AMIZING! your fight it’s a Master Class of living, I’m touch, I’m really overwhelmed.
I just can say, THANK YOU! thank you to share all your feelings and emotions with us.
Have a huge EMBRACE with all my love and good energy to keep walking on the streets of the marvellous LIFE.
Itziar
Dear Lisa,
You have a wonderful, poetic and very uplifting blog. I think it is promoting cancer awareness in a powerful way not tried before.
I have 2 small kids girl and a boy both fluent in Polish/Bengali (my wife is from Kolkata). We thought we are the only ones in the world until we have heard of you. BTW we are Polish/Bengali/Canadians, living in LA and working in medical research. Please drop us a line if you can.
Let us know if there is any way we can help . Trzymaj sie.
Piotr
Hola Lisa,
I felt sorry about how you underwent right after the last stage of your chemo, inspite of it all, by struggling you could still handle the impact by whatever means.
Reading this latest blog you posted, it gave me the impression although circumstances were beyond your control, you somehow managed to put up with them. You know, balancing them as what law of nature dictates.
I put myself in your shoes. I figured out that fate was never easy around you, or shall I say was cruel but you embrace it with succumbness which infiltrated you to acknowledging yourself, your very own nature, your own organism, even losing a beautiful part of your body will not play an antagonistic role for acceptance. And this sounds so poignant.
I also wanted to embrace life like you do the way other people who deal with any chronic illness do, too. And I just want to share one breath to give for prolonging a second to living a normal life.
I just hope that your undegoing stem cell transplant will be successful to giving you the cure.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and your innermost vulnerabilities, they are so fluidly sincere.
Marijoe,
Madrid, Spain
Hola Lisa,
I felt sorry about how you underwent right after the last stage of your chemo, inspite of it all, by struggling you could still handle the impact by whatever means.
Reading this latest blog you posted, it gave me the impression although circumstances were beyond your control, you somehow managed to put up with them. You know, balancing them as what law of nature dictates.
I put myself in your shoes. I figured out that fate was never easy around you, or shall I say was cruel but you embrace it with succumbness which infiltrated you to acknowledging yourself, your very own nature, your own organism, even losing a beautiful part of your body will not play an antagonistic role for acceptance. And this sounds so poignant.
I also wanted to embrace life like you do the way other people who deal with any chronic illness do, too. And I just want to share one breath to give for prolonging a second to living a normal life.
I just hope that your undegoing stem cell transplant will be successful to giving you the cure.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and your innermost vulnerabilities, they are so fluidly sincere.
Marijoe,
Madrid, Spain
HI LIZA, YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL WITH YOUR KNOW HAIR, HOW ARE YOU TODAY? PROBABLY YOU WONT READ OR ANSWER THIS EMAIL BUT ANY WAY IM HERE, WHENEVER YOU HAVE TIME AND YOU WANT TO TALK, SOMETHING IN YOUR EYES MAKE THINK THAT YOU ARE SAD. ANYWAY HOPE YOU ARE OK, LOVE YA GIRL.
dear lisa
im just an ordinary girl from oxford,uk i first discovered you from ” i cant think straight ” and the world unseen. and as soon as i saw you i loved you right away, believe in yourself that you can do this, you’re not alone and im sure im not the only one when i say that we will hope for a cure. for that moment when you let the world know that you are and will be ok. because you are a great actress, funny sweet and beautiful indeed. you stated and i quote ” that you are scared” well of course you are. you’re human with feelings like everybody else but when i read that bit you brought tears to my eyes because i like everything about you and you dont deserve this, no one does. im not much of a believer as ive lost a few people close to me. ” i live without faith” until now, until you… i wont put my hands together but what i will do is carry you in my heart everyday.. you’re a special someone, a rose that will go on blooming. i have this warm feeling, this comfort in my heart that you will be ok..
So, thanks to Bobcat and his professional clippers, no more barriers to suffer. I can transcend now. A reinvention. A purification. And a transformation. From the inside out.
woo.
I’m a little scared.
Lisa this passage that brought tears to my eyes. Please take care.
I love you so much, you look cute and beautiful, muy bonita y angelical Lisa…..eres sana….tu estas sana…los mejores deseos para ti….que loco que uno pueda querer y apreciar tanto a una persona solo con leer lo que escribe…te admiro mucho Lisa, eres tan fuerte y luchadora…..God bless you…..kisses…Ross
Lisa,
On this Thanksgiving day in America, I want to thank you for unlocking the treasure chest within you and revealing your utter beauty. You are a most incredible gem. Your light is stunning –
You have enriched my life.
With all that I am, thank you.
May you know the blessing you are on this American holiday and always. And, may you receive, in great abundance, the blessings, the gifts you give.
God bless you, always –
Today is PRAY for RAY Day
CALLING all Yellow Diarists –
In America, today is Thanksgiving.
– so much for which to be grateful
LISA RAY
top among …
I humbly believe that all of us feel very grateful for this extraordinary woman who has opened us up to life by opening her own life up to us.
Might I request that we all stand in unison, all the very many of us from around the globe
and, at noon, (wherever you are)
PRAY for RAY –
Please thank God (or your higher power) for this gift that is
LISA RANI RAY
and pray all your petitions for this woman whose life has made a most powerful and positive difference in ours.
PRAY for RAY Day!
Let’s UNITE in THANKS GIVING
today
at noon (wherever you are)
for
Lisa.
We separately pray for her. I feel sure of this. For this, I will tell you that I am grateful.
But,
Let’s pray as One
The ONE and ONLY
Yellow Diarists
that
Lisa has invited us to become.
The power of prayer
for
a
most powerfully impacting person –
LISA RAY –
PRAY for RAY Day!
Today, noon (wherever you are)
All of us giving thanks and praying for Lisa
Together –
One Voice
for
One Extraordinary Person.
Thank you –
HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED ANGEL!!!!!!!!!
Today…..?
My sweeetheart how are you today?
Today holiday for studentin here .Last day, before our religious holidays. My doughters at home. We will go cinema for they. I like 3D children films:-). Popcorn and coke…….
Tomorrow we will kiss our family’s older member’s hands. This is our rule. But For year ,this is carring risk for hygine 🙂
How your psychology dear? Be yourself, ıf you want..you cry, If you want to scream.. you scream. How would you feel such ..you behavior as that. I do not know the benefits when you appear strong 🙂
I’ll tell you a souvenir….in 2004
I told you before. I had an operation too risky. I was dead. My life back again with electro -shock. I was wearing surgical gowns. My husband was with me at that moment in hospital room. My doctor came. He said ;
_ This surgery is very dangerious because We do not know the cause of the disease:-( . We will start with laproskopy but then we can open your abdomen completely.Everything is ready would be difficult Sinem…
I was a little scared. If something happens to me
What are my daughter would do ? I can not explain this feeling………terrible……I did not think my body. I was smile and I said;
_ I m O.K. best of everything…:-)
Doktor went and my husband turn to me and What he did tell me ?????
Are you ready dear Lisa? can surprise..
_Do you know Sinem, I hate you sometimes. You smile in this position :-(.
I had a very angry. was huge breathing. I said only ;
_It ‘s me……… My purpose is not to satisfy my ego.
Again a shock of my life:-) and I ‘m in operation with this shock dear Lisa 🙂 I understand that I must not look brave. I have to cry, I have to angry, I have to scream :-))))
But I can not do these. Me, too except my temperament…
I am very happy my temperament.:-)
Habits may change,but personality traits never change..not change people to accept people as they are.
Recently, I said to you.
_I will not slap away to you. I said I will write my love on stone. I will not write on the sand my love.for not get deleted.
_ I said ,I would wait for the appropriate time for ……. I can not wait Lisa Ray.:-) You understand?
I hope ,It will bring good luckto you my Blue Rose 🙂
Once you are good. My writing to you …It will be one of the most beautiful memories for me in my life. Thank you again Lisa Ray. Whe Your eyes smile. The life smile to me…
Focus on the things that connect you to life. sometime we say ” this is very creative people”. In fact they do not create anything. Something that already , they are only focused.
Before surgery,I have focused live only for my daughter. I’m living Lisa and I’ m very happy. I think I’m focusing a little bit successful 🙂 In this regard can not be humble:-)
“CHRONIC” forget the words. Never think this word. even never think of the end your mind. NEVER NEVER NEVER!!!!!. You promise me….You promise me………….:-(.not even a word such dictionary!!!!avoid exacerbation me 🙂
I do talk a lot more and writing too much.HAHAAAA:-) Good thinking and decision. Of course joke. I never exacerbation to you my sweetheart. The joke is very risk for me with my English I know. But sometimes I can not prevent myself. Please forgive me..
Most people do not like philosophy, personal development and shooting law,. They think that does not work anything. I like philosophy and I believe shooting law dear Lisa Ray . I think philosophy of life itself.
That’s why I do talk a lot..Ha haaaa 🙂 It is joke again.I dont talk too much. In my life Really…I speak very short and concise. I talk very much just with you. hopefully do not get bored..
Focus of inside the mind dear Lisa. You do meditate. The focus should be very easy for you my dear.:-) Imagine and focus your dream that’s allll. They will be come your life.
I love you Lisa Ray with ALTHOUGH LOVE!!!! 🙂
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
See you soon
My emerald-eyed,
my bee,
my angel on my right shoulder,
My Blue Rose,
My Sinem,
My Doğa,
LISA=DOĞA
authentic. inspiring. thank you.
I must be dumb — went to work today and found out wasn’t scheduled to be in. Yipppeee. All the clouds in the whole world have descended on my city — looks romantic.
Babe, Happy Thanksgiving! Heres a couple of funny sketches from Mad TV. Hope it evokes at least one laugh from you. 🙂 love you
i’m without words!
I love so much come here and read all the things you wrote, is very inspiring!
Thankyou for that!!
i’m without words!
I love so much come here and read all the things you wrote, is very inspiring!
Thankyou for that!!
Dear Lisa,
As I watch the sun set, my thoughts run to you, wondering if you too feel the gentle breeze grazing my cheeks.
The feelings of a first love, liberated from the shells of loneliness
Love leaving its high holy temple and coming into our sight
to liberate us into life
We are weaned from our timidity
In the flush of love’s light we dare be brave
And suddenly we see that love costs all we are
and will ever be.
Yet it is only love which sets us free.
In the end I’m comforted that the love I and others have for you will see you through.
Keep smiling, life is like the weather,it comes and goes regardless of our preferences, our task is to find happiness in every season.
lots of love,
Josephine
A Happy letter
My thoughts of you
always involve something trivial,
such as a moment with the sun setting
somewhere behind where you sit
and the wind blowing….
but by that triviality
long transmitted from some moment
A Happy letter
when you wandered in infinite misery,
I will summon you…
The reason why I really truly love you is
because there was a point
when I transformed my love
by that infinitely prolonged expectancy.
As night fell…
it began to snow heavily in our valley.
I am convinced that my love too is
certain to end at some point.
But that is merely a matter of thinking
about my expectancy’s posture…
I am convinced that in the meantime
snow will stop,
flowers will bloom,
autumn leaves will fall,
snow will again fall heavily…..
Dear Lisa..
You are created to receive the greatest love!!
Cheer up!
Dear Lisa: A tribute to life:
my dear lisa
happy thanksgiving day! many things to be thankful for in this life..2 day more than ever grateful to him and ask God to make you stronger than you are …. ‘re an angel to earth ground 37 years ago and that God blesses your life every second, sending you to this earth for a purpose, and you taught us the most wonderful things, the will to live! Today I give thanks to you Lisa Ray, for changing my life, today I enjoy every second that God gives me.
happy thanksgiving for all fellow yellow.
Precious Lisa,
I have only just found your exquisite work in I Can’t Think Straight and The World Unseen. To read your blog, your thoughts anf ears about your journey with this illness has rendered me speechless. I am so sorry. The fear and questions are tangible, as is your immense strength, courage and humour.
You are loved as you can no doubt read throught all the responses from around the world. Lisa, you are in my prayers. May you be surrounded by love, light and 100% health. Remember just One thing please, never say never. Just because the medical profession have given you a diagnosis, it doesn’t mean you have to accept it. You are a child of God, you have health and power within you.
Be blessed for all is well.
Love and prayers to you, Exquisite woman,
Bhavna x
Josephine,
What a beautiful, beautiful poem; such wisdom. To find joy in every grain of sand and to give thanks for each breath – for we are truly blessed.
Thank you
Bhavna x
Habibti,
Happy Thanksgiving there!!!
We must thank you for your example, your bravery…
I hope you are fine now. Because you are a YELLOW – FIGHTER!!!
And remember: long after darkness there is light.
After the long night dawns…
FFF!!!
Ximena (YES, BOLUDA!!!)
LONG LIVE THE YELLOWLUTION!!!
LONG LIVE LISA!!!
BECAUSE SHE IS AN ANGEL IN EARTH…
WE NEED HER…
The Panther
In the Jardin des Plantes, Paris
His gaze is from the passing of bars
so exhausted, that it doesn’t hold a thing anymore.
For him, it’s as if there were thousands of bars
and behind the thousands of bars no world.
The sure stride of lithe, powerful steps,
that around the smallest of circles turns,
is like a dance of pure energy about a center,
in which a great will stands numbed.
Only occasionally, without a sound, do the covers
of the eyes slide open —. An image rushes in,
goes through the tensed silence of the frame—
only to vanish, forever, in the heart.
Rainer Maria Rilke
A big hug from germany! You´re in my heart.
bonjour
Happy to have of your news!!! And that you continue to fight
I read David servan Schreiber ‘s article published in the magazine psychology (in November) his name is ” to make the crossing together ” ” in the big plain of Serengeti in Tanzania, when an isolated monkey has to escape an attack,it level of cortisol and adrenalin increase in any vitesse.si in the flight he is accompanied with another monkey, his hormones of the stress grow up less half… if it’s all one group who tries to escape at the same time the danger, the rate of hormones of the stress moves hardly ” I wish you to feel the other monkeys meadows of you, and the lion.
will not frighten you any more
thinks that it has some meters behind you a group of silent and yellow monkey which advances with you and your speed for nothing, by brotherhood , by love ….so that the life is more just.
Sorry but Today is special Day
To 170 innocent people who died and those who sacrificed for the country
We salute them
We honor them
and let people pledge to be strong to stand for the great country
Bharat
Shocking
Sad
Let us face the reality
and
People of India need to stand up
” A year after 26/11, the safest person in the country is, ironically …….. …….. Kasab .. “
With all fairness to 170 innocent people who died and those who sacrificed for the country, IMMEDIATE JUSTICE is need of this moment.
And it should be a tough lesson to make others aware.
Pls learn from US.
T H A N K S G I V I N G
From: President Barack Obama
To: A
Sent: Wednesday, November 25, 2009 2:56 PM
Thanksgiving
Tomorrow, Thanksgiving Day, Americans across the country will sit down together, count our blessings, and give thanks for our families and our loved ones.
American families reflect the diversity of this great nation. No two are exactly alike, but there is a common thread they each share.
Our families are bound together through times of joy and times of grief. They shape us, support us, instill the values that guide us as individuals, and make possible all that we achieve.
So tomorrow, I’ll be giving thanks for my family — for all the wisdom, support, and love they have brought into my life.
But tomorrow is also a day to remember those who cannot sit down to break bread with those they love.
The soldier overseas holding down a lonely post and missing his kids. The sailor who left her home to serve a higher calling. The folks who must spend tomorrow apart from their families to work a second job, so they can keep food on the table or send a child to school.
We are grateful beyond words for the service and hard work of so many Americans who make our country great through their sacrifice. And this year, we know that far too many face a daily struggle that puts the comfort and security we all deserve painfully out of reach.
So when we gather tomorrow, let us also use the occasion to renew our commitment to building a more peaceful and prosperous future that every American family can enjoy.
It seems like a lifetime ago that a crowd met on a frigid February morning in Springfield, Illinois to set out on an improbable course to change our nation.
In the years since, Michelle and I have been blessed with the support and friendship of the millions of Americans who have come together to form this ongoing movement for change.
You have been there through victories and setbacks. You have given of yourselves beyond measure. You have enabled all that we have accomplished — and you have had the courage to dream yet bigger dreams for what we can still achieve.
So in this season of thanks giving, I want to take a moment to express my gratitude to you, and my anticipation of the brighter future we are creating together.
With warmest wishes for a happy holiday season from my family to yours,
President Barack Obama
Dear Lisa, I’m from Colombia and that day I just want to tell you to keep ahead regardless of the obstacles that you go through, life is beautiful and you must seize it. I must stress that you’re an excellent actress. You see you’re a good person through all that explicit in this diaries.
“La suerte favorece a los Valientes” (“Luck favors the brave”.)
“Si quieres triunfar, no te quedes mirando la escalera. Empieza a subir, escalón por escalón, hasta que llegues arriba.” (“If you want to succeed, do not stand looking at the stairs. Begins to climb, step by step, until you get up.”)
“Por muy larga que sea la tormenta, el sol siempre vuelve a brillar entre las nubes”. (“For too long the storm, the sun always shines again in the clouds”.)
A hug from Barranquilla, Colombia. =D!
Dear Lisa, I’m from Colombia and that day I just want to tell you to keep ahead regardless of the obstacles that you go through, life is beautiful and you must seize it. I must stress that you’re an excellent actress. You see you’re a good person through all that explicit in this diaries.
*”Luck favors the brave”. (La suerte favorece a los Valientes)
*”If you want to succeed, do not stand looking at the stairs. Begins to climb, step by step, until you get up.”(Si quieres triunfar, no te quedes mirando la escalera. Empieza a subir, escalón por escalón, hasta que llegues arriba)
*”For too long the storm, the sun always shines again in the clouds”.(Por muy larga que sea la tormenta, el sol siempre vuelve a brillar entre las nubes)
A hug from Barranquilla, Colombia.
Right now I am working a night shift.
It’s about 5:00 am in here. Usually, I hate night shift.
But you made me feel better.
This place is the most precious place for me
and gives me so much comfort and refreshment.
You’re a great inspiration to me.
Thanks for creating this space and sharing your experiences.
I hope all is going well for you.
Impossible is nothing.
Have a nice day! Take care~
“America is one of the finest countries anyone ever stole”
Robert Francis Bobcat Goldthwait
Keep up the fight Lisa, you can do it!!!
Hi lisa, here again greeting you… how is everything? here in panama the weather is hotttttttttt, jesus christ!!! well its an amazing day today just a little bit tired of working hard… anyway, hope your day is going well, kisses girl, take care.
My Dear Lisa,
Happy Thanksgiving Day! In this special day I want to thank you all that your in my life.
Thank you for that wonderful look that illuminates every part of my being. I am thankful for the day I met you, because that day changed my life. I met a new form of love because of you and now I know a way to see life as never imagined, because your strength, you show that you can fight against everything. So I thank you for being in my life, and for making me happy. I love you.
Love xxx
Lore,
Spain
Love the post and great to have you back. I missed your blogging. Great writing and greater insight and the ability to express it as always. Lots of dark humour — at your own cost I see. 🙂 But I love your take on your own journey. Lots of heart and healing to you.
moving…
what’s the music,plz?
You are a fighter,girl,and one of the most beautiful women I’ve ever seen!!
I fell in love in the same moment I’ve watched “I Can’t Think Straight”!!!!!!
I hope to see you soon in the big screen!
God be with you always!!!!!!!
From your brazilian fan,all the love in the world!!!!!!! 🙂
Dear Lisa:
I love her words are a great inspiacion. They reflect your strength, your feeling, your love life.
Every time I see you, feel how wonderful you are, you feel like a whole, integrated.
we are all waiting for you with open arms, wishing you a speedy recovery, and we are awaiting what happens in your life.
Lisa’re in my heart and I love you, I love you for who you are, I love you for your strength, your intelligence. You are who inhabits my mind and soul.
I have no words to describe, to tell you everything I feel for you, just know that I love you.
kisses from Chile
HELLO MY EMERALD_EYED ANGEL!!!!!
Time: 01:05 at night. Could not sleep. There are 7 hours difference.Say hello to a new day .I tell bye,that end of a day. I will sleep, I hope.
Maybe I wont write to you. Because I wanted to write to you.I would be very uncomfortable .
I tell you GOOD MORNING :-).
I think I’m jealous of your nurse,night and day every time they see you . What about side effect……:-(
Your mouth, your skin, can you eat? Are you able to eat or serum….3 weeks after the cells begin to move.then you get to tell me please my baby. You are a baby now.small premature baby.After very careful care. You will see beatiful world for long time. Do not fear! premature babies will grow more quickly 🙂 This is joke side Lisa Ray.
You fear I know. But the fear brings anger.
maybe I have no right to say,but for me the best performance of your The World Unseen film.Your eyes should look like in that movie.a movie filled with wonderful facial expressions and the same again…….
When you happy and excited . You are scratched your noise’ s right side 🙂
when you are sad, your right eye is momentarily spasm:-).
You play with your hair too much in your interview 🙂
Your body language is very specific.The person on your side.He/ she can reads your thoughts on your body language 🙂 If I stay with you a few days.I can explore completely you. 🙂
I wish for you a great day.
my beautiful angel…You got the wings .are you occasionally run away come here 🙂 If I had wings.I come everyday next to you.For to tell” good morning and good night”. First To keep your hands, to kiss your beautiful gazelle eyes, to kiss your head smell to smell and I would kiss the hand holding the end. Everyday, On top of your bag, I put fresh blue roses.
dreams are beautiful my nature….I’ m flying now because of my dream 🙂 When you overwhelmed, dream and again dream.
_you make this……You make that……always advice.
I’m sorry that I can not hold my chin.meanwhile ıt’s very loose screws 🙂
in the meantime I decided to draw Blue roses for you .but I do charcoal pictures.Anyway I will give blue:-) .I removed my and Doğa’s picture and I put Blue Roses. But when I do not know.I hope soooooon 🙂
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
Bye my baby,
Bye my nature,
my angel on my right shoulder,
my Blue rose,
my bee,
my Sinem,
my sweetheart………………….
See you soon……
I love you with “ALTHOUGH”
LISA=DOĞA
i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hi Lisa,
I’m just a fan..and found out about you just now. You are so beautiful. You are the most beautiful woman ever. You are gorgeous and you will remain so. I cried when I read your blog and this news. Lisa, we all are with you. Much love, much love, much prayers, and much blessings for you, my sweet :)! ❤
I hope you get cured. Cure is possible, it is all about the spirit, I am not as strong as you are, that's why I love you even more for your courage. Stay strong, and fight through. I'm sure you will be well someday. We love you.
Anna.
Please don’t get me wrong. Its sweet but I don’t get what people are so sorry about…I mean aren’t we all dying? lol.
Based on the advancements in treatment procedures (Velcade etc..) MM patients can now live up to 20 years. There is bound to be further advancements in treatment in these 2 DECADES….which will push MM patients’ life to another 20+ years…(do really want to live that long?..yea maybe..maybe not)
Woooooooooow
How you feel with so much people wirting you and giving their suport and love? it’s awsome, emotive, Do you have time to read everything? … well, I’m glad to be part of all this love and care, and I’m happy to be a small part of this huge plan to send you great energy from many diferents place of the world.
Many kisses from Barcelona
Thanks for posting it, it’s so funny…might sound silly but I’ve been in those shoes (cashier)…LOL!
still looking hot in stub head…no matter what we love u lisa…good luck from India…
Stunning!
As for the “medication all your life” – find the best doctors you can afford and put your trust in them. You are still so young, and treatemtns are improving every year. It will be too late for my husband, but I just KNOW they are going to find a cure for MM sooner rather than later.
Dear Lisa,
Nice to see your blog after a long time. I understand it would have been quite uncomfortable for you to concentrate on thinking and writing.
Think of your childhood memories, when you were a cute little girl, going to school, playing, singing, dancing, not-at-all worried about future, as you were getting love, and protection from your parents.
Feeling insecure today? You should not. Supreme Personality of Godhead, Lord Sri Krsna is present in your own heart. He knows your desires. You are His eternal part, and He is your Father, and your Friend. Leave everything on Him. Ask Him for protection with faith and devotion. He will surely help you.
Think, long ago when you were a baby, did you try yourself to grow? It all happened automatically. You never had control over it.
Actually, your body is not yours. You neither acquired it by your choice, nor you can leave it by your choice. It came to you by His grace. Then why worry about something that is not yours?
I may confidently say: “this is my hand.” But my hand doesn’t always listen to me obediently? In reality it is not mine.
However, an artist, who plays some musical instrument, and devoted most of his life learning it, can proclaim that his hands follow him. But if such an artist would try to play some other instrument, his hands will surely not be under his control.
Nothing in this material world is permanently ours. Whatever we posses and enjoy today has come to us by Krsna’s grace. And is destined to go back to Him only.
What is really ours is the self, the soul, the spirit, the consciousness. And this consciousness is His part. And a part cannot be happy, and satisfied unless it is in harmony with the Whole.
Cultivate love for Krsna. Make Him your sarathi (guide). Ask help from Him with faith and devotion. Make Him your intimate friend. And surely He will bless you.
Love,
Nikhil
Dear Lisa,
Everything is going to be alright!!
You’re even more beautiful!!! If that’s possible!!
And a Beautiful Person and Woman!
Get well soon!!
With love from Portugal
Anabela
Dear Lisa,
I am a fan and I care so much about you.
I just hope I could help because this world would be more bright having you living. I love your attitudes towards the situation; you are my big motivator.
I’ve just found that there is a man survived from serious cancer 30 years ago and he has been being alive healthy since then..
He is Dr. Tom Wu. I found the article from a blog.
http://seniorsaloud.blogspot.com/2009/06/cancer-survivor-dr-tom-wus-recipes-for.html
I myself will try his suggestions, too.
Lisa rocks!
——————-
Take care
HELLO MY DEAR ANGEL!!!!!!
Good night, This note will be very short. I have 5 seconds 🙂
The time too late I know.
I’m here my blue rose.
Good night again
Kiss your hand,
kiss your eyes,
kiss your head smell to smell
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
See you sooon my angel on my righ shoulder.Your whispers are coming.:-)
I am thinking you every moment. You believe ::-(
I love you Lisa Ray with “ALTHOUGH”
All my heart always with you…. I wish,beautiful and comfortable sleep for you. I always try to hear your whispers.
Our holiday 4 days.Because this I can be busy.But I”ll try to write at every opportunity.maybe you want to listen your head away from me :-))
Bye my nature,bye
LISA=DOĞA
Been a huge fan of yours since my schooldays. Reading your blog has shown me just how spirited you are. As a doctor, I can tell you that being positive is one of the greatest healers. I can only wish you return to the best of health soon.
I will shave my head tomorrow in support.
lots of love.
All talk about lion is for me.
Felines are impossible to manage_ I like (and hate sometimes) that idea that some things are impossible to manage.
A slack of what goes on inside your brain, that is what these diaries do all over the world.
My mom has one on miscellanious thoughts that pop up in her head.
I have one somewhere lost_ dans la toile with clichés of a trip to Ireland (I can’t tap my mouse back on that one).
My cat Napolitain is also thinking ’bout getting one on his everyday hunts and claw playing:
“Hey fury friends, today I had this great new kibbles! totally delicious!”
Or:
“I got grounded by my master because I ate the little mouse that busted out of her cage. Bummer you guys! I can’t come to the corner cat meeting tonight… Salut les gars!” 🙂
On the contrary of what some people think, these diaries have nothing to do with nombrilism.
Mr. Antonin Artaud à dit: “Il me parle de narcissisme, je lui rétorque qu’il s’agit de ma vie.”
All is said.
When I was 19, I went to consult à voyante with some friends, just for fun…
nothing like the cliché_ some old fairground woman with a foulard wrapped around her head and a crystal ball_
She was just robbed with this long burgandy sweater, that I noticed had possibly served as dinner for those tiny moth-eaters (what are those called?).
Besides that, this 40 year or so lady looked like anybody downtown. Except for this look in her eyes. That indescibable look I will never forget…
Then the reading_ No crystal, no stones, no reading in hands… but Tarot_ the scariest one it seems to me.
All the time she returned and interpreted each card, I never dared to glance at ’em…
I starred_ dans son regard, my eyebrows incredule and worried at the same time, wondering what I was doing here instead of eating some churros au chocolat.
To make a long story short, she said I would pass away young.
Felt numb, and immediately my brain made the relation with that song with the same name.
Weird how on all kinds of situations I think of songs when I hear some key words.
Young what does that mean? I wasn’t scared, but thought about it a lot, for years.
I don’t think it changes the way I live because I have a natural tendency positive and smile all the time.
French people are sometimes amazed about that, ’cause its not in French culture to smile so much.
But there’s no stopping barrier to any little thing I wish to do.
I like simple things on an everyday basis_ Like celebrating and invite for no reason.
And spontanious stuff like go rollerskating at night on the streets_ ok I admit that’s a good way to die young since I live à la campagne and there’s no lights on these roads_
We as humans make friends, love and fun as time goes by and have nothing to do but let go, on feeling and having a pleasant time and share it at each and every moment.
Now I’m going bowling and resto at that one here called Buffalo Grill_ A look-a-like american farwest restaurant, only portions are twice smaller.
So I must say: Bonsoir!
Keep it…up.
Hi,
Just heard the stem cell harvest is underway. I wish you the best.
My brother was diagnosed with MM 6.5 years ago and I was the peripheral stem cell donor.
Like you he was young (30 years old) when he was diagnosed and it was a shock.
The good news for him is that he is still alive and living a productive albeit sometimes painful life. He continues to work and be creative. Its been hard and he has come out of remission several times but he still keeps fighting.
The good news for all MM patients, you included, is that there is hope and new therapies are available every few years to help keep the cancer at bay.
I wont lie to you. Its gonna be a hard fight and there are days you may hate your life, but if you fight hard you can get your life back and continue to do the things you love to do.
Good luck
Steve
the secret garden
Hi girl…..I didn’t know you since two weeks before when I saw “The world unseen” and I liked very much…I follow you in “twitter” and that’s what for I read this blog…what can I tell you?…you’re an example for a lot of women…it’s amazing how life can brings you these kind of “surprises”….I’ll be waiting for your next diary and I hope that you have this strenght of soul and mind….you’re beautiful out and inside and I hope you’ll be OK very soon…whatever you need for fighting with this illness just call.
God bless you always, Health and Strenght from Spain.
A big hug.
Corina “Kiki” Sala
milkyway079@yahoo.com
My VIRTUOUS ONE…. LisaRaniRay
To continue where I left off… Love Is Steadfast Always…LISA….
R….. resilient
A….. and
N….. never
I…. insolent
So we have now covered LISA RANI….. and with these qualities in your name, you will always be a winner,nothing can keep you down and you will be fully recovered with these last stage procedures . Be resilient my love, take each day as it comes and come out on top! Be the fighter, the warrior that you truly are!
You have coped with all our comments thus far and never one day showed any thing near insolent in you follow up blogs.. no matter how insensitve some comments may be, you put up with us.
Thank you and ALL WILL BE WELL SOON my love.
From: rosemarieramnarine@yahoo.com
To be continued)))))))))))))))))))God Bless You, Lisa.
hi lisa, how are you today friend, im tired of working hard but happy as usually, here in panama was raining today the weather is changing, i dont know why but one day is hot and the other one is raining, that will be awesome you could know panama and know those little childs that never stop fighting against cancer, they are fighters just like you, hope you are doing ok, take care girl. bye.
Dear Lisa, you’re not alone. God and our prayers are with you. We love you so much… never forget that.
Best wishes from Mexico.
Nature’s Recipe for Life
Julia Child
Laughter
A little bit of both…
Lisa, I could only imagine that this is one of those weeks where you just want to kick dirt, if you have the energy. If not, please, just breathe and know that you will get through this. Have no doubt whatsoever.
…just breathe
and laugh, always.
“In the end you must see that the lightest things are the only ones that the wind didn’t get to take:
an old refrain,
an affection in the necessary moment,
browsing of a book of poems,
the smell that had one day the own wind. . .”
(Mário Quintana)
Abraço.
“In the end you must see that the lightest things are the only ones that the wind didn’t get to take:
an old refrain,
an affection in the necessary moment,
browsing of a book of poems,
the smell that had one day the own wind. . .”
(Mário Quintana)
Hug.
My english is not good, but I would like to join all this people who cares for you.
Through your movies you gave many gifts to many people all around the world, people who you don’t know but who will pray for you.
Your soul is as beautiful as your exterior look.
Love from Italy.
Força Li, você é uma guerreira, comecei a te admirar pelo seu trabalho e agora te admiro ainda mais, só que como pessoa, pois apesar desse problema você se mantém de pé, e continua lutando. Você já é uma vencendora e eu te amo muito por isso. Bjos e Coragem para seguir em frente!!
Ah.. e você continua linda ;]
Mane Tamer….
nice title btw.
HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED ANGEL!!!!!!!
My sweetheart. I told you, to do a picture for you. We came home last night. my husband and girls lay. I did not want to sleep.
I have a bad habit.When I’m putting something to my head. I must do immedialtelly. I did this drawing. But that seems too small in this blog. You can not see and understand this drawing.
When you’re looking remote. You see the face of a woman. It’s you Lisa 🙂 When you’re looking at close range. You will see a tree. Branches of the tree of your browser.Birds constitute your eyes, mouth and nose. Have one green bird. It creates your eyes. A blue rose blooming at the top of your cheek 🙂
I wish you could see from a distance closer. Nothing here can not be understood. Anyway, I tried :-))
You over a week. I think one more week you have….
A voice from inside me. It says, You will get a very good news about your cell…..AS of DECEMBER 13…..
I hope you do not believe in bad luck for number of 13 :-)))
How are you my sweetheart ?
I’m worried for you….:-( Very important to your mental health. It would be good, your physical health can be better.
Do you want anything from me for you dear my friend??
Support, writing,….. to you, they are not only to feel good…..I want it too and I am happy to be with you!! and what do you want another… Please tell me If you tell me I’ll be honored…I do my best..You can sure.I do it with pleasure. This will be my privilege and honor to….
I LOVE YOU. MY SWEET THROB ……………………
See you soon my NATURE,
my BLUE ROSE,
my BEE,
My ANGEL on my right shoulder,
my SİNEM,
my LISA,
my EMERALD-EYED,
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
LISA=DOĞA
Ma beautiful Lisa dear,
sorry i could not write sooner, but have been away!
and how are u my darling? All going well with the stem cell, God willing all is well 🙂
Praying for u.
Loving the mongolian fur. and like I always tell u, u look more beautiful with each day 🙂
must be a liberating feeling in a way, to shave all ur hair off, i dont know, but to me it kind of signifies freedom too! liberation of sorts, and oh yes, you now can save on all that shampoo, conditioner!! ha.
Love u lots my dear. Take care, and my prayers and thoughts are with you.
Me 🙂
There is power in numbers, you have a miracle cherished one.
Waooo ! you are so beautiful ! Even without hair !
Beautiful girl…I love you a lot !
Sending positive thoughts to stem cell harvesting.
“Stay Strong”
First off Lisa Team Myeloma is still raising money, almost $24,000.00 as of 11/28/2009 and while I’d like to think that my website is making that all important difference I know it’s your fans who are.
I am sure you are having your fill of that. I know that when I was 1st diagnosed with Catastrophic Illness I had my fill of hearing: “You Are So strong” and “Stay Strong”.
Like I really had a choice! What I mean is that ordinarily people have a strong instinct for survival, so it was completely natural for me to deal with something that was going to profoundly affect m health and subsequently my life.
I would wonder what the individuals who were telling me to stay strong were expecting? I doubt that many of them would have self terminated upon diagnosis. Even the Drama Queens (and I Do Mean “Queens”) would move past their histrionics and deal.
I guess people say: “Stay Strong” because they really don’t know what to say. For the most part, on the grand scale here you are a immensely beautiful movie star and heck if that isn’t intimidating enough, you’ve decided to open yourself up to us (even if in the most limited fashion). I was intimidated when a star of cable television contacted me and for weeks I sat staring at the monitor, dry mouthed wondering how to respond to her.
When I finally did respond, it was the greatest connection I ever made with an individual online.
So amongst your innumerable fans, it is my hope that my words engender a sense of comfort and understanding in you, knowing that regardless of whatever illness or challenge we are living with our struggle is a universal one and may you find solace in that knowledge.
Antonia
http://sapphisdezire.t35.com/
dear lisa,
even though you’ve shaved your hair, you’re still beautiful, and you’ll always be! but i’m not saying that you’re only beautiful because of your exterior, but also, you’re beautiful because you’re courageous enough to show all the people that you don’t lose hope yet.. you give inspiration to those people who also have their same situation as you… and that’s why i admire you even more!
remember that we, your fans, will always be here to support you! always smile, that will keep your spirit up!! 😀 i’m always praying for you to get better soon!!
-michelle of the philippines
Paz.
SIGUES Y SEGUIRAS MAS BELLA DE LO QUE REALMENTE ERES, TODA MI ENERGIA POSITIVA. SALDRAS ADELANTE, QUERIDA Y ADMIRADA LISA, ERES PARTE DE MI MUNDO Y EN UN RINCON DE MI CORAZON ESTAS. QUE JEHOVA MI DIOS TE BENDIGA HOY Y SIEMPRE.
UN BESO Y UN FUERTE ABRAZO A LA DISTANCIA, DESDE MADRID HASTA DONDE TE ENCUENTRES.
Lisa,
I hope you are fine today. The first week of cell collection must be very hard.
Rest a lot.
FFF!!! YELLOW – FIGHTER!!!
Prayers, thoughts and greetings,
Ximena.
!HI¡ LISA.
ESTE PENSAMIENTO ES PARA TI CON TODA MI ADMIRACION Y CARIÑO, OJALA PUEDAS LEERLO.
ESPECIALMENTE ESCRITO PARA TI……………
“CUANDO TE SIENTAS TRISTE Y LA MUSTIA SOLEDAD AGOBIE TU SER O LLORAR NECESITES Y NO ENCUENTRES CONSOLACION…… VEN BUSCAME EN UNA MIRADA, EN UNA SONRISA, EN LA ALEGRIA, EN LA TRISTEZA, EN LA SOLEDAD Y EN LA AYUDA. QUE YO ESTARE AHI…..LA AMISTAD.” RECUERDE USTED NO ESTAS SOLA, CIENTOS DE CORAZONES AMARILLOS ESTAN CONTIGO.
I LOVE.
hi Lisa,
just wanna tell u that u look even better in this avatar!!
[:)]
You do not know me, and you will never know me! Just wanna say that you are brave and extremely beautiful!
Wish you all the best!
HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED ANGEL!!!!!
Morning to be there. I hope your eyes will smile. I know difficult but not impossible.
I am writing now. For you a new day and I cant’t be at your blog because I can not in the middle of day my sweetheart.
been created for laughs why tears in eyes my friend?
Been created for love, why hearts empty my angel ?
very difficult to understand life.full of life with pain.But still life is beautiful.You avoid being offended to life.You angry, shouting, appeal.But you never sulks.
Everyone makes mistakes. The life can make mistake.To forgive is sublime. You forgive your life, you forgive your body my Blue rose. If you do not forgive,Do you mean you hold a grudge.This is very dangerous for you.
I could not leave from my kids.They are love me too. I had no trouble them.They had need of me. I had to need them.I’ve kept to life for just love…Many people need you. Many people loves you so much. Especially your family and your friends…You think just one moment.If something happens to you,How many people are upset ? Not possible to know….
The most fortunate people in this world, someone who loves him/her too….. You are very lucky dear Lisa do not forget this. Maşallah (We use this word for not worth consideration ) You do not forget to take care yourself ,for family and for your friends and for course for us.( I do not our class).
Sometimes I do not like whwn peaople say “take care of yourself”. I think “I do not need to advice for to take care of myself 🙂 “. You won’t anger to me please.
I do not know what can I do,
I do not know what can I talk,
T stay,helpless and desperate are very very difficult for me now. I always tear my eyes.
I am going children film,I am crying. When I go to cafe with my friends, my eyes are fulling with my tear. When I listen music, I am crying.I’m having one of my hardest 2 weeks of my life. I know all of them will be finished. My heart and my mind merged with you. We’re going on vacation tomorrow only for one night.
I’d be very happy normally. But now I dont want to do nothing. My body will go but my mind never…… just I want to talk to you 😦
Doğa understand , I am sad. Her feelings are very powerfull. Sometimes I think, she is not a child. She is very smart and strange. She is my best friend. But I do not tell anything about your health.When I write you she ask someting about you.I say ” She is a famous actrist I like her film e.t.c……………. She says “Does she important for you? you are writing always?
I say “Yes, my darling”
She says “o.k mom If she is important for you ,she is important for me. You can write everyday ._)
Sometimes I can not explain too much. Because If you explain too much, children never insatiable.Theyl ask more and more. You have to know where you stop 🙂
Not easy to train the right individuals my angel 🙂
I am happy because my second doughter Bade began to read and write. 🙂 She will read a book to Doğa and me at night. Lisa the time is passing very quickly. Believe me !!!
Have a easy day for you and good night to me. I do not like to sleep Lisa. It can be strange but It is true. Doğa same me about to sleep 😦 She used some drugs for sleeping last year. I do not use but I have to use drugs for my allergy. When I use alergy drug,I can sleep better.
See you my baby,
my nature,my angel on my right shoulder,
my bee,
My Blue rose,
My bosom (Sinem),
I do not why but I miss you always 😦
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
LISA=DOĞA for me ( SİNEM )
How dare you cut this beautiful hair and got more gorgeous than you are
I love it
Hey !
How is the stem thing going ? Painful ? Well must be ..
Hold on .. Times they are changing .. It cant last .. you know how this life is . . change … and it will ..
In my growing up years I heard of you , I heard of boys say Lisa Ray ..she is hot . And I never bothered much.
My start of you was with the yellow diaries .. and must I say I have found more of you from here, than in reel .
I wish I could take your pain , but then it is for you to learn for you to know and experience .. But there’s a truth deeper than experience. It’s beyond what we see, or even what we feel. It’s an order of truth that separates the profound from the merely clever, and the reality from the perception.
You gonna have all of it .
As a kid , playing football .. I got badly ‘damaged’..broke my tooth ..etc etc .. and my father he kissed me and said I am taking all your pain. It was magical I felt completely void of all the pains ..
Take care ,
Hold on ..
Neil.
PS: Do you know , we found friends here .. amidst your yellow diaries .
Here’s to Your UNCONQUERABLE SPIRIT –
I went to the movies today…saw a trailer for “Invictus”.
I recalled that I read this poem by Wm. Ernest Henley as a freshman in college, in my Religion 101 course, at Loyola University Chicago…remembered that I thought it was interesting to read the conflicting interpretations of Invictus, one favoring the view that he believed in God, another that he denied God’s existence and several others lying between these extremes…evoked the notion that humans have always invoked the divine when working out how to cope with extreme adversity.
But, what immediately struck me, as I recalled the debate over the meaning of this poem, was my own interpretation of it and how it (now) reminds me of you.
For me, more than whether the message Henley delivered underscored his Agnosticism or faith or whether he was rejecting God or thanking God for his strength, the sheer force of the poem (to me) focused on expressing the resilience of the human spirit, in particular “stubborn courage,” an indestructible will to best circumstances and triumph as the master of one’s destiny.
And, Lisa, sitting there in the movie theater, this reminded of you,
Your Unconquerable Spirit – 😉
INVICTUS
OUT of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
Lisa, please never stop believing…
Dear and Lovely Lisa, I am learning english language and I’m making progress because, I want to understand all what you write and you say in your interviews. You’re talentuous, spiritual and clever Lisa. I start meditation 2 weeks ago, I send you energy every time. I love your humour, you are upsid all things in this earth, upside deseases too. I am convinced about that.
Thank you to be you, oh now you’re a little budha, lovely budha. Kisses from Marie Marbella Spain
Hi Lisa
Praying and holding you in our thoughts from South Africa and when you’re better, we will feed you “koeksister”.
Hang in there gir, you will be all right.
Lisa–
I read about you in one of the newspapers, while visiting India and looked up your blog. I want to say so much and yet there is a silence as I know the process firsthand.
I pray for you. I know the process all too well having had my little princess go through stem cell transplant in the early stages of stem cell program.
My thoughts are with you and there is no such thing as CAN’T! You seem to be a fighter and NEVER GIVE UP or GIVE IN.
If there is anything I can assist with, please do let me know, till then this humble soul wishes all the best for you.
Best Regards
Dhiren Rana Chicago
What we know through all your camera captures that you are a beautiful flower.
Accident with Cancer creates huge turbulance inside and outside ones life and generates complete transformation.
You are a beautiful flower and now we know you smells good too.
Eternity word sounds good but if some of our cells are blessed by it ,eternity is a curse for our body.
How surprising ,life and death of our cells keep us alive and cells which defy death bring us nearer to it.
Chemo kills cancer cell but irritate normal cells. Do your own research in mediation and pacify/cool down your healthy cells. Keep writing – about you, this world ,this universe – that will be beautiful too.
Congratulations! Lisa !
Seven Indo-Canadian including Lisa Ray honoured
TORONTO: Cancer-stricken actress Lisa Ray is among seven seven Indo-Canadian who are conferred with “Voice Achievers Award for 2009” for their outstanding contributions in fields of film, trade, medicine, literature and sports.
Lisa Ray, who is undergoing surgery for blood cancer, has been honoured in abstentia for her performance in Deepa Mehta’s film “Water”.
http://economictimes.indiatimes.com/news/news-by-industry/media/entertainment-/entertainment/Seven-Indo-Canadian-including-Lisa-Ray-honoured/articleshow/5281180.cms
Lisa
Today it’s cold and fresh sunday, it’s the ideal day to read a good book, drink a glass of wine near a hot chimney fire and wait for your next blog! A small pleasure of the life! Each day i think of you and i keep the faith, your blog is a string which connects you with all people across the world who love you!
Take care
Kisses from France
Hi, you are amazing, so powerfull and unique. I really wish you get well soon, so that we- the rest of the World – may have the chance and joy to see more of You.
Eleonor Roosevelt said “You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, ‘I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.’ You must do the thing you think you cannot do.”
Lisa, I think You can do everything, your mind allready has set you free.
Dear Lisa,
This afternoon when I switched on my PC and clicked on Twitter I was more than happy to see the series of your tweets from yesterday. I cannot express the feeling I felt to see you back. And the good news about your Award (congratulations, again) and of course about the baking of a new blog.
I just want to believe that all these mean you are well after getting the neupogen shot and the side effects will not effect you too seriously.
All of us are thinking of you everyday and pray for you to go through your stem cell procedure successfully.
Neil wrote above that we found friends here, I can also confirm it. We should be grateful for you not only for giving your inner self to us but for connecting good people with each other.
And one more thing, I would like to thank you for Anne Michaels whose book I started to read because of you.
She is a great poet even if she writes novels. The Fugitive Pieces which I am reading now is a very sensitive and difficult book with amazing usage of words, sometimes I feel I read a long poem.
So we should be thankful for you for so many things.
I wish you easy days and nights with the least possible pain and suffer and send you the most possible yellow energy and love to overcome these days and weeks.
All of us here need you and wait for you! Keep on fighting!
With warm hugs
Kati
Красота!
Beauty!
i dunno if anyone before told you
that you have most beatiful innocent eyes
Please keep writing
I love you
samar
Chère Lisa,
La France vous aime.
hey again :o)
how have u been doing?! plz keep writing… i am checking ur blog every day for any new updates… take care and remember that there are so many people out there waiting to see ur shining smile …. luv ya xoxoxo
Just a Perfect Day
Drank Sangria in the Park
And Later, when it gets dark
We go Home
Just A Perfect Day
Feed Animals in the Zoo
And Later, a movie too
And then Home
It’s Such a Perfect Day
I’m Glad I spent it with you
Such a Perfect Day
You Just keep me hanging on
You Just keep me hanging on
Just a Perfect Day
Problems all Left Alone
Weekenders on our own
Such Fun
Just a Perfect Day
You made me forget myself
I thought I was someone else
Someone new
It’s Such a Perfect Day
I’m Glad I spent it with you
Such a Perfect Day
You Just keep me hanging on
You Just keep me hanging on
coz u’ve mentioned turmeric, wanna hear somethig funny?
my sis has a boil .. she saw this remedy on the net…now what she does is… she swallows (:))) a tea spoon of turmeric 3 times a day and drinks orange juice with it:)) and @ da same time everyday
MS:ray how r u? don’t be weak A& don’t be bad (i know u not bad i’m just kidding
tc b nice:))
Dear Lisa
I heard about your illness through a friend of mine, I was familiar with some of your magnificent films and was very distressed to hear that you had developed myeloma.
I am a 37 year old doctor in the UK, when I was 34 I was diagnosed with high risk chronic lymphocytic leukaemia, not amenable to treatment with conventional chemotherapies. Things were looking bleak. After a course of campath a search began to find me a donor, difficult because of my exotic ethnic background, an unrelated partial match was finally found and I went on to have an unrelated donor stem cell transplant on 15th Nov 2007.
The post transplant recovery was awful, so many complications, renal failure, encephalopathy, severe GvHD (liver, gut, skin, joints), steroid myopathy, pneumonia, sepsis, viral infections to name but a few. It felt like I took one tiny step forward each day and then 10 back. Mentally however hard, I vowed that I would not be beaten by my illness or the complications of transplant, and gradually and slowly over a 18 month period I started to recover, and at times it seemed like it was never going to end, but it did. No-one had warned me that the recovery would be a series of small peaks and big troughs and I wish they had, it would have helped me realised what a battle I had ahead.
But you must battle on, reading your blog you have the perfect mental attitude to face this head on and come out of the other side.
I am now back at work full time, my last chimerism study shows that my bone marrow is 100% donor, and somewhere there is a complete stranger who has extended my life. It is so important for you during the weeks of isolation to try and stay focused, where the mind goes the body follows.
I wish you well, send you love and look forward to reading about your recovery. x x x
dear lisa
wow i have just spent hours reading your blog & am in awe of your strength, wisdom, honesty & bravery … what an amazing individual & such a beautiful soul
i am healthy & have never been seriously ill yet you have inspired me to live life more than ever before – you are truly an angel i wonder if you even know just how much you are giving & in your own time of greatest need …
i don’t ever want you to stop blogging even when you are all better
love & light to you & your loved ones x
I would recommend the following health care plan. 🙂
Prolia or dmab for multiple myeloma related bone complications. Please check out the new drug from Amgen.
Hello Lisa,
I am happy to see and read that you are doing well and living life to it’s fullest. I do love the expression ” Lion Tamer”, it suits the situation, rather all in all what we all call “life”. Your new look was deffinately a good idea, not because it’s a new look, but takes away emotional depression that I’m sure any patient with undergo. I know I would ! Also above all you still look stunning ! Forget the wigs !!!! 🙂 So Lisa continue on your way getting healthy and taming your ” Lion” and let it meow than roar and show it fangs. Continue blogging, I or we as your fans enjoy your outlook in life regardless of any challenges that comes to you. And it gives us also the motivation to continue on living as well.
Thanks Lisa,
Marie
Dear Habibti,
Neil y Kati said that through this blog we could make contacts, new friends.
This is thanks to you. I don’t know if you ever thought it, but you have accomplished something magic between us.
Thank you very much, Lisa.
Thank you, dear Yellowlists.
Lisa: perhaps this week you will continue with the stem cells transplant. I wish you the best. You are not alone. Remember us…
Come on, YELLOW – FIGHTER!!! FFF!!!
Best wishes,
Ximena.
Dear Lisa,
I just heard about the cancer. I’m soo sorry. Really sorry. I’m glad you’re talking about it and staying positive though. To be honest, I didn’t know anything about MM up until now. So aside from being profoundly well-written, your blog is also educational. It inspired me to support the MM research.
I can’t imagine what it’s like for you and your family and am failing at finding any words of comfort but I just wanted you to know that I am rooting for you. Don’t give up. Remember what Churchill once said “Never give in. Never. Never. Never. Never.”
lots of love and hugs,
a friend
dearest lisa,
Ever beautiful “). Keep smiling and stay strong always.
Hi Lisa,
Here is today’s passage. Remember ‘Try Jesus’ and watch your life be transformed !
“His mother said to the servants “Whatever He says to you, do it””
John 2 : 5(New King James Version)
There was a wedding in Cana of Galilee and the mother of Jesus was there. Now both Jesus and His disciples were invited to the wedding. And when they ran out of wine, the mother of Jesus said to Him that they had no wine. Then we read in verses 4-5 , “Jesus said to her, “Woman, what does your concern have to do with Me? My hour has not yet come.” His mother said to the servants, “Whatever He says to you, do it.”
What was the problem ? They had run out of wine
Whose problem was it ? The servants who were in charge of getting the needful done for the bridegroom’s wedding.
What did Christ say in response ? “…My hour has not yet come.”
What did His mother tell the servants ? “Whatever He says to you, do it”
A lot of times we are faced with a problem and we start to panic … we wonder how are we ever going to handle things… we start telling everyone our problem and ask them to pray hoping that they will be able to nudge God for us . Now don’t get me wrong.. It is good to share with believers and pray together in oneness of spirit. But here is the key… Mary left the servants with a very wise word. She said ‘Whatever He says to you, do it.” . In other words she told them , His time has not yet come… until then wait… wait on Him and listen …and when He says something be obedient and do it !!
It is one thing to ask our friends to intercede and pray for us. It is another thing when along with that we also sit in His presence and wait for a word from Him with a heart of obedience to do as He says.
Verses 7-8, “Now there were set there six waterpots of stone, according to the manner of purification of the Jews, containing twenty or thirty gallons apiece. Jesus said to them, “Fill the waterpots with water.” And they filled them up to the brim”
What was the problem ? They had run out of wine
What did Christ ask them to do ? Fill six stone waterpots with water
What did they do ? They obeyed ! They filled them up to the brim !
As you wait on the Lord and listen to His instructions and listen to His word , He might ask you to do something which in our limited thinking might seem totally irrelevant… but if we would just obey .. we will see His glory revealed.
We read in verses 8-10, “And He said to them, “Draw some out now, and take it to the master of the feast.” And they took it. When the master of the feast had tasted the water that was made wine, and did not know where it came from (but the servants who had drawn the water knew), the master of the feast called the bridegroom. And he said to him, “Every man at the beginning sets out the good wine, and when the guests have well drunk, then the inferior. You have kept the good wine until now!”
The six waterpots that were there were meant for purification of the Jews. It was customary for them to wash their hands and then eat . Else those who didn’t do so were considered to be defiled. Christ took that water and turned it into wine. A servant of God well said “The picture God is painting for us here is that the people believed this water would “purify the Jews,” but God uses this to demonstrate that the Jews will only be cleansed or purified by the miraculous creative work of the shed blood of Christ”
As we read in verse 11 this was just the beginning of much more to come.
God Bless
Lisa, you are a fighter and quite an inspiration to us.
Its really cool to have such a meaning to one’s life.
love you lisa
You’re an inspiration. I love reading your blogs, they are so very insightful. Thanks for sharing.
“Peace is not something you wish for; It’s something you make, Something you do, Something you are, And something you give away.” Robert Fulghum
buenos días Liza !!
Espero que estes bien el día de Hoy,…
Sabes, el día de ayer ,…domingo por la mañana fui a misa, y celebramos la bendición de la coronita de Adviento, para prepararnos a el nacimiento del niño Jesus,…Navidad, y al encender la primera velita me acorde de tí y le pedí a Dios que te cuide y te de muchas fuerzas para salir adelante y que te de un añivio pronto ante esta enfermedad que hoy te agobia,..
Esperamos todos tener buenas noticias tuyas en los proximos días, despues de tu intervención del trasplante de celulas que tuviste estos días pasados.
quiero decirte que ahora que te he conocido me siento más felizzz,… y sobre todo más motivada a vivir, siento que me cuido y me quiero más,….y me inspiraaas a ser y sentirme mas fuerte y mas guapa, así como eres tu.
he visto muchos de los mensajes de aliento y apoyo que te escriben tus fans… y me ha sorprendido, me doy cuenta que esooo es Amor,…independientemente, de la religión, el sexo, la cultura, ó la raza,…todos somos hermanos y tu nos a tranformadoo a mucha gente a sentir Amor… y ese es el último mandamiento que nuestro señor Jesucristo nos encargó.—- “Amarse los unos a los otros, como yo les he Amado”
Por esto muchas graciass Liza Rani Ray por ser como eres un ” Angel” y te dedico especialmente a tí esta canción…
” In The Arms Of an Angel” de Sarah McLaughlin
Ojalá que un día la escuches y recuerdes que yo te la dedique…
Me encantaaaass y deseoo de todo corazón,…. Te aliviees prontooooo
no me despido,….porque te seguiree escribiendooo, cuantas veces pueda,…y si no recibo respuesta alguna,… no te preocupes lo entiendo ahorita no puedes,… me bastaa con pensar que alguien lo leera por tí y te dira que tienes mensajes de mucha gente que te queremos y que estamos contigo…
ánimooooo,… Todo estará bieen..
I love You LIZA
You’re just as beautiful as ever 🙂
dear Lisa, an overly personal message:
there is an optical illusion involved in reading your blog. I get a glimpse into the dark corridor of you, and there is no seeing me, or anyone else. At first, this seems like the recurrence of the vain & sterile cinematic relationship between actors and audience, something one could call the “Game”. Except that this is no game: in your writings, life has been stripped to something imperative, something so raw that one could touch and smell it, something that makes all the velvet curtains of the world drop, something that inevitably helps cross the divide of unreality between you and your readers, so that, perhaps, a conversation can start, however incomplete.
Still, in the name of what do I grant myself the right to respond to your messages-in-a-bottle? Out of a general sense of compassion for human hardship? They land at my feet, these slices of your life, but they are not for me. I want to reach out to you, but where is the solace in messages of support from people one doesn’t know? (love is not abstract, it takes the compassion of well-known smiles, the touch of familiar hands, the startled gaze of certain eyes).
But then, there was an anxious wait for your latest entry, nothing was happening, and I felt the peculiar needs of the lover: I felt entitled to a response, I felt I had rights! (naturally another variation of the optical illusion; an emotional illusion that is).
Anyway, I made up my mind to drop these few inadequate lines, driven by some form of inner compulsion, should you decide for one reason or another to cut the cord that connects you to the invisible mass of your readers.
That still leaves the question of my/our connection to you. I suppose I am another little raging flickering flame out there, all too aware of the winds that threaten to blow us all out, who wishes to commune with you. I do hope you can fill the gap and imagine another life out there, as real as can be, about as old as yours, as tangible as Bobcat, as pungent as the smells of your kitchen, as textured & matter-of-fact as the sounds of your neighbourhood. (so that, perhaps, a conversation can start, however incomplete, I said).
A word on patterns:
I like to think that the pattern of stumbling upon your image, your “eikon”, is perhaps not simply a matter of chance, like people one keeps on stumbling on in one’s life, causing one to speculate whether the universe is trying or not to send a sign.
I assume that if one had to open the lid of my brain, analyse the confused content of it, your image would come up as an beautiful imprint, neither fine-contoured nor distinct, but deconstructed, picasso-ed, an icon positively radiant with desire and longing. In that personal collection of the mind, amidst the muddled blackness, your shaven head would stand out like “a petal on a wet black bough”.
I remember having stumbled upon your film a few years ago, Water, and upon seeing that shaven head of yours for the first time, I remember having thought/felt the following: that beauty comes in simple, yet idiosyncratic forms.
(ripples of water on skin, the emerald of the eyes made more acute through simplification, your sensuality now transferred, contained and nestled inside the pupils like a coiled snake)
Anyway, this was an outpouring from the other side of the world, from another universe, trying to cross the divide, and which has already overstayed its welcome.
Love etc (however platonic), Laurent.
You look stunning even with your head shaved …reminds me of your look in Water. I shudder to think what most of us look like with all our hair intact 🙂
You come across as a very strong & positive girl and I guess are the kind that does not add years to her life, but life to her years.
Keep it up and all the best…
How is it possible to send a mail to Lisa? I got a photo for her…..
Thanks everybody!!
yaad agar woh aaye, aise kati tanhaayi
sooni sheher mein jaise, bajhne lage shehanaayi
aana ho jaana ho, kaisa bhi zhamano ho o ooo o
uthare kabhi na jo khumar, woh pyaar hai @ BobCat 😉
Thank you Jeni…
Our Sunshine Lisa,
how are you today ?
Love
Syria
Samar
Dear Nairong,
thanks alot for share with us this video
i was searching alot for news videos or things about lisa and cand hardly find .thanks
Lisa ,God protect you .
you look wonderful .
you are real good human in all good and bad things in life
we love you .
and god s willing you get so better soon and be great as you are always ,
God protect you our sunshine
Hi Lisa,
I’m glad that I checked out your blog. You look great without hair 🙂 My mom hated not having her hair, but it grew back after her treatment, curly actually.
Anyways, I have a question.. is it weird for you to be comforting your family/friends? I mean sometimes the patient finds their self taking care of everyone around them.
I found out my mom had cancer the day before my 18th birthday and when the Dr. told us she cried and I just sat there holding back the tears. I had to be strong for her, I WAS strong for her for the entire time of her treatment. I became so protective of her and I grew up so much during that time. I was so used to emptying out all of my drama onto her and I couldn’t do that for the 2 years..she was so fragile. Every bone in her body was aching, the nausea that got the best of her…I had to deal with it all. Yet nobody stopped to ask me if I needed some support, I’m the youngest in my family and I took on the responsibility, don’t get me wrong it was my honor to do so, it was just a lot for an 18 year old to take on. I had absolutely no one to turn to, my friends had no idea how to deal with my random fits of depression and tears.
Now I’m twenty and still, no one knows that I frantically, religiously, constantly examine my breasts everyday to make sure that if there’s a lump I’ll discover it before it gets too big. I for some reason believe it is my fate to be in that same position.
So.. ya I needed to get that out.. but I’m just wondering how you deal with your loved ones and if you ever find that they sometimes need to be told “its gonna be alright”.
Much love and prayer to you and all who go through this.
Mary
Hola querida Lisa,
It is strange that in only one week I know about your existence and I found this space, the way you express yourself and your feelings…all together. And makes me think about the reasons you are fighting with…
It makes me feel closer to you…
I was fighting once and I decided to go with the River, the River of Life, I dediced not to go against the current of the River…only to flow and look ahead in my life…with my skin cancer.
You can be a peaceful warrior, remember that, and loving your whole existence, your little pieces of your heart, and your flowers, and you can fall into tears and be delicate, but always in your inside you will find the peace you need to go ahead with the River. I am here right now writing this for you and thinking about you…
Good night:
Lorena
Thank u all for posting videos of Lisa!! She’s always so cheerful, her beautiful smile sends Ray of yellow sunshine brightens my day!! 🙂 Siempre muy linda chica!! Love u lisa!
Jackie
Habibi Lisa,
Thanks to Jenni and Nairong – the video of your latest interview was posted and I am glad I caught it…I have been so bz these days that I hardly have time to post any comments (but am always reading the other comments on the move)…Habibi, u look great and radiant…like your old self again.
Wish u every success in your new treatment and cant wait to see u in your new movies..btw u looked exactly the same as u were in WATEr except perhaps slightly more matured looking and sexier 😉
Love Always
BB, BG, BSmiling Always
Ps: Kudos to Bobcat for doing a good job on the ‘clipping’ of your locks….very nice masterpiece
Dear Lisa
As surreal as it is to be writing to you, I am elated to know there is such a space where I can talk to you, leave you messages of encouragement in these challenging times
I don’t know you, but I have been an admirer of your work since I saw you in Deepah mehta’s Water; a movie that will never leave me – after that I watched “I can;t think straight” and “World Unseen”, which were also great movies – I love Thala!
I don’t know how you are feeling, but I may have an idea that you feel lonely sometimes, I just hope you do have a lot of people around you that show you unconditional love – life gets in the way of things that matters, most of the time, reason why people should stop a bit and look around.
I am sure you have enough friends, but if you are ever open to another one, you have my email, in the meantime I will leave you with a quote by Henry Miller’s lover Anais Nin, who was also a phenomenal writer, and said once : “Dreams are necessary to life” – Never stop dreaming!
I will have you in my thoughs hoping that you will be better
Cheers.
Hi Liz ,
how are you today? i saw your interviewed , you just look cute , gorgeous and energetic.pretty as usual, we all love you more and more, wish you everything will be fine on the every new stage and treatments . love you Liz, deep bless and bid hugs.
felyse
Hi there, Lisa,
RE: Facing Adversity (your comment during your interview, which, btw, was selfishly, relieving for me to see you out-and-about 😉 (and I dare say our fellow-yellow diarists), and more to the point, short in words but great in meaning. KUDOS!
You are right in that we all face adversity…the quality of our life isn’t determined by what we encounter in our lifetime. It is determined by how we encounter life.
Cheers to you, Lisa, for continuing stronger than ever to truly live your best quality life.
I think it was Elizabeth Kubler-Ross who said, “People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out but when darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within.
Your light shines brilliantly!
Oh, I am not certain if Canada has a “Locks of Love” Program, but here’s the general website’s link:
http://www.locksoflove.org/donate.html
Perhaps, this is an option to which you might consider donating your “mane,” which will, after if falls out, grow back – – and maybe, grow back in with a different texture and even, color. 🙂 The second time around for me, it came back peppered with some salt…ahh…maybe, that’s age. 🙂
Take great good care of yourself. 🙂
Keep movin’ those bones, but please, don’t forget to rest them. 🙂
Dearest Lisa,
It was wonderful to see your beautiful face. Even without the mane you look more gorgeous. I will be cheering for you along side my dad’s spirit. He has paved the way for all the MM warriors . Thank you for being such a light in the darkness. YOU WILL CONQUER !
Blessings ox
Hi Lisa,
I’m from Singapore and have been a huge admirer of your work and your beauty as far back as that music video Afreen. I have been told by many that I even resemble you. I usually think people are nuts for saying that cos I think you are extremely talented and breath takingly gorgeous. I am humbled by these compliments and feel greatly honoured.
My prayer and wish for you is to continue with your meditation and find peace from within. God only gives us what we can take and I believe in my heart of hearts that you are a fighter. This journey will be a rocky one and I will continue to have you in my prayers. You have already accomplished what so many of us have yet to achieve! And reading all these comments from all over the world, God must have spent a little more time on you to have touched so many lives, including mine!
With love…
SG wala
Dear Yellowlists,
This is an information about MM and H1N1 flu:
http://www.themmrf.org/about-the-mmrf/powerful-news/mmrf-stories/h1n1.html
Our dear Lisa probably already now, but it’s an important information for all. And, I assure you, H1N1 made disasters here in South America last winter. But it was a new disease in the world…
Lisa: I hope you are fine. Good interview yestarday. The most important thing: your smile. If you smile, we do.
Best wishes,
Ximena.
LONG LIVE THE YELLOWLUTION!!!
LONG LIVE LISA!!!
BECAUSE SHE IS AN ANGEL IN EARTH…
Dear Lisa,
Along with the love and support of you friends and family, you have the hope and prayers of millions of your fans like me! Your strenght is an inspiration for all of us! Always keep smiling! I’ll be visiting your blog regularly.
Sending you lots of love from Montreal!!!
We love you!! xoxox
Hello Lisa,
I can’t say I know what it is like to go through cancer, but I can say I know what it’s like to take care of someone going through it. My mother was diagnosed with a rare cancer a little over a year ago. It is Appendix cancer. Her appendix ruptured and seeded her whole abdomen with tumors. Doctors have written her off time and time again, but mother has not given up. In fact, I’m in the hospital now as I write this. She has been alive for 14 months, since the diagnosis.They told her she would only have 3 months to live and the doctors are amazed. My mother, simply wants to live. She has lost parts of her colon, bladder, has no more gall bladder, or spleen. She had a blockage caused by a tumor, blocking her colostamy. No one would operate on her after all of this major surgery, except for one doctor. She can now eat again (she hasn’t been able to eat for 6 months). My mother once said,”I’m too healthy to die, but I’m took sick too live. I’m just stuck in limbo”.
I know this cancer isn’t the same as yours but I have been looking up stories and trying to contact Ellen and Oprah, ANYONE to give my Mom hope. My mother is my best friend and has a huge heart. I showed her the video of you speaking about having cancer and she said, “She is so young. It makes me so sad that other people have to go through this. I wish I could take it all away.” I know she sees how strong you are and I know that gives her hope. Thanks for sharing your stories with others. It really does offer hope and allows others to not feel alone. Thank you for being the strong, beautiful, person that you are. I know you will be beat this.
Sincerely,
Jessica
Hi Lisa,
I have watched your work ever since those days on StarBiz and you’ve been my secret crush ever since I was 13 years old. You were a part of most of my fantasies and you still are. My ultimate dream is to be able to kiss you someday…the long, soft and tender kind.
So thank you, for fueling my dreams with your beauty (I should be thanking God for that though ;P). Good luck with everything…..and looking forward to seeing you come out on top in your battle against ‘Yellow’. 🙂
Love always,
Kent
Lisa. You are beautiful and you have an even more beautiful soul. God bless you. Stay strong! Yay for bobcat!
Greetings Lisa,
I saw you on Canada AM(in an interview with Marci) this morning on my way outta the door for an eye exam.
I sensed familiarity and compassion come forward in me on hearing your story and knew I would connect with you.
I am of India origin and reside in Waterloo with my family, am undergoing treatment for non-pulmonary tuberculosis.A month ago, medical professionals thought I had lymphoma but biopsy ruled that out for me so I fell short of the ‘C’ word…like I had a choice!
I am a Reiki Practitioner (certified by the Canadian Reiki Association) and would be happy to send some distance healing your way.I can be reached on my email as well.
May your healing be the manure needed for the rose gardens ahead,
Prinks
For Jessica,
Your best friend in life for your mother ;
I wish peace, good luck, health and wish a very very long life with her beautiful baby (you)………………..
I hope everything happens as you want your hearts.
Dear Lisa ,
You look incredibly stunning ! I love your skin head and from now on I will try to pray for you everyday , wish u get well so soon !
Hi cat’s eye!
Take care of yourself and be a good patient…
Don’t exposed yourself to sick people. GOOD DAY!
HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED ANGEL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes again me . I came back 🙂 Did you relax without me? :-).
I was East of İstanbul. It’s “Ağva”. A long river is joined the Black Sea…..BEATIFUL……..I heard just voice of birds and I heard myself feelings. I heard your whispers…..
I had no my computer. You are lucky 🙂 Because my brain and emotions were running very much. I wanted to write my dream friend…
My sweetheart what about your health? Your skin,your mouth, lips e.t.c… As a very strong hand is compressing my left side. Come on my hope flower (Blue Rose)!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do not love ? …You think..
Do not dad love ?..You think…
Do not a lot of great journey? ….You think…
Do not drink a glass of wine with your partner and your best friends?…….You think…..
Do not make love?…. You think….
Are you going to shut up your life and these pleasures??
You shall not escape is not it ????
COME ON LISA TELL ME!!!!!!
DO YOU HANG AROUND YOUR LIFE ?
No I do not want to believe this…..
I know my darling, traces remain of any wound closed. But We should not lose life because of anxiety and fear.We will achieve what is difficult. We will fight..
You’ll fight! But not for the enemy. Just for loves!!!!!!!!!
War, for it is…O.K ?
Do you not love anyone, sweetheart?
Fight for your mother!!! Do not want to do a favor for your mother ha Lisa ? Tell Me…
Fight for your father!!! Would you like to see your father much trouble and with tears? Tell me Lisa….
Fight for your partner!!!! I am sure. He is very happy with you. Do you want to see unhappy your darling ? Tell me Lisa….
Fight for your real friends!!!!!!!!! You should not break their hearts. They love you very much Lisa.
Value may not be for you. But I want to tell you my heart voices.
Fight for my doughter (Doğa). She looks like to you Lisa. Do not forget. You and Doğa are same for me. Please you do not sorry, this mother (me)!!!!!!!!
Fight for me!!! I am a woman, I am so far, maybe I am not your friend but do not forget Lisa! There is no limit for to love. I love you in spite of everything!!!!
If I’m weeping for you, when You in difficult times, If my patient heart lives tachycardia…
If I pass my whole day fine,
If When I receiving good news about you. If my eyes are laughing, If I pass my whole day FINE……If any value for you even tiny…
Please My angel. try my sweetheart,very little was….:-)
Your days and your life like this, I know;
“I have a look, morning was. Too much,too much,too much
I was cold.
I understand that ‘I finished and I won a night’.
But too much ,too much,too much… I sad!
a wrong has..It turned
My luck was laughing in my face. But It says “Lisa ,erase from the beginning, It was not!!! ”
I wish I ran away, I wish I get rid…I am done in here. I wish I breath easy,easy and easy…..Ah Ah!!!!!
I am tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ”
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And again ” you have look , a new morning is coming Lisa…
Do not my dear, please try do not think like this .
You’ll build a new life. you’ll get put the peace into. You’ll lean back and You’ll fire all bad yesterdays !!!!
You’ll build a new life. You ‘ll get put peace into.You ‘ll lean back and you’ll fire MM.!!!!
Right time, When you want,When you understand yourself my Blue Rose.
Please forgive me:-( I talked too much I know. But, I’ve missed you so much:-(
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
Bye my nature,
bye my bee,
bye my Blue Rose,
bye my angel on my right shoulder,
bye Sinem,
I love you my one!!!!
LISA=DOĞA
lisa,
I am from mainland China. I bought your DVD on the offical website, although it’s a little bit expensive for me. you know i earn no more than 100 ponds per month.
I can’t express my love to you
you are so beautiful even without hair.
wishing you to recover soon, and be happy as you always are!
HELLO MY DEAR ANGEL!!!!
My facebook page ” Sinem Dinçel Ceylan”
I’m a little embarrassed when I tell :-P. If you want to see, my drawing for you. It is my profil picture now.:-) my family. We’ve spent 15 days in the summer my cottage in sourth of Turkey Marmaris, and my short holiday place Ağva….
You can see these. These are my very small parts of my life. When you look My holiday’s picture.
I think ,you say;
-You are right ……..( I can not write because I do not know how you call me. Maybe I know but I do not write:-). It is very suitable place for thinking.
I always thought you, I imagined your healthy and beautiful days 🙂
When you return to health, If your way falls here (this is again term). It means; “If you come here one day”…
I’ll tell you, my country’s most beautiful places:-).
You can be sure, If you come here, first When the aircraft in,only, and only you going to see blue roses 🙂 My husband is very compenent at the airport and Airport Hotel because of this It will be easy 🙂 You do not see me. You see my blue rose 🙂 If you see blue rose you understand those from me……………..
LISA=DOĞA
“Philosophy is art of asking the wrong question”
we do not know anything if we do not live it.
You are right Lisa. I have not MM. I can not feel your feelings completelly. I wrote this before Lisa Ray. Just I can try my angel. I can never feel like you I know my princess.:-)
Just I want to tell you. If you notice, I never do philosophy to you……opposite….I am realistic. Perhaps ,more than is necessary. You know this.:-)
“A blind man asking, what is light.” Let you come angry 🙂
Are you ready ?
‘Light’ does not appear. People never see light. If it hits the any place, then you see the reflection of light.:-)
We hit the lights on the wall,cars,streets and all tangible things…… But a blind man ? He hits the light to his heart. And what happens? we can never see like a blind man. We never have power feelings like a blind man. Is It true or not ? 🙂
Did you try to ask to a blind man ‘What is light’?
I am sure he tells us better than from see the light of the people 🙂 Yes now this is philosopy 🙂
Are you angry ? Make angry is a form of call attention. My purpose never this dear Lisa.I hope you know me a little . My goal to only joking. Just joke 🙂 for to laugh.
I understand you ,very very good. Believe me.
I love you my sweetheart 🙂
LISA=DOĞA
hey!
came on this site by accident and read your story and wanted to leave the following for you:-
4 things i base my life on:-
1) In the middle of every difficulty there is an island of opportunity
2) We don’t know what God’s plans are for us but we Know Who the planner is
3) be true to yourself …follow your heart!
4) If God brings you to it …He will bring your through it!
Lisa: I’m a brother in the MM Battle. Got diagnosed at 48……….Feb 2006. Thalidomide and Dex all of 2006 and prep for my stem cell harvest over Thanskgiving of 2006….. Had my SCTransplant Dec 4-23, 2006
I did well for most of 2007 but the numbers were moving up most of 2008, esp 2nd half. So back on the Revlidmid (lenalidomide) and Dex again for most of this yr.
Don’t fear the Stem Cell Transplant….it’s bad but tolerable….nauseated terribly….try to eat ….but I didn’t for 10 days but one popsiscle per day…..
You’re in my prayers sister Lisa……..I’m 4 yrs at this as of Feb 2006
God gives us another “gear” to kick into to handle this…no matter what Life throws at us……we can handle this Beast Within……
I have a history of getting all the weird 5% or less Side Effects out there……….LOL…….you have to laugh….
Find a pleasure in the gift of Being Able to See each Holiday / Season with the uniquness that it may be the last time you witness it….and treat it with that feeling of seeing it like a tiny child might see it….with excitement and pleasure for all the little things…….I think this might be a tiny gift from God…..for coping but for seeing life in a new dimension of feeling incurable and mortal……
Text me anytime if you need an extended ear of someone beyond your northern circle…..
I go to a local myeloma support group in Pittsburgh PA that meets monthly. 20 or more each month with 50 plus members…. it’s great. Topics/fellowship/love/support
Lisa,
I know it’s easy like me to stay here somewhere and just to write ,,you are beautiful,, or ,,be strong,, or ,,fight,,…or something else….it’s everything easy to write and to say it ….but i think ,or i don’t really realize how hard is for you,i cannot imagine how hard is it.I give you all my respect,that you fight for you that you show to all of us ,that the life sometimes is not like we want,and me…i learn from you to be strong and to keep fighting,to have a positive thinking ,,,,,i will think to you lisa,and be strong!
lisa
how are youour sunshine ?
i miss you
Lisa,
I wish you the best with your new treatment. Take care of yourself and don’t overdue it. Keeping you in my thoughts.
Hey, whats happening TO town? Hows u babe? tc
luv luv luv Baby-O
Good day Liz,
may you have a good day always, love you and pray for you , be strong my dear friend .Hope this happy get-well note , Adds sunshine to your day and shows you that you’re thought of in a warm and special way!
with deep bless
felyse
Dear Lisa ….
I hope you will stay strong! wishing you more courage,strength…everything…we are with you, love you so much….
Your everloving ICTS,TWU fan ….
Aj
sending u some beautiful flowers 🙂
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HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED ANGEL!!!!!
Time; 7:44 in here. Doğa went to school. Bade is sleeping. She is ill today. We will go to doctor.
Because of the MUTATION ….mutation in question all over the world.collecting vaccines.172,000 vaccines from Canada dear Lisa.especially because of severe allergic reactions.
I already can not be. I have egg allergy. I’m a kronic patient allergic .For example, If I eat peanuts. Maybe you will not see me again :-). ‘to see’ not valid for you of course, I have to say ‘to read’ 🙂 Maybe it would be good for you 🙂
I smell my food evertime, when my husband with me…:-)
Unpredictable, isnt it? If he upset me, he has very big and very easy chance 🙂 Of course the joke side….
Understood, this winter will be difficult. schools may close for a while.Winter has arrived here new. And this year, doctors are scared of winter. Because cold is a paradise for this germs. Only childrens Lisa 😦 😦 .It is strange of course because of immune system.
I am very nervous about it already. Because of its, I had very strange name ha ha 🙂 Again joke. I am very lucky and happy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you very much for everything.
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
Bye my nature,
bye my bee,
bye my Blue Rose,
bye my angel on my right shoulder,
bye Sinem,
I love you my one!!!!
LISA=DOĞA
Wishing you a great day…
🙂
… and sending you today’s daily playlist – Pablo Cruise –
– had this album back in 1977 and played it over and over again … wore the vinyl right off the record 🙂
Laugh damn you laugh!
Posting jokes on twitter for the humour march of white soldiers.
@dagemsta
Follow me and keep smiling
Gems x
This made me laugh
http://www.acerbicwit.com/version2current.htm
Hi Lisa:
You asked for jokes.
Not choosing to own a cell phone thus no Twitter, here is my joke.
A Scotsman Is Drinking In a Inverness Bar.
He gets a call on his cell phone. He hangs up, grinning from ear to ear
and orders a round of drinks for everybody in the bar because, he
announces, his wife has just produced a typical Scottish baby boy weighing 25 pounds.
Nobody can believe that any new baby can weigh in at 25 pounds, but the Scotsman just shrugs, “That’s about average up here in the Highlands. Like I said, my boy’s a typical Scottish baby boy.”
Congratulations showered him from all around and many exclamations of
“WOW!” and “Holy S***!!” were heard. One woman actually fainted due to sympathy pains.
Two weeks later the Scotsman returns to the bar. The barman says “Say, you’re the father of that typical Scottish baby that weighed 25 pounds at birth, aren’t you? Everybody’s been makin’ bets about how big he’d be in two weeks. We were gonna call you… so how much does he weigh now?
“The proud father answers, “Seventeen pounds.”
The barman is puzzled and concerned. “What happened? He weighed 25 pounds the day he was born.”
The Scottish father takes a slow swig from his Glenfiddich and wipes his
lips on his shirt sleeve, leans into the bartender and proudly says…..
“We had him circumcised”.
More Jokes
The “Old Golfer”
A circus owner runs an ad for a lion tamer and two people show up. One is a good looking, older retired golfer in his late sixties and the other is a gorgeous blond in her mid-twenties.
The circus owner tells them, “I’m not going to sugar coat it. This is one ferocious lion. He ate my last tamer so you two had better be good or you’re history. Here’s your equipment — chair, whip and a gun. Who wants to try out first?”
The girl says, “I’ll go first.” She walks past the chair, the whip and the gun and steps right into the lion’s cage. The lion starts to snarl and pant and begins to charge her. About halfway there, she throws open her coat revealing her beautiful naked body..
The lion stops dead in his tracks, sheepishly crawls up to her and starts licking her feet and ankles. He continues to lick and kiss her entire body for several minutes and then rests his head at her feet.
The circus owner’s jaw is on the floor. He says, “I’ve never seen a display like that in my life.” He then turns to the retired golfer and asks, “Can you top that?”
The tough old golfer replies,
“No problem, just get that lion out of there.”
hahaha — funnn-ny
The singing that you’re hearing, it’s really brewed out of my heart.
And the sound of piano that you heard, they are also really from my heart.
They’re to express everything within me, to let them flow out from my heart.
I don’t know what will become of this, what will it be when you heard this.
Will you believe the words that I said?
With the truth henceforth, with the song that speaks for my heart;
That I love you though we don’t know each other.
And I love you since I first saw your face.
So much within me, that I have to express them out,
To let you hear.
That for me you’re everything,
Being the inspiration, being everything.
You let me see the beauty of life,
Even though we’re yet to know each other at all.
There’s no story, there’s nothing, there’s no reason, for the ongoings;
Will you believe the words that I said?
With the truth henceforth, with the song that speaks for my heart;
That I love you though we don’t know each other.
And I love you since I first saw your face.
So much within me, that I have to express them out,
To let you hear.
That for me you’re everything,
Being the inspiration, being everything.
You let me see the beauty of life,
Even though we’re yet to know each other at all.
And the songs henceforth,
Will be songs that speaks for my heart.
That I love you though we don’t know each other.
And I love you since I first saw your face.
So much within me, that I have to express them out,
To let you hear.
That for me you’re everything,
Being the inspiration, being everything.
You let me see the beauty of life,
Even though we’re yet to know each other at all.
หายป่วยไว ๆ เอาใจช่วยค่ะ
Lisa:
Yet more –
Why I fired my Secretary.
Last week was my birthday and I didn’t feel very well waking up on that morning.
I went downstairs for breakfast hoping my wife would be pleasant and say, ‘Happy Birthday!’, and possibly have a small present for me.
As it turned out, she barely said good morning, let alone ‘ Happy Birthday.’
I thought…
Well, that’s marriage for you, but the kids…
They will remember.
My kids came bounding down stairs to breakfast and didn’t say a word. So when I left for the office, I felt pretty low and somewhat despondent.
As I walked into my office, my secretary Jane said, ‘Good Morning Boss, and by the way Happy Birthday !’
It felt a little better that at least someone had remembered.
I worked until one o’clock, when Jane knocked on my door and said, ‘You know, It’s such a beautiful day outside, and it is your Birthday, what do you say we go out to lunch, just you and me.’ I said, ‘Thanks, Jane, that’s the greatest thing I’ve heard all day. Let’s go !’
We went to lunch. But we didn’t go where we normally would go. She chose instead at a quiet bistro with a private table. We had two martinis each and I enjoyed the meal tremendously.
On the way back to the office, Jane said, ‘You know, It’s such a beautiful day…
We don’t need to go straight back to the office, Do We ?’
I responded, ‘I guess not. What do you have in mind ?’
She said, ‘Let’s drop by my apartment, it’s just around the corner.’
After arriving at her apartment, Jane turned to me and said, ‘Boss, if you don’t mind, I’m going to step into the bedroom for just a moment. I’ll be right back.’
‘Ok.’ I nervously replied.
She went into the bedroom and, after a couple of minutes, she came out carrying a huge birthday cake ..
Followed
by my wife,
my kids,
and dozens of my friends
and co-workers,
all singing ‘Happy Birthday’.
And I just sat there……………….
On the couch……………………
Naked
Dear Lisa,
you stand an inspiration to many and I pray that you find the strength to kepp you going. Admire your immense courage and hope that you get well soon.
– “funnies” found in church bulletins
Irving Benson and Jessie Carter were married on October 24 in the church. So ends a friendship that began in their school days.
The ushers will come forward and take our ties and offerings.
The rosebud on the altar this morning is to announce the birth of David Alan Belzer, the sin of Reverend and Mrs. Julius Belzer.
The eighth-graders will be presenting Shakespeare’s Hamlet in the church basement on Friday at 7 p.m. The congregation is invited to attend this tragedy.
Don’t let worry kill you off – let the church help.
The choir invites any member of the congregation who enjoys sinning to join the choir.
At the evening service tonight, the sermon topic will be “What is Hell?”. Come early and listen to our choir practice.
Today’s Sermon: How Much Can a Man Drink? with hymns from a full choir.
Hymn: “I Love Thee My Ford.”
Miss Charlene Mason sang “I will not pass this way again” giving obvious pleasure to the congregation.
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Women’s Luncheon: Each member bring a sandwich. Polly Phillips will give the medication.
Announcement in the church bulletin for a National PRAYER & FASTING conference: “The cost for attending the Fasting and Prayer conference includes meals.”
The church will host an evening of fine dining, superb entertainment, and gracious hostility.
Ushers will eat latecomers.
Tuesday at 4PM there will be an ice cream social. All ladies giving milk will please come early.
Weight Watchers will meet at 7 p.m. Please use large double door at the side entrance.
Potluck supper: prayer and medication to follow.
Next Friday we will be serving hot gods for lunch.
Please place your donation in the envelope along with the deceased person(s) you want remembered.
Let us join David and Lisa in the celebration of their wedding and bring their happiness to a conclusion.
Helpers are needed! Please sign up on the information sheep.
Diana and Don request your presents at their wedding.
The concert held in Fellowship Hall was a great success. Special thanks are due to the minister’s daughter, who labored the whole evening at the piano, which as usual fell upon her.
The outreach committee has enlisted 25 visitors to make calls on people who are not afflicted with any church.
Low Self-Esteem Support Group will meet Thursday at 7 to 8:30p.m. Please use the back door.
The 1991 Spring Council Retreat will be hell May 10 and 11.
The audience is asked to remain seated until the end of the recession.
Remember in prayer the many who are sick of our church and community.
Hey Kelly, I laughed like mad – I hope Lisa did too. Thanks
– prefacing the following with I do not mean to be insensitive to anybody -.
I went to Catholic school as a kid and have loads of these –
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Father Murphy
Father Murphy walked into a pub and said to the first man he met, “Do you want to go to heaven?”
The man replied, “I do Father.”
The priest said, “Then stand over there against the wall.”
Then the priest asked a second man, “Do you want to go to heaven?”
“Certainly, Father,” was the man’s reply.
The priest said, “Then stand over there against the wall.”
Then Father Murphy walked up to O’Toole and said, “Do you want to go to heaven?”
O’Toole said, “No, I don’t Father.”
The priest said, “I don’t believe this. You mean to tell me that when you die you don’t want to go to heaven?”
O’Toole said, “Oh, when I die, yes. I thought you were getting a group together to go right now.”
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Where is God?
Two brothers are terrible trouble makers. They are always breaking things, stealing things, lying, and making all kinds of general trouble. The parents have tried everything to get the boys to change, to no avail. Finally, out of options, they ask their pastor if he can help. He says he will talk to the boys, but only one at a time. The parents drop off the youngest and go home, promising to return to get him soon. The boy sits in a chair across from the pastor’s desk and they just look at each other.
Finally, the Pastor says, “Where is God?”
The boy just sits there and doesn’t answer.
The pastor begins to look stern and loudly says, “Where is God?”
The little boy shifts in his seat, but still doesn’t answer.
The pastor is starting to get angry at the boy’s refusal to converse and practically shouts “Where is God?”
To the pastor’s surprise, the little boy jumps up out of his chair and runs out of the office.
The boy leaves the church and runs all the way home, up the stairs and into his brother’s room. He shuts the door and pants, “We’re in BIG TROUBLE. God’s missing and they think we did it!”
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A Special Find
A little boy opened the big and old family Bible with fascination, and looked at the old pages as he turned them.
Suddenly, something fell out of the Bible, and he picked it up and looked at it closely. It was an old leaf from a tree that had been pressed in between the pages.
“Momma, look what I found,” the boy called out.
“What have you got there, dear?” his mother asked.
With astonishment in the young boy’s voice, he answered: “I think it’s Adam’s suit!”
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Blackmail
Little Johnnie desperately wanted a bright red wagon for Christmas.
His friends were writing letters to Santa Claus, but Johnnie decided to go one better.
“Dear Jesus,” he wrote. “If I get a red wagon for Christmas, I won’t fight with my brother Hank for a year.” Then Johnnie thought, Oh, no, Hank is such a brat, I could never, ever keep that promise. So Johnnie threw away the letter and started again.
“Dear Jesus, if I get a red wagon for Christmas, I will eat all my vegetables for a year.” Then Johnnie thought, Oh, no, that means spinach, broccoli and asparagus. Yuck! I could never ever keep that promise.
Suddenly Johnnie had an idea. He went downstairs to the living room. From the mantel above the fireplace, he grabbed the family’s statue of the Virgin Mary. Taking the statue to the kitchen he wrapped it in newspapers and stuffed it into a grocery bag. He took the bag upstairs to his room, opened the closet and placed the package in the farthest, darkest corner.
He then closed the closet door, took a new sheet of paper and wrote, “Dear Jesus, if you ever want to see your mother again…”
I swear if some of these aren’t a testiment to the need to proofread…
– glad you laughed
yes, here’s hoping Lisa does, too. 🙂
funny!
A Joke from London (UK)… Just to throw some Britishness into the thread of messages.
Can you believe that today it stopped raining for 15 minutes?
HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED ANGEL!!!!!!!!
Are you sleeping? Too late for you not for me :_)
person that can laugh to you, she/ he must be very happy 🙂
A smile what brings ? I’ll tell you tomorrow.ha you do not think the comic story.It is writings a philosopher’s.
I have to write tomorrow because I need more time from now.My husband will come 2 hours later.I know weird, but he jealous not men ,he jealous of the computer.
shaven head people attracts to me.I think this is my chance I love all of them very very much. . My dad, my husband and…… (You bend a little ,I ‘ll tell to your ears.everyone should not hear.).. YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! Did your ears ringing ?I could not control myself. I think I shouted over.pardon tatlım (sorry my sweetheart).
I almost forgot. I must admit only you woman.:-P.
Today you smile because tomorrow will be big day .Why oley because philosophy going to come. You miss very much, I know 🙂
Than a confession, I usually brave. I do not have any courage at the moment only one thing 😦 What is It do you know?
If you switch off this yellow blog, I’ll be forced to leave from my emerald-eyed. I do not have the courage to leave you here at this moment Lisa Ray.
You meet health…After leave me. Is ıt possible Lisa Ray? When you be healty, missing is not important. Because I will know you are laugh. If you laugh ,I laugh….. This is enough for me my blue rose.
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
LISA=DOĞA
Hey….. you look very beautiful … love you
Lisa
I know so many jokes but i think if i translate french jokes in english i’m not sure about the result, it could be really awesome!
Kisses from France
JOKES!!!
hilarious cats 🙂
Habibti,
Dear Lisa. Dear Lisa. Dear Lisa… Do you want jokes? Here you are…
Ejemmm…
In contrast to an argentinian of a terrorist?
The terrorist have sympathizers…
What is the infidelity for an argentinian?
Stop looking in the mirror…
What Superman looks like an argentinian humble?
In that neither exist…
Why an argentinian looks up and smiles when lightning?
Because he believes that God is taking photos…
How to start the argentinian love letters?
“I know that you missed me…”
Two argentinians come two to a party in Mexico and one asks the other:
– Che, would they say we are argentinians?
– No, Fuc….
But you, my dear Lisa, check that everything is not true…
Yes, you did. Or not?
Tell me that is not true!!!!!!!!!
Oh, my God. Depressed.
Mmmm….. Ok.
Enjoy it. It´s our reputation…
Best wishes for everyone!!!
FFF!!! Lisa, don’t laugh a lot from us… We are improving. Yes, of course. Us…
Xim… Xime… Ok. Ximena.
From Argentina. Che, boluda!! All time.
People can be funny
Sighting #1
I live in a semi rural area. We recently had a new neighbour call the local township administrative office to request the removal of the DEER CROSSING sign on our road.
The reason: “Too many deer are being hit by cars out here! I don’t think this is a good place for them to be crossing anymore.”
>From Barrhaven, Ontario
Sighting #2
My daughter went to a local Taco Bell and ordered a taco. She asked the person behind the counter for “minimal lettuce.” He said he was sorry, but they only had iceberg lettuce. From the City of Pembroke
Sighting #3
I was at the airport, checking in at the gate when an airport employee asked, “Has anyone put anything in your baggage without your knowledge?”
To which I replied, “If it was without my knowledge, how would I know?”
He smiled knowingly and nodded, “That’s why we ask.”
Happened at Uplands in Ottawa
Sighting #4
The stoplight on the corner buzzes when it’s safe to cross the street.
I was crossing with an intellectually challenged co-worker of mine.
She asked if I knew what the buzzer was for. I explained that it signals blind people when the light is red.
Appalled, she responded, “What on earth are blind people
doing driving?!”
She was a probation officer in Gatineau , Quebec
Sighting #5
When my husband and I arrived at an automobile dealership to pick up our car, we were told the keys had been locked in it.
We went to the service department and found a mechanic working feverishly to unlock the drivers side door. As I watched from the passenger side, I instinctively tried the door handle and discovered that it was unlocked. “Hey,” I announced to the technician, “its open!”
His reply, “I know. I already got that side.”
This was at the Ford dealership in Kanata, Ontario
hours of hilarity can be found here:
http://uncyclopedia.wikia.com/wiki/Main_Page
see more Epic Fails
Dear Lisa:
More:
– Daddy, Daddy, where’s Russia?
– Ask mama. She cleans the house…
A lady enters the shop and says:
– Give me that pig’s head there.
And the butcher replied:
– Excuse me, madame, but that is a mirror…
Enter a new teacher to the course and provides:
– Good morning, my name is Long.
Johnny says:
– No matter, we have time.
At school, the teacher says:
– Peter, how you imagine the ideal school?
– Close, teacher!!!
– Did you know my brother riding a bike since age four?
– Mmm, and he should be away now…
(Spanish – english translator)
Ximena.
Hi!
I hope it will make you smile!
Kisses from France.
Sylvie PARIS.
Ok. I’m here again.
A little more:
This is a lady who calls a butcher shop and asks:
– Do you have rabbit ears?
– Yes
– And pig’s head?
– Yes
– God! Are you a monster?…
In a newspaper advertisement read:
“Invisible man looking for a transparent woman to make things ever seen”…
There are only two words in the world that will open many doors:
Pull and push…
A couple in their car are on the way home addresses of the parents of the bride. This house is out of town, and the trail passes a group of cows and the lady asks her husband:
– Are your relatives?
The husband looks at her seriously and replied:
– Yes, they are my mother – and father – in law…
Which is better, a battery or a mother in law?
A battery, because at least it has a positive side…
Why is the math book so sad?
Because he has many problems…
Once It was a poor wretched beggar in the woods, when suddenly a masked man comes out and says:
– Stop there, I’m Robin Hood. I steal from the rich to give to the poor.
And the beggar replied:
– Uuuuy buddy, I’m the poorest of the poor.
– Really? says Robin Hood. Then shot, and he began to bags and bags of gold and jewels.
And then the happy beggar began jumping and screaming with delight:
– I’m rich! I’m rich! And in that it skips the masking and says:
– Stop there, I’m Robin Hood!…
I hope you are laughing, Lisa. It’s the better notice…
Remember: translation is difficult. But you deserve this gift of the Yellowlists.
Ximena.
Dear lisa,
I’m sorry to hear you’re ill.
How much is your best actors,
Why did god make you come to the disease?
I am sorry,My English is poor,I am a Chinese girl,
In China this well-loved place, there are a lot of care to your friend, your fans,
You need to change the physical new bone marrow?
China does not have what thing,But China is much more than other people, and more love!
Here , have friends in The CDMP data bank for backup own material,for you,
If you need, we are willing to give of yourself, for your health’s marrow,
We all love you, dear, lisa, fighting…
I know you Never Stop Fighting
So I cannot express,A thousand words
fighting,dear lisa
E-mail:myrazz@qq.com
OMG, thank u Jenni for posting vid of Lisa above, she looks and is amazing! (i wana touch her head, bet it feels really nice)
i love u lisa! 🙂
i wish you all the best xx
Lisa, you have…
Jokes about lawyers!!!
A man comes to a provincial town and asks a local resident:
– Excuse me. In this town have some lawyer specializing in economic crimes?
– Yes, of course. But still could not prove it…
Serious investigations determined that the best way to get crazy of a lawyer is a client spending his money not including him…
A good lawyer never trust appearances. Not when he looks in the mirror…
How do you say in English when a lawyer is floating in the Thames? – Pollution
And how do you say in English when 4000 lawyers are floating in the Thames? –Solution…
I had a problem and went to see a lawyer…. Now, I have two problems…
The judge asks the accused:
– So insists you don´t want a lawyer?
– No, I’ll tell the truth…
I hope nobody is offended by this.
BECAUSE I AM A LAWYER…
Ok. I counted!!! (remember “TWU”?)
Yes, we all make mistakes in our life… But is a blessing to be a part of a YELLOWLUTION!!!
Best wishes, Lisa!!!
Ximena (lawyer boluda!!!)
FUNNIEST thing on twitter. read it laugh 🙂
Babe, give us a heads up next time. We were at work/asleep 😦 when you tweeted asking for jokes. Hope you’ve harvested a good deal of healthy ones today. Take good care u 14th floor dazzler.
Come back oh Jesus, come back and save our baby gal.
Govinda bolo Hari Gopala bolo
For you Lisa:
Pastor’s Business Card
A new pastor was visiting in the homes of his parishioners. At one
house it seemed obvious that someone was at home, but no answer came to his repeated knocks at the door.
Therefore, he took out a business card and wrote ‘Revelation 3:20’ on
the back of it and stuck it in the door.
When the offering was processed the following Sunday, he found that
his card had been returned. Added to it was this cryptic message,
‘Genesis 3:10.’
Reaching for his Bible to check out the citation, he broke up in gales
of laughter. Revelation 3:20 begins ‘Behold, I stand at the door and
knock.’ Genesis 3:10 reads, ‘I heard your voice in the garden and I was
afraid for I was naked.’
Remember when the funniest jokes were the clean ones?
They still are! Pass it on
‘A cheerful heart is good medicine’ (Prov. 17:22)
My dear Lisa,
I do hope your SC harvest was successful and the lots of jokes helped to vitalize your white cells soldiers.
Keep us updated, we are all waiting for you here.
And thanks for all your tweets! They always make our days brighter:-)
Sleep well after this tiring day on the 14th floor!
A good laugh and a long sleep are the best cures.
With love
Kati
You are in my thoughts and prayers. God bless!
Hope this makes you laugh Lisa.
An Irish Baptism ………………………
A man is stumbling through the woods, totally drunk, when he comes upon a preacher baptising people in the river. He proceeds to walk into the water and subsequently bumps into the preacher. The preacher turns around and is almost overcome by the smell of alcohol, whereupon he asks the drunk,
‘Are you ready to find Jesus?’
The drunk shouts, ‘Yes, oi am.’
So the preacher grabs him and dunks him in the water. He pulls him up and asks the drunk,
‘Brother, have you found Jesus?’
The drunk replies, ‘No, oi haven’t found Jesus.’
The preacher shocked at the answer, dunks him into the water again for a little longer. He again pulls him out of the water and asks again,
‘Have you found Jesus me brother?’
The drunk again answers, ‘No, oi I haven’t found Jesus.’
By this time the preacher is at his wits end and dunks the drunk in the water again — but this time holds him down for about 30 seconds and when he begins kicking his arms and legs he pulls him up. The preacher again asks the drunk,
‘For the love of God have you found Jesus?’
The drunk wipes his eyes and catches his breath and says to the preacher, ‘Are you sure dis is where he fell in?
Laughing heals. Laugh often Lisa.
A man met a beautiful blonde lady and decided he wanted to marry her right away.
She said, ‘But we don’t know anything about each other.’
He said, ‘That’s all right, we’ll learn about each other as we go along.’
So she consented, they were married, and off they went on a honeymoon at a very nice resort.
One morning they were lying by the pool, when he got up off of his towel, climbed up to the 10 metre board and did a two and a half tuck, followed by three rotations in the pike position, at which point he straightened out and cut the water like a knife.
After a few more demonstrations, he came back and lay down on the towel.
She said, ‘That was incredible!’
He said, ‘I used to be an Olympic diving champion. You see, I told you we’d learn more about each other as we went along.’
So she got up, jumped in the pool and started doing lengths.
After seventy -five lengths she climbed out of the pool, lay down on her towel and was hardly out of breath.
He said, ‘That was incredible! Were you an Olympic endurance swimmer’?
‘No,’ she said, ‘I was a prostitute in Memphis but I worked both sides of the Mississippi.
hehehe… good one again. Seems like the Irish are the only looney lot here. I am still not over the Glenfiddich drunk though, as they say — like son, like father 😉
I hope we have given you cause to chuckle. Happy Cells Lisa!
Cardiologist’s Funeral
A Cardiologist died and was given an elaborate funeral.
A huge heart covered in flowers stood behind the casket during the service.
Following the eulogy, the heart opened, and the casket rolled inside.
The heart then closed, sealing the doctor in the beautiful heart forever.
At that point, one of the mourners burst into laughter.
When all eyes stared at him, he said, “I’m sorry, I was just thinking of my own funeral … I’m a Dentist.”
The Proctologist fainted.
Habibti,
Guau!!! You are receiving a lot of jokes…
You can make a book with them!!!
More for you:
Two guys come into the classroom. The teacher tells one of them:
– Student, why were you late?
– I was just dreaming of traveling everywhere, I met so many countries, and woke up a little late.
– And you, student?
– I went to the airport to meet him!…
– Dad, Dad, you got married by the church or civil?
– For stupid!…
– Mama, is it true that we descended from monkeys?
– I don’t know son. Your dad never wanted to introduce his family…
A man before the judge says:
– Sir, I want a divorce because during ten years my wife throws me objects.
– Why not divorce before?
– She now begins to take aim…
A man tells his wife:
– You know what? You’ve always been by my side every time bad.
“When I was laid off from work, gave me encouragement.
“When my business failed, you were there.
“When I shot, you were by my side.
“When we lost the house, you stayed right here.
– You know what?
– What, dear? “She asked, smiling as her heart was full of tenderness …
– I think you bring me bad luck, damn…
How about an argentinian throw when he is drowning?
The rest of the family…
What is the biggest business in the world?
Buy an argentinian for what he’s worth and sell him for what he thinks he’s worth…
I hope that we could make you smile today. And always…
Be happy. We are with you…
FFF!!!
Best wishes, and prayers,
Ximena (che, boluda!!!)
LONG LIVE THE YELLOWLUTION!!!
LONG LIVE LISA!!!
BECAUSE SHE IS AN ANGEL IN EARTH…
Absolutely amazing!!!! LOL
Hii sis,
How are u now? miss u 😦
Kisses n hugs,
Angela
We live in an awesome world.
Make it an awesome day.
Live simply…
Love generously…
Care deeply…
Speak kindly…
Leave the rest to God.
Kisses n hugs,
Angela
HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did you laugh enough ? :-)))))))))))))))))
I do not know funny stories :-). My memory is not best on this subject. maybe someday improvisation…..Forgive me, sweetheart lol….
I keep my promise. Your white cells were crazy today because of much laughter. For now enough….
A philosopher says :
SMILE
A young girl smiled at someone who looks sad. The man,felt himself well.
Man remembered his benevolent friend. And he wrote a letter for thank.
This letter was big surpriced for his friend. And he gave very much tips to waiter….
waiter was surprised that much tips. He gave a portion of the money to the poor…
The poor man was delighted. He saw a dog. It was very cold. He took it in his house……
night fire broke out. The dog began to bark. Everyone was saved in the house from fire. Especially 3 children…..
And a child grew,and bomb is coming ……are you ready?
The child became PRESEDENT!!!
Their reason just a SMILE!!!!!!
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Ya did you see ? so what….?
Perhaps the president could be a little exaggerated.but the rest may Lisaaaaaa :-p
Doğa did not sleep all night of course me 😦 .I think she has a stress. I think because of aikido belt exam on saturday. It’s very important for her. She will be darkblue belt. If she pass this exam. She will be instructor for beginners. so excited…
I know, but I do not talk specifically. If I talk more stress will…She is very easy but sametime very hard child 😦
Now ,Bade want a new picture notebook. She wanting to paint with me. Bade’s biggest love is picture. Really talented. personal big exhibition( picture and ceramic)
opened at her school 🙂
Nobody believes she is 7 years old. Now I will take her to stationery.get get get relief 🙂 we will draw together Spongebob .
And evening ,we will go to Aikido sport club.
See you soon my dear,
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
LISA=DOĞA
Lisa
This video takes place in Anvers and i really feel happy each time i watch it! Enjoy
Kisses
How do you feel when it rains when the sun goes west ?
When you say you are small, you are really big to us,
When you say you are scared, you are really brave,
When you say you are separate, you are really close,
We can see the yellow caulking as it really joins us to you.
Keep fighting little warrior, for you are fighting for us…
xx
Hi, Good evening,
dear lisa 🙂
I’m that Chinese girl–myra
Are you feeling any better today?
Hope your day is a day of good
You are so beautiful, so lovely
🙂
HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED!!!!!
Drawing and and I did ironing too much. I am tired I have very bad back hurts.I’m like rotten apples.
My husband said, ” when you become 36. I will break you, like a coin. Two 18. I will take just one healty18 side.”
come now let’s see, I would be 36 this month.
I do not know you understand ,I can explain this, It is a small brain joke I think. Anyway…….
I am thinking Lisa Am I crayz or stupid? I can not decided. You decide…
Look : I am writing,writing,writing to you…. I tell you everything about my life. Almost,You will know my color of my underwear .(metaphorical). Please You do not think impudence. We use this term very much. What are you going to do my life?….nOTHİNG… What else can I talk? I say ,what comes from inside me. We do not have in common I know but I am just talking .it is me Lisa. You leave the hospital quickly 🙂 I’ll relax maybe 🙂
EEEEEEEEE … What will happen at the end…..
I caught was a wind, the wind is blowing, I’m going…..the wind is blowing ,I am going….wooooooo.go deo
I am curious what will be the end :-). In sametime I melt because of your health, and I am very happy. You read my writings. Of course I hope :-). I never felt so silly as current.
I have to go my sweetheart,. I want to say “good night”
I hold your hand,I kiss your EYES,I smell your head.
armful of love and sweet dreams:-)
See you tomorrow.
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
LISA=DOĞA
Hello Lisa,
I only learned about your “Yellow Diaries” about a week ago, and read it all in one breath. You are a very special person, life doesn’t give as more then we can handle with, but you took it one step forward in your brave way of life. You manage to think about others in moments when others can barely think about the person standing next to them- and they don’t have cancer.
You have an inner beauty which projecting through all of your being- and all of your fans are the proof to that, and of course you are amazingly beautiful on the out side too You are a strong spirit, and I really believe nothing can stand on your way to live a full life at any way you choose.
I have a great respect to you and to your work in all the aspects of it.
Good luck with everything, I’ll keep tracking.
Larisa, Israel
Me again…
Murphy’s Laws:
– The more expensive is an appliance, is beyond the repair shop…
– The libraries that have the volume I know nothing of volume II.
In libraries with Volume II doesn’t exists the Volume I…
– When you have funds in your checking account, take two weeks to pass the checks. When no funds, they are passed the same day…
– Always put the radio, you hear the last notes of your favorite song…
– The hardness of butter is directly proportional to the softness of the tost…
– If you can locate the damaged part of the car, will not have tools to remove it.
– When you can haul it in the parts store will tell you they don’t have it now, but that is requested.
– If you have stock in the store, it didn’t need to change…
– Although the repair is small, you end up full of grease and oil…
– All roads have more uphill sections than downhill, whatever the direction of travel…
Kisses and more kisses, Lisa!!!!
Keep fighting, YELLOW – FIGHTER!!!
Ximena.
Dear Lisa…
Thats the really best way…laugh….laugh…laugh…
Don’t worry be happy now….:) lalala….
But the positive energy for your stem cell get you from all positive things do you have…:)
Love with your Bobcat…read a positive book…meet a lot of positive peoples…make all the things for you get a good feeling….:)
We love YOU all….all yellow friends
do you go the right way…:)
Hello ……Anybody HOME? ….
Ahh¡¡…..HI¡… “TODAY” is your LUCKY DAY …. Choose …. 1 hand … .. left or right? … only …. “left or right”
… .. are you sure ?…… take your time …
this?…Yes? … .. I too had chosen this ….
ta, ra, ra, raaa … “SURPRISEEEE¡¡” …
You have chosen “THE BEST OF THE D A Y “…….. You win. … win …
” M Y F R I E N D S H I P ”
You’re very lucky …. You’ve got IT ….
Is no more…but…is “my friendship”…and..”WOW”….you chose the first time¡
…. “THAT” does not happen to anyone …. Ha, ha, ha¡ …
You get something “BIG” … the most precious of “ME” …. And now?
…..mhhh…
What I give to others? …… I’ll think of something later …….
-don’t “worry”..tururu¡..…BE ” H A P P Y ”
AAh¡ ….remember like “gabo says”
” Y O U D O N O T try so hard,
” THE BEST THINGS happen … when you least expected “……
“NO TE ESFUERCES TANTO….
LAS MEJORES COSAS SUCEDEN: “CUANDO MENOS TE LAS ESPERAS” (Spanish for the others, ja,ja..oh¡¡…ha,ha,ha¡¡)
So …. by the “moment” … .. enjoy with your gift …you fight for your win… You deserve it¡¡ …..again..ha,ha¡¡
TODAY…the day is “JUST BEGINNING” …
and tomorrow … .. tomorrow is another day ….
I Return…
I come back …
I try to go…..but…I can’t say……”A D I O S”…
SALU2
100PRE
VERÓNICA
A few giggles –
REAL RESUMÉ MISTAKES
•“I’m a rabid typist.”
•“Education: College, August 1880-May 1984.”
•“Here are my qualifications for you to overlook.”
•(Reason for leaving last job): “Responsibility makes me nervous.”
•“Instrumental in ruining entire operation for a Midwest chain operation.”
•“I am extremely loyal to my present firm, so please don’t let them know of my immediate availability.”
Seeing the Whole Picture
A policeman stops a woman and asks for her license. He says, “Lady, it says here that you should be wearing glasses.”
The woman answers, “Well, I have contacts.”
“I don’t care who you know,” the policeman replies. “You’re still getting a ticket.”
A Party He’ll Never Forget
A rich millionaire throws a massive party for his 50th birthday. During the party, he grabs the microphone and announces to his guests that down in the garden of his mansion he has a swimming pool with two great white sharks in it.
“I will give anything of mine to the man who swims across that pool.”
So the party continues uneventfully until suddenly, there is a tremendous splash and all the guests run to the pool to see what has happened.
In the pool a man is swimming as hard as he can! Shark fins slice through the top of the water and jaws are snapping, but the man just keeps on going. The sharks are gaining on him when the man finally reaches the end and gets out of the pool, tired and soaked. The millionaire grabs the microphone and says, “I am a man of my word. Anything of mine I will give: my Ferraris, my house, absolutely anything, for you are the bravest man I have ever seen! So, sir, what will it be?”
The man takes the microphone. “Why don’t we start with the name of the guy who pushed me in?!”
What’s the Catch?
I used to work in technical support for a 24/7 call center. One day I got a call from an individual who asked what hours the call center was open. I told him, “The number you dialed is open 24 hours a day, seven days a week.” He responded, “Is that Eastern or Pacific time?”
The Accuracy of Penance
A group of children were lined up for their first Confession. When little Johnny’s turn came and the priest asked him to confess his sins, the boy promptly replied, “Father, I threw a stone at Jimmy.”
“That was a very misguided thing to do, my son,” said the priest patiently.
“It wasn’t misguided at all,” said Johnny. “I hit him.”
Just the Facts
One day my housework-challenged son decided to wash his sweatshirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, “What setting do I use on the washing machine?”
“It depends,” I replied. “What does it say on your shirt?”
He yelled back, “University of Oklahoma.”
🙂
Dear habibti,
Love to send you material that I collect for you.
If you smile, I do. We do.
I know that they sent other notices parish of dear Yellowlists.
But…There is much about it:
Parish Notices:
“For those who have children and don’t know, we have an area in the parish arranged for children”…
“Theme for the catechesis of today: “Jesus walks on water”. Catechesis of tomorrow: “In Search of Jesus”…
“The group renewed confidence in themselves is meeting on Thursday evening, at eight. Please use to enter the back door”…
“Remember that begins Thursday catechesis for boys and girls of both sexes”…
“Next Thursday, at five o’clock, the group of moms will meet here. How many ladies want to be part of moms, please go up to the pastor in his office”…
“The price to participate in the short course on “prayer and fasting” includes also the foods”…
“The basketball tournament of the parish continues with the match next Wednesday afternoon. Join us to defeat Christ the King!”…
“The choir of over sixty be suspended during the summer, with gratitude of the entire parish”…
“Ladies, don’t forget the charity sale! It is a good opportunity to get rid of those useless things that clutter at home. Bring your husbands”…
“On Friday, at seven, children represent “Hamlet” by Shakespeare, in the church hall. They invite the entire community to take part in this tragedy”…
Já!!!
Ok. Lisa, I hope you are fine. Your treatment is very hard, but you are a warrior.
Best wishes,
Ximena.
LONG LIVE THE YELLOWLUTION!!!
LONG LIVE LISA!!!
BECAUSE SHE IS AN ANGEL IN EARTH…
HELLO EMERALD-EYED!!!!!!!
my birds blew my sleep. I cant sleep.my brain does not close switches. Why I cant sleep? Do you have any idea?
I came home at 09.00 pm. Doğa had ahomework. The subject “when you born your mother and father’s feelings”
I wrote one page my feelings. My husband said;
-Ufffff ! O.K. but wait,later….
Doğa said : O.K dad but do not forget please.
After Doğa and Bade sleep. He said to me
-Do you get scratch my back?
I’ve scratched and he went to sleep….
suddenly homework came to mind. I looked the paper.came over my eyes Lisa. He was himself feelings.
“in fact I do not remember well.I’ve been happy.”
Thats all Lisa. When she wake up.barrage of questions will start. “but mam rrrrrr. Why mam? e.t.c….”
I have to be ready and relax. I am not relax but will be.
I am listening music. After this message, I am going to close my eyes ,a big breath just listen music. My medicine is music.I’m born again. Tomorrow my mix feelings will be finish:-)
We are very similar to my husband. This is a huge lie. I am very open for to show my feelings. He is close. He is sleeping horrrr. I am thinking…..
You decide tragic or comic. For now It looks like comic to me I learned to forget tragic sides.:-)
I am fine really. Tomorrow I will be together with my friends. A coffee and a slice cheese cake with lemon.
My hope flower, how are you sorry I do not understand completelly your this sentences
” Trying to figure out what to do with a ziplock bag of my hair after the big shave. Anyone suggest a good charity?”
Do you keep your hair in a ziplock bag ? or ….?
Do you want suggest? or ….?
Sorry sometimes I can not combine 😦 Maybe very easy but….
if it is not disrespectful. I want to understand. It can be very important for me . Maybe Secret feelings can be Lisa.I dont know why?
My mind was installed this sentences. I must be sure after that I want to talk with you Lisa Ray.I do not want to request from you. does not matter I do not expect the answer. Just I want to ask thats all.
Good morning My Blue Rose, If there is a smell of hope It must be your smell. How is your smell. I wish I know. Maybe like a baby.Maybe like a rose, maybe like turmeric 🙂
Stay with love my princess.
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
LISA=DOĞA
This is how I learn to mind my own business.
I was walking past the mental hospital the other day,
And all the patients were outside shouting, ’13…13…13.’
The fence was too high to see over, but I saw a
little gap in the planks, so I looked through to see
what was going on….
Somebody poked me in the eye with a stick!
Then they all started shouting ’14…14…14’…
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I hope you enjoy this one, Lisa.
Have a nice stay at PMH.
Love
Sue
Dear
Wish everything will be fine with you.
Wish you many happy and successful years ahead.
Love you.
You are in my prayers.
Silence
hello my love lisa…how are you today???i miss you..how your health today.?its good right…so dont forget to take medicine ok…im always pray for you… : )
hope you reply our message….. emmmuahhhsss : p
HELLO MY EMERALD EYED!!!
Have a nice day my whisper.
I slept only 2 hours and very dreamed. My heart like a bird. It is flying. My pulse 120. Not good.I would be very sluggish in this case because When the heartbeat more than normal body is tired.even to remove my hads can be difficult. Stress and sleeplessness or some feelings are very big reasons. For now Ihave all of them because of this I do not know which one
How are you today? do you have a problem today?
Lisa PLEASE!!!!!!! My feelings strange now. What’s wrong?
I hope my feeling is wrong.
Everthing will be good .we will be always together :-).Tme Lisa time much more time thats all. I love you with all my heart.You naughty little girl I think. Isnt It? 🙂
bad news, I can not drink coffee for today. Caffeine. When the drug It passes 🙂 I’ll be with my buddies. This is like magic for my bird heart:-) I do not listen my heart in this case. I cant go to my doctor. Because ,I know he will be angry to me.
How are you today my emerald-eyed ?This week is last week for transplant ?
Good bye my imagine friend,
Good bye my sweetheart,
For now, joke is dream for me. I am not sure Are you O.K today?
See you when I come back maybe you going to be sleeping.
LISA=DOĞA
Peace be upon you our Sunshine lisa,
Every morning with every new day that sky bring to us to , i rememeber you ,and pray to god swt deeply that you be cured soon ,inshallah soon .
Not that me or you or any one will live longer than his age on true , but you choose this great fight against this strange unknown philosophy in life which called cancer ,
so inshallah God s willing ,with you strong will and your beneath faith ,and love in your heart you will be cured .
thinking of you ..
Your fond
My heart goes out for you Lisa. May God bless you, give you strength.. Just dont lose heart and keep a smiling face as always.
You are a beautiful person from within.
Durlov
@lifeisbetter
Hi, lisa, happy weekend,
I again come, ha ha
Are you fine today?
Well, today I went shopping,
Add a week for the class
Try to relax
This helps the body health, right?:)
lisa,Fighting:)
Hey Lisa……..hope you really feeling better now after the first week…..
Thanks for giving a clue like to send you jokes because sometimes its boring to write you the same old advices & showing the positive way as you are so positive from within…do stay like that….
But we all are sending some laughing pills to make u laugh till you hold the stomach… 🙂
So just tring to spread the infection of smile evrywhere..n specially to you
SC..
Laugh Hard
Do wear your humour cap…
🙂
Killing English …….
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Principal to student…” I saw u yesterday rotating near girls hostel
pulling cigerette…? ”
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Class teacher once said :
” pick up the paper and fall in the dustbin!!!”
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“..DON’T TRY TO TALK IN FRONT OF MY BACK..”
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teacher in a furious mood…
write down ur name and father of ur name!!
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“shhh… quiet… the principal is revolving around college”
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My manager started like this
“Hi, I am Susan, Married with two kids”
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“I’ll illustrate what i have in my mind” said the professor and erased
the board
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“will u hang that calender or else i’ll HANG MYSELF”
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LIBRARIAN SCOLDED ,” IF U WILL TALK AGAIN , I WILL KNEEL DOWN OUTSIDE”
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Chemistry HOD comes and tells us…
“My aim is to study my son and marry my daughter”
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Tomorrow call ur parents especially mother and father
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“why are you looking at the monkeys outside when i am in the class?!”
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Lab assistant said this when my friend wrote wrong code..
“I understand.. You understand. Computer how understand??
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Seing the principal passing by, the teacher told the noisy class..
“Keep quiet, the principal has passed away”
One more time ….
Teacher : History is a very interesting subject. It tells you
about what had happened in the past.
Student : Please teacher, I don’t think I want to study
history.
Teacher : Why?
Student : There is no future in it.
………… ……… ……… ……… ……… ……… ……… .
Teacher : Ted, if your father has $10 and you ask him for $6,
how much would your father still have?
Ted : $10.
Teacher : You don’t know maths.
Ted : You don’t know my father!
………… ……… ……… ……… ……… ……… ……… ……..
Father : Why did you fail your mathematics test?
Son : On Monday, teacher said 3+5=8
Father : So?
Son : On Tuesday, she said 4+4=8 And on Wednesday, she said
6+2=8. If she can’t make up her mind, how do I
know the right answer?
………… ……… ……… ……… ……… ……… ……… ……..
A mother and son were doing dishes while the father and daughter were
watching TV in the living room. Suddenly, there was a loud crash of
breaking plates, then complete silence. The daughter turned to look
at her father.
Daughter : It’s mummy!
Father : How do you know?
Daughter : She didn’t say anything.
………… ……… ……… ……… ……… ……… ……… ……..
Girl: Do you love me?
Boy: Yes Dear
Girl: Would you die for me?
Boy: No, mine is undying love
———— ——— ——— ——— ——— —
Man: How old is your father?
Boy: As old as me
Man: How can that be?
Boy: He became a father only when I was born
———— ——— ——— ——— ——— —
Waiter: I’ve stewed liver, boiled tongue and frog’s leg.
Customer: Don’t tell me your problems. Give me the menu card.
———— ——— ——— ——— —
Teacher : Simon, your composition on “My Dog” is exactly the same
as your brother’s. Did u copy his?
Simon : No, teacher, it’s the same dog!
———— ——— ——— ——— ——— —
Father : Your teacher says she finds it impossible to teach you
anything!
Son : That’s why I found she’s no good!
———— ——— ——— ——— ——— —
Teacher: “Where were u born?”
Student: ” Singapore , Sir.”
Teacher: “Which part?”
Student: “All of me, Sir.”
———— ——— ——— ——— ——— —-
A teacher was asking her class: “What is the difference between
‘unlawful’ and ‘illegal’?” Only one hand shot up. “Ok, answer, Joan”
said the teacher. “‘unlawful’ is when u do something the law doesn’t
allow and ‘illegal’ is a sick eagle.”
———— ——— ——— ——— ——— —
Teacher: “How come you do not comb your hair?”
Ah Kow: “No comb, Sir.”
Teacher: “Use your dad’s then.”
Ah Kow: “No hair, Sir.”
———— ——— ——— ——— ——— —-
A boy came home from school with his exam results.
“What did u get?” asked his father.
“My marks are under water,” said the boy.
“What do u mean ‘under water’?”
“They are all below ‘C’ (sea) level”
🙂 🙂 🙂
HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED!!!!
I am at home. I and my life is not normal !!!!!!!!! I am sure now 🙂
Do you know focusing law. I know very well. I have read very much and I learned focusing. But I regret :-(((((
All ,because of you…..you’re not with me I think you must pray for this. Because If you were with me. You havent any chance for to rid.I was bitten you 🙂
Listen to me. I am angry. Who made the first joke to you 🙂
And I am angry to you because you said. “joke,joke…”:-)
I went to caffee and I came back. I wear pants, but It is like pajamas. trousers is touching the ground. maybe my length would extend I didnt shortened my pant .rrrrrr. 😦 When I was cooking, my door was ring. my neighbor and sametime she is my best friend.
She was very panic and she said;
_ Emir fell ( her son) Sinem !Help me! we must go to hospital.
I said ;
O.k be relax. I have to see Emir.
and I went Up stairs. I saw Emir. He had a very big swelling on his head 😦 Really like a tennis ball.
My friend said ;
_ come on Sinem lets go.
She screams like crazy. NOOOOOOOO!
I said ;
_ my keys,my bag,my shoes…….She was not listen she only scream.. She did not allow me for to wear. She said always,
_I can not ! I can not ! You must carry Emir !!!
It was raining, we get in the car .continuously pressing the horn .But Emir was well .I am talking with him.
We entered hospital. I am carring boy. The nurse came and doctor. Emir were examined. Doctor call me. He asked;
_Are you his mam? I said,
_no…
He looked me and smile. And then lightning flickered in my mind. I looked myself and then to my friend. turned my eyes from the nerve. My trousers absorbed water up to my backside.short-sleeved T-shirt stuck to my skin …..Stop stop listen. Not finished…..Do you know how I got my foot?
SLIPPERS!!!!! SLIPPERS!!!!! :-((((
I turned my antenna head (my friend). oh what joy what joy…
leg boots, famous brand bag in her hand,and coats!!!!!
I am done 😦 My charisma is creepy places……I can never go there!!! Never and never.
Are you happy now? hııııı? Joke…joke….you take a joke 😦
focus onnnn? but you see in your dream again Ms Lisa Ray 🙂 Clouds on the air,you forget me:-) I already ate my friend with my words 🙂
Once I’ve residents, laughing coma……
See you any time Ms Lisa see you……( this is real joke)
Sweet dreams…..
LISA=DOĞA
hey !
dont know any jokes …
but this is it .. i found it coooool
well …
read it somewhere
“If fate doesn’t make you laugh, you just don’t get the joke.”
so be it ..
you know all of us are fighting …for something or the other !!
PS: ok ST read it … you know more of me than any one else…WTF !!
Habibti,
For the first time I’m a little worried about you.
Because you announced next blog, and not yet published. And there are no messages on Twitter.
IT DOESN’T MEANS TO PRESS YOU. NEVER.
I hope you are fine. I wish you the best.
And, meanwhile, more jokes…
In one occasion, Muhammed Ali (Cassius Clay)
would make a trip by plane and a flight attendant approached him:
– Please sir, you can fasten the belt?
– Why? Superman doesn’t need a belt to fly.
– Well, because Superman doesn’t need a plane to fly…
Why Hulk’s wife left him?
– Because she wanted a more mature man …
– I don’t know what we would do without you in this company, but let’s try it…
A businessman has to write a recommendation letter for an employed rather vague. He doesn’t want to lie about his employed, but doesn’t want to tell the truth. After careful consideration, he writes in the letter of recommendation:
“You will be lucky to get this person to work for you.”…
The chief said his employed:
– 17 years ago that I’m married!, I still love the same woman, isn’t it wonderful?
– I hope your wife doesn’t know it never!…
Lisa: smile. Always. WE ARE HERE. For you.
We are now a beautiful community. Thanks to you, of course…
Best wishes, and prayers,
Ximena.
FFF!!! FAITH – FORTITUDE – FIGHT!!!
LONG LIVE YELLOWLUTION!!!
LONG LIVE LISA!!!
BECAUSE SHE IS AN ANGEL ON EARTH…
water revisited – pure perfection!!
Lisa,
How are you? i hope you are ok! I am your fan from Brazil. The first time i saw you was in the film ” i cant think straight ”.
I am here to tell you to be stronge and keep you fight against you cancer. I know sometimes is difficult, but believe in yourself all the time. I will be here praying for you cure. Soon you will let the world that you are ok, 100%! Because you are a great actress, beautiful, funny and very stronge woman.
As soon you fell better you should come to Brazil!
All the best!!!! Keep fighting!!!! Kisses
Marina
Ring that bell, Baby! Another milestone completed!
Congratulations on banking those miracle cells! 🙂
Cheers to conquoring cancer in our lifetime!
Cheers to you, Lisa!
Laugh, laugh, laugh! 🙂
The Code of Ethical Behavior for Patients
1. Do not expect your doctor to share your discomfort.
Involvement with the patient’s suffering might cause him to lose valuable scientific objectivity.
2. Be cheerful at all times.
Your doctor leads a busy and trying life and requires all the gentleness and reassurance he can get.
3. Try to suffer from the disease for which you are being treated.
Remember that your doctor has a professional reputation to uphold.
4. Do not complain if the treatment fails to bring relief.
You must believe that your doctor has achieved a deep insight into the true nature of your illness, which transcends any mere permanent disability you may have experienced.
5. Never ask your doctor to explain what he is doing or why he is doing it.
It is presumptuous to assume that such profound matters could be explained in terms that you would understand.
6. Submit to novel experimental treatment readily.
Though the surgery may not benefit you directly, the resulting research paper will surely be of widespread interest.
7. Pay your medical bills promptly and willingly.
You should consider it a privilege to contribute, however modestly, to the well-being of physicians and other humanitarians.
8. Do not suffer from ailments that you cannot afford.
It is sheer arrogance to contract illnesses that are beyond your means.
9. Never reveal any of the shortcomings that have come to light in the course of treatment by your doctor.
The patient-doctor relationship is a privileged one, and you have a sacred duty to protect him from exposure.
10. Never die while in your doctor’s presence or under his direct care.
This will only cause him needless inconvenience and embarrassment.
Help me with my hair doctor
Patient: My hair keeps falling out. What can you give me to keep it in?
Doctor: A shoebox.
A very interesting fact
Doctor: Did you know that there are more than 1,000 bones in the human body?
Patient: Shhh, doctor! There are three dogs outside in the waiting room!
Yyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeesssssssssss!!!!!!!!!
You are in Twitter again. Ufff!!!!….
“Stem Cell collection complete!”…
“Princess Margaret is on the cutting edge of stem cell research: let’s conquer cancer in our lifetime ” Beautiful words…
Toward the cure… Let’s go!!
Thanks to PMH for all. For Lisa. And for the support to all patients.
I hope you laughed at everything that is written.
Rest. Laugh. Love.
And…If I write “Che, boluda!!!” all the time for you, I will. I mean, is the Argentina’s property… The phrase. We are recognized for that.
– Why the argentinians want to be astronauts?
– To see how the earth is without them…
Best wishes, habibti, YELLOW – FIGHTER!!!
Ximena.
Lisa- I’m a fellow MM sufferer, also young and also Canadian (but living in the U.S.)- diagnosed stage III in December 2008 and now in remission after 5 rounds of chemo and 2 stem cell transplants. There’s lots of progress in MM research and treatment and good reason to be positive about your prognosis. It gets better- hang on and have hope! Best thoughts, C.E.M. @ longlifenoodles.com
look at the star
look how they shine for you
and everything you do
they were all yellow..
sorry i just had to quote that tired little song, couldn’t help it
more importantly:
i don’t exactly know you aside from the fact that i saw you in a few films; every one of them has touched me and this blog, even more.
remember.. you can do everything through Him who gives you strength (got that verse somewhere in the bible)
god bless and thank you for your movies, your wisdom, your courage, your wit, your words, your blog, i could go on but i’ll stop now
Lisa
Excellent cast for this new french english film, Gilles Lellouche is really great actor he played in one of my favourite french movie” Ne le dis à personne”( Tell no one) a Thriller!
I’m really happy you play with him!
Happy about all these great news about you!
Take Care Lisa
Sylvie
My dear Lisa!
Reading your tweets this morning made me happy!
All about great news:-)
Congratulations for completing your stem cell collection
and thanks for PMH doing incredible job for the cure.
Yellowlution will win!
I hope now you will have time to stay at home with your family and friends for a while before the next step.
All your yellow diarists here wish you all the best.
You are our yellow princess who inspires us everyday with your smile, strength and positivness.
With love
Kati
hi-lo liza:-)
Every day for us is a struggle, the food we eat, our shelter, our clothes and the effort to buy and pay for all these things.
Sometimes we struggle more than the usual, and sometimes it’s more painful and drastic. But the difference is your outlook towards it. Your courage inspires many who suffer from the Big C, I hope you continue doing so no matter how hard and painful it is. I may not feel the pain you feel though once in my life I felt the fear of losing my own life.
Some leave in an instance, others have given a chance for another life. As long as there are hearts that beat, continue to hope, as long as there are minds working to discover there is a chance, as long as there are hands clasp in prayer there is a miracle…and there are people like me praying for you, so don’t give up.Never.
Keep the faith always:-)
OLTL
To Lisa and all my yellow fellows!
“Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.”
(Mother Teresa )
Hi Lisa,
I’ve seen some of you’re films (water, I can’t think straight, the world unseen) quite some time ago. Tala is by the way my favorite caracter. But last night I dreamt about you.
The weirdest part is that in my dream we played scrabble and drank red wine. When I woke up the first thing I thought this doesn’t make bloody sense at all; I was beat by Lisa Ray time after time playing scrabble in Dutch, you biligual queen you. You even won a stuffed Lion. I haven’t played the game for ages.
Then I thought maybe I should look you up on internet and ended up spending the whole afternoon reading you’re story. Had a laugh shed a tear and, to my surprise, read the words scrabble and red wine quite a few times.
I’ve read what you wrote about you’re mom but that discription suits you to. You’re a liones the way you deal with the illness everything thats going on; You take the bait and won’t let go.
After seeing you’re films you’ve allready made a great impression to me but after reading all this you became some kind of examle to me.
I never write things to people I don’t personally know, but the dream was so alive, and what I’ve read today matched my dream so much, that I had to do something with it. And anyway we’ve played scrabble together; by the way congratulations on beating me. I hope to take revenge some night soon.
Oh, and that Sinead O’Connor look suits you really good. And when you feel you have a moonface, well it’s still one of the most beautiful faces I’ve ever seen, exept there’s even more of that beautiful face.
Take care, love from Nicolle from Holland
If a comment was made for me ‘by one’. I said “by one” first I am sorry for this. because he or she was not give my name. Because of this I am not sure that comment was me or not. I am sorry. I prefer to give name If Iwant to tell my idea for anyone. This is my choice of course.
If the comment was for me. I can give very good answer. but I do not want to make a mistake. Because I do not know he or she. I do not want to be rude anytime. Maybe can be very nice person. Maybe does not understand me.
I only respect his or her . And I say “thank you for to tell your idea” Just I want to say this…
my fate taught me this…..
” When the someone do disrespect to me. I respond with civility.”
I love my fate
Hello Ms. Ray.
33 years in remission here, and only 41 years old. Tumours wqrapped around my spine, starting when I was 4 years old. I still have nightmares about the spinal tap. But as for remission: it *can* be done.
You have that drive to survive, and listened to your body and got treatment. I have worked with the American Pain Foundation for a few years now, and have noticed that those chronic pain patients who actively participate in solutions to end their pain, or at least alleviate it, get a greater sense of relief from their treatment modalities than those who just sit passively and expect a pill to cure them. I just this past July 17th had my lower right leg amputated as a result of complications from a motorcycle accident 18 years ago. I am on my 2nd prosthetic leg, and back to work, a standing job, 8 hour shifts with no breaks or lunch, 4 days a week. The county hospital, where I had this done, is having me talk to the news agency as their success story for amputations/physical therapy for the year. I knew years ago that having this procedure was the right thing for me, to get on with a better quality of life and get out of pain. I finally found a doctor who agreed to do it, and got it done. I was so prepared I even went out and got a tattoo of a dotted line, scissors and a “CUT BELOW DOTTED LINE” on the leg getting the Chop. Everyone in the Ortho ward loves it– it stayed on after the surgery. So far, my life has changed 100% for the better!
I tell you these things because I see alot of myself in you, from your writings. I see that will to keep on fighting, to not wait for the doctors to come to you, but for you to do your homework. To find out all the options so that you can have an informed discussion with your medical team about your treatment plan. I like that you have shaved your head instead of waiting, that you have harvested eggs, that your Bobcat is safe and secure in your life, and so on. Now you need to get a nice collection of touques to keep your little bean warm this winter! Your ears will get very cold- mine do, as my hair is not a whole lot longer than yours right now.
It is hard to be the strong one though– a big burden to carry. Yours is so much bigger than mine could ever be; if I could shoulder your burden I would, at least on Weekends and every other Wednesday….joint custody. Sometimes I could scream if one more person tells me that they admire me for being so strong and such an inspiration. They don’t see me crying at night, or stuck in my house afraid to go out to another doctors appointment because who knows what it will show up. They don’t understand the worry that is always there, in the background, when I have any bloodwork, and MRI or CT….will it show something? Will I be out of remission? Still, I sit back, and try to meditate…. and remember this:
Cancer is so limited…
It cannot cripple love,
It cannot shatter hope,
It cannot corrode faith,
It cannot eat away peace,
It cannot destroy confidence,
It cannot kill friendship,
It cannot shut out memories,
It cannot silence courage,
It cannot invade the soul,
It cannot reduce eternal life,
It cannot quench the Spirit.
If you ever care to communicate to someone who understands, feel free to contact me at dannynmpeterson @ aol.com. My best wishes to you. I enjoy your writings, and your work. And I like the weightgain.
Cheers,
Dannyn
HELLO MY DEAR ANGEL!!!!!
I sent a comment before this comment. That was not for you. I must tell this first.
Dear Lisa Ray, I hope you understand and you know me 😦 I am here for a long time. And I am very happy.
Completed your transplant….O.K You finished one more step. I am very happy for you. Now waiting time for new and healty cells….
Dont worry I think we will hear good news about new healty cells after 10 -15 days .
Thank you for your information about yourself
Bye….
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
LISA=DOĞA
oui, if you are tired of being home and reading that book, come here. Lets have coffee and biscotti at my neighborhood starbucks. 😉 Game, babe? 😀 take plenty of rest sweetum. love u
Lisa
I forgot to tell you Lisa i won a prize with Shamim’s french competition and you remember 24.24.24 i really think it’s a sin because when i think of something (i’m not a medium) but i don’t know why, it’s always happen and i’m sure about one thing, i’m sure about your recovery!
Kisses from France
Hey, lisa, are you ok? :)
Now,is early in the morning, ha,
Just watching the 《water》,
At the end of the time, I shed tears,
Why not just passing by the river, saved Kalyani?
Kalyani is the sacrifice in order to save more Indian women?
ha, fighting, dear lisa :)
Our sunshine lisa ,
and all people here ,
Cancer is something mystery
and as long as it is that way
no conclusion we can make.
Cancer is weird thing in life
So to be cured ,there is big chance
cuz it comes that way no matter how much we try to prove and so it can go that way.
keep the hope people
check inside every one life and see why
Lisa our great sunshine
Keep the faith and rememeber that sun always go then come to shine .
We love you .
Be strong
We need you
You are my heart and my soul
i love you as human and as great person in this life
Gods willing you will be cured
Just fight ,
If you fight
We Fight with you
the mercy of god will hear all our honest bleeding pray and loving soul for you
We all here standing by you
leave you with God care
Love you my freind , my sister .
Hey Liz,
When Demi Moore went with the shiny-scalp look for GI Jane, she was voted the sexiest woman to go with the bald look alive. Well personally I think you have beaten her hands down …..or rather mane down 😉 . Your right the MonaLisa at the Louvre did not evne come close to the stunning semblance.
Jokes & Teasing apart, I understand how important a woman’s hair is to her especially in her confidence and the boost it gives her to face the world [how do I know a friends mother is going thru the same] . Well until it grows back atleast neck length let each one of us bloggers provide you with the strength and remember no matter what you are beautiful because you feel beautiful .
Also your going to live to see a 100 and your not going anywhare until you give me a guided tour of Toronto & buy me that dinner 😉
Quada Hafiz,
Uday
Hi Lisa!
Our Miss France has been elected this evening, 5 minutes ago.
She looks alike you.
But you are our miss!
Kisses from Sylvie PARIS. France.
hi,lisa,love you!
Hello, Lisa ! Have a nice weekend~ 🙂
Apple
Jane Hirshfield
I woke and remembered
nothing of what I was dreaming.
The day grew light, then dark again —
In all its rich hours, what happened?
A few weeds pulled, a few cold flowers
carried inside for the vase.
A little reading. A little tidying and sweeping.
I had vowed to do nothing I did not wish
to do that day, and kept my promise.
Once, a certain hope came close
and then departed. Passed by me in its familiar
shawl, scented with iodine woodsmoke.
I did not speak to it, nor it to me.
Yet still the habit of warmth traveled
between us, like an apple shared by old friends.
One takes a bite, then the other.
They do this until it is gone.
hi-lo lisa,
still tired to get up, but my cat woke me up.he never sleeps in my room when i’m not here, a week of work is tiring.like ordinary weekends without other engagements i just want to stay in my room…
it’s just an ordinary wake up “song”for my cat, but not for me cause i remember your bobcat, so here i am…
just want you to know that i remember you this day and included you in my prayer:-) keep the faith!
OLTL
438th comment, not sure whether you would have the patience to read all this. I always admired you for so many years. Your stunning eyes, gracious beauty and that captivating sex appeal. I still remember that gladrags shoot, who doesn’t. 🙂 If I had a top 5 list of women to photograph, you would definitely be there, with or without hair on the head. I am a portrait photographer and I am already asking Santa for a photo session with you as my Christmas gift 😀
Be strong, I am sure you will kick cancer’s ass right out of the ballpark.
Sunith
Hi Liza
good morning !
Me encontre estos 2 videos fabulosos, con todos mis respetos para quien los realizó…magnifico trabajo.
Por favor,..no dejes de verlos…. son especiales para Tí.
Praying for Liza Ray
and
In the arms of a Angel
Te quieroooo
( Siempre estas en mis oraciones y en mi corazón )
from Mexico.
Hi Lisa,
this week I watched your films The world unseen and I can´t think straight. These films belong to the most beatifull films about love between two women I have ever seen. After watching these films I went on to youtube and google and tried to find everything about you, Sheeta, Shamin… so and now I am here and you are here with your fight… what to say.. I love women with short hair and you look just gorgeous!;-) Thank you, Lisa for your expressions as an actress, as a writer, as a fighter. You really encourage people. Hope you get it back somehow.
Best wishes,
Marcela
Yes it’s truth sylvie, she’s got the same gaze, and the same eyes!
Hi again!
Look at our miss!
Don’t you see the resemblance?
Kisses!
Sylvie.
Hi Lisa…
Here is a testimony . Try Jesus ! And see your life transformed.
God Bless
Wednesday : Celebrated my Bday by God’s grace. God gave me victory in my Demo with an important client. Started feeling weak.
Thursday : Early morning was running fever. Took a tablet and drove the car . Vomited twice on the way and brought out blood. Kept halting the car in between for a break because was too exhausted to drive. Reached home safe by God’s grace. In the evening vomited only blood ! Was rushed to Casualty . Tests were being run , medicines were being sent via the IV line and my Hemoglobin count began to drop drastically ! The doctors started making arrangements for a blood transfusion for me. It was almost midnight
Friday : Our God is awesome and He never lets go of us. He let me know that blood count would rise and I would not need a transfusion. And true enough as they kept monitoring my hemoglobin count in the very next test it went up ! No blood transfusion required. Praise the Lord ! Then the doctors wanted to do an endoscopy to see for the source of any internal bleeding. And I prayed “Lord I don’t care if there were already things wrong (ulcers, …) in my stomach but now You heal it “ And the Lord told me ‘You will only find a small laceration in the stomach line. So do not worry”.
True enough when the doctors did the test they were so surprised to see that everything was normal. The only thing they found was a tiny small negligible graze (laceration) on my stomach which was there due to the strain of vomiting and nothing else.
The fever continued to keep rising side by side and my head pounded.
But unfortunately for the devil, prayers and praise also kept rising ! Many men and women of God remembered me in prayers
Saturday : I woke up after having seen in a dream that this attack of satan has been broken . Its over. True enough by God’s grace Friday evening was the last time the fever would ever touch my body
I woke up all fresh and energetic with a word from God and sat with my Bible as good as I can ever be ! Every single test that was carried out came back negative ! The doctors had nothing to say other than ‘so when do you want to be discharged?’
Sunday : I am sitting at home, typing this out to you and am now gonna get ready and leave for church !!
HIS GRACE IS SUFFICIENT FOR US !!
HELLO MY DEAR ANGEL!!!!!
How do you feel yourself my blue rose?
I miss you Lisa Ray. Why I miss? I do not just I want to say this sentence.
Yes, doğa is darkblue belt. Bade is 2. green belt. succeeded !!!
Now ,like a egg in my head.When I move It is rolling. Yesterday,I drunk too much whiskey 🙂 I like good quality whiskey 🙂 EEEEE women be quality, drinks will be quality 🙂 I am giddy giddy….
Today again sinema for girls.I am living for hers 🙂 I am happy.
I miss my sister 😦 became very aggressive. I am angry everything. because I’m afraid.:-( fear of losing….
She does not fear losing me also she wanted. But I am afraid Although everthing I love my sister. And I miss you. I have to defeat this protection Lisa. Just time ,just time….
Please tell me What you want to talk. About Which subjects can I write or you want ? What do you like I do not know..:-( If I go for a while how can..? I am afraid to begin boring to you. Yes, yes the best this one. I’ll go soon for forever in your life.( Ha ha this can be a just dream for you).
ıf I look like fools again and again…, I am here forever!! ARE YOU O.K? Now, when you hear this ; Certainly, an huge acne jumped on your face from stress. Did you see? your interesting was habits at me:-) You must avoid blasting your acne. then it spread everywhere. Anyway, as you like that is your choice.You can then get rid of me never.You dont bleasting, I can not spread …..Selection is your little lady 🙂
Haaaa do not tell again JOKE !! (this is joke). You did happy me very very much.I can not explain my happiness. My vocabulary is very large in my own language. If you want Turkish, O.K. But English you have troubles enough, I can not cherish this pain to you.(hıııı JOKE).Your heart may not be based on 🙂
Love you my Blue rose
GOOD NIGHT!!!
LISA=DOĞA
hey Lisa, i love and admire the way ure taking it. this piece on ur blog has made me cry. wishing u speedy recovery. youll b fine soon. Wajiha, Karachi, Pakistan!
Dear lisa
where are you ?
Hey you, amazingly awzome woman. 🙂
I’ve read your blog since September.
And it’s about time for me to thank you again.:)
Your blog always move me, and always make me think deeper. Through the layers of me.
So thank you, you brave lion tamer!
Thank you for affecting my life. 😀
And most of all for the inspiration!
Thank you, for being you…
I wish you the best of what you can be.
With all my love, Katrine H.
Welcome to bald club but u still look way more gorgeous than the people with hair :*
Keep fighting and i will keep Praying.
Loads of Prayers and love
Hina
I want to send you a photo of my beautiful new Bulldog puppy! She wants to wish you well. How would I do that? Wish you were here to give her a HUG! Her name is Murphy… as in Murphy Brown… a fellow journalist! My undergrad was in journalism and photography!
Habibti,
This is a continuing fight.
Fight.
No words.
Best wishes,
Ximena.
No, no!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was wrong!!!
This is a video.
Forgive me. Forgive me all of us.
Best wishes,
Ximena.
PS: Qué boluda!!!
lisa,
good day, never stop fighting hope to see u very soon in good health. wishing u all the best… love you…
Hi Lisa,
How are you feeling today? Im Ruby, one of your fan. I Love everything about you. Wish i could meet you…we are in same country, im also from canada. Lisa im prying to god to give you fast recovery, and he will listen us soon. I want to see more of your good movies, so get well soon and give me lot more good movies to see…OK my Angle!
Take care…
I Love You
xxx
Ruby
vraiment super !!!
HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED!!!!!!
Welcome to my diary !!! This blog is yours weekly.:-)
how Does sprouting seeds…..? Kind of soil is important for soil seeds. Take care of your soil you talk with it. They are alive dont forget.
half an hour ago,I received a phone. Deputy director of the school…..
She said:
_ We want ,your daughter to engage in an examination. The state’s “superior intelligence and superior skills exam.”
WOWWW! But I said;
_ why ? I dont see any superior skill …
woman was surprised , laugh and said ;
_ You have different reactions from other mothers. Everyone want this chance. You ask why?
We decided that your doughter’s have extraordinary emotional and social intelligence…..
I said ;
_ O.K thank you Mrs. ….
_ 0 _
I did not want to talk more but I know ,The first phase of the exam never win with emotional or social intelligence. She succesfull but she slow. For this exam she need speed. Because she will compete with time. Doğa looks like a turtle…
And then I called my husband .First reaction of course;
_ She looks like me ha haa!
I said;
_ You are right darling:-)
I think, I hope she does not look like me. Really Lisa. I am not stupid but my intelligence like the Superman. You think…..
” If Superman were so clever, he would’t wear his underwear on his pants..”
Isn’t it? I have this style of stupidity. Doğa doesn’t be like me. It can be so good 🙂
Do you know what I think? Why dont you Try to make dreams board ?
Get a big cardboard. It can be yellow color. This is your color. You believe this color’s lucky…
on top of the cardboard you paste your goals and desires describing pictures.
Paste it into your bedroom wall. But dont forget you have to see easy.
you look at it every morning and every evening. repeat aloud Lisa. it should take the time not just 3 days.
This will be a film and you are a starring actress in this film. I think this is not difficult for you ha?
Only considerations can not turn dreams into reality. Feelings is the energy source and building blocks of icons Dear friend.
Keep your icons colored. Like the camera showing flu but you need to focus that camera isnt it?
Sometimes you can see black color. It is normal. But you think just white… Because .black is the absence of color But the white, The association is composed of all colors .Your purpose have to be the white beatiful woman 🙂
Dont angry me for I told to you ‘beatiful woman’. But It is true Lisa Ray. I want to a joke but I am afraid. Because little shame…mmmm I want to tell ya…:-P
If you draw eyebrows, eyes, a mouth to your butt, I am sure ,even It would be nice of my face …:-) What can I do this is my idea. At the democracy, ideas can be said. Sorry… sorry…forgive me.
O.K.. O.K I am going.:-)
See you soon..
I Love you my whisper and my Blue rose…
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
LISA=DOĞA
Hiya Lisa,
I’ve been reading your blog for as long as you’ve written… and have watched all your movies…
Watch this inspirational video of Terry Fox –
and celebrate life… God Bless!!
Lisa dear,
when times are hard, and all we feel is pain… there is hope that the sun will shine again and perhaps things will get better. your openness and honesty help me fill the void in my heart. you touched my life with your optimism. when life is uncertain and i am scared, all i look for is your enigmatic smile. you are a lovely soul. i love you. God bless you always.
Dear Lisa;
I’m not good at English but I try at least I do have deeply admired yr exposure to Public and it’s absolutely brave thing to do.
Just wanna tell you that we all support you as always.
Mel
My Dearest Lisa
you r metaphysically metaphorical.i think u r a little bit lasy to deny death.i think u will live longer than life itself.keep the fif fight go on till u beat the cancer. a chinese utopia is possible if you hang around with peking than jintao’s metaphor Bejing
Love from red Canada,oh ! yellow lisa you may live to deny the fact that life is abnormal
P.S i like your post about being yourself
HELLO Ximena! For you:
HELLO EMERALD EYED!!!!!
Are you sleeping ?
How are my eye’s light? How are you my heart’s sweet throb…?
I want to talk different kinds of subject about your health. But I can not do this in here 😦 I was be children with leukemia you know. I know all side effects and I know your philosophy 😦
I do not live only in the world of dreams. I am talking very much because I know very much things……. 😦
Maybe my words will be classic and comic for youIf I was be instead of you I thought this.I would say that open 😦 Lisa, I wish I can feel your hands. I wish I can look your eyes with my eyes. Believe me I am not just talk I am feeling. I know, strange and maybe silly for you Lisa .Who are you? And Why I want to be near you? Why ? Really I dont understand and I dont know.What a strange coincidence…Something drew me to you. What? or Why? I dont know. But I am sure reasons not your famous or not your beauty.
I am going to be honest…I am not your fun Lisa . I am not anyone’s fun. This is very remote idea for me. We are just a person that s all. only the physical differences..I dont know and I admire a man or a woman. …..Not for me….İf I was 17 years I could be normal. I would not be valid for me . But now impossible Lisa 🙂 I was born 1974. Is It normal for me ? Of course NOO! If you know me, You can believe me…..
When I was pregnant, I had strong feelings.I dont know why but this is true. It was valid for my 2 pregnants. I am not pregnant now 🙂 but my feelings very strong again. If you want ,you can tell stupid to me I am getting this risk. It is not important for me in situation.
Can you sleeping enough?
Did you lose weight?
Do you have agressive behaviors?
How isYour heart? fear, excitement, anxiety are compressing your heart. Attention your heart Lisa.
Do you want to cry every moment?
your heart is hitting in my body. I love you ,I feel you….
See you my friend.
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
LISA=DOĞA
Love love loooove you bellissima 🙂
Guys,
please ,
lets stop talking and say one thing
lisa where are you ?
Lisa, where are you?
I hope everything is alright!
Sylvie.
Helen:
I must admit that the baby quickly recognized my error…
I hope that Lisa will have laughed too like this…
I take it as something funny…
I’m very clumsy.
I’m very clumsy.
Ok. Habibti, sorry…
Mmmmmm…. Damn…
Best wishes,
Ximena.
PS: I sent a lot of jokes. But this is the funniest thing that could happen. I’m very clumsy.
Lisa: I’m very boluda!!!
Lisa,
How are you????
Your words gives everybody hope. We would love to read more article.
Keep fighting!
Beijo
Babe, hows u? Is you Cat done pausing and taking care of his whiskers? If so, he is back back? u tc
I love this song by Rascal Flatts (remembered you when it was playing):
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you’re faced with a choice and have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you
And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walking till you find a window
If its cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything
My wish for you, that this life becomes all that you wanted to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you are out there getting where you getting to
I hope you know somebody (BobCat) loves you (and all of us too in a non-BobCat way ;))
And want the same things too, yeah this, is my (ya’ll yellows) Wish
Goodness, you look great with no hair!
OK, 2 jokes for you:
1.
Sherlock Holmes and Dr Watson go on a camping trip. After a good dinner and a bottle of wine, they retire for the night, and go to sleep.
Some hours later, Holmes wakes up and nudges his faithful friend. “Watson, look up at the sky and tell me what you see.”
“I see millions and millions of stars, Holmes” replies Watson.
“And what do you deduce from that?”
Watson ponders for a minute. “Well,
bullet
Astronomically, it tells me that there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets.
bullet
Astrologically, I observe that Saturn is in Leo.
bullet
Horologically, I deduce that the time is approximately a quarter past three.
bullet
Meteorologically, I suspect that we will have a beautiful day tomorrow.
bullet
Theologically, I can see that God is all powerful, and that we are a small and insignificant part of the universe.
But what does it tell you, Holmes?”
Holmes is silent for a moment.
“Watson, you idiot!” he says. “Someone has stolen our
tent!”
2.
Why do ducks have webbed feet?
To stamp out fires.
Why do elephants have flat feet?
To stamp out burning ducks
Habibti,
You’ve been modeling for several years…
Ok.
I said: I’m very clumsy.
But… I’m not the only…
I hope you don’t have this happen…
With love,
Ximena.
Hola corazón ! ( LizaRaniRay )
solo quiero saber si estas bien..
si pudiera haber alguna señal, algun comunicado aunque sea en breve,.. de alguien que este a tu lado y nos informe que te encuentras bien…
Mucha personas te quereeeemoss. Us Love You .
y esperamos tener alguna noticia del estado de tu salud en este momento.
Yaaa Quieroo Ver tu carita Sonriendo con tus ojos color verde Esmeralda,….Precioosooos !,…. que a tooodos nos encantan.
Tambien te quiero dedicar esta otra canción, es de:
Celine Dion: Ave Maria– With Lyrics
María la Madre de nuestro señor Jesucristo, Siempre estará contigo y más en estos momentos, Aferrate con mucha Fe en ella, como yo lo hago, a ella le pido cada mañana te dé alivio ante esta enfermedad y puedas recuperar muy pronto tu salud.
Liza Te queremooos para Muchooo, Muchooo tiempo más porque tu nos Inspiras corazón a Ver la vida con un Cielo más Azul, con un entorno más alegre,….más Feliz,…
I Love You Liza
Marie From México.
Lisa You Are The BEST…..
This is just an experiencie and I hope that this disease ends soon.. There are many persons that we know you and You have all our love and fondness…
Only You can be strong, and we are going to be with you Always…
I Love You So Much… You are so great!!!
México Loves You..
I am with Youu Lisaaaa!!!
We need to know.. WHERE ARE YOU??? ARE YOU OK? RIGHT??
KISSES AND SO MUCH LOVE
HELLO MY DEAR ANGEL!!!!!
Good afternoon to you and good morning to me 🙂
Forgive me I talked silly yesterday. You dont like that kinds of words. I know but sometimes I can be superman intelligence 🙂 but your friends do not talk with their feelings? I talk sometimes. This is not valid just for writing. I tell my feelings with my voice. This can be difficult for some people. But this is easy for me.
Sometimes I am talking with my parents about my feelings. I learned this from my mam. But my father not familiar when I talk he always cry. For example he will cry today. of course me. Because he called me yesterday evening. He was very sad because of my and my sister relation. I must talk with my ‘ little giant man’.(my dad)
If anything happens to him, never forgive myself and my sister NEVER! My father has heart patient. I think, My heart problem is a heritage from him.
I am here your afternoon time. I will be inside your computer when you sleep my friend.
Could you allow me for kissing ?
Thank you….I asked and I give answer goood ha ha 🙂
I like to smell before to kiss. Because of this ,first I am taking a big breath……After I filled my lungs with your smell………A little kissing…..Thank you my blue rose.
you smell really like your good heart, such as significant of your eyes. as the red dot inside the your right hand 😛
I have that red dot in the same place but inside my left hand.
My dougters on my left wrist in my tatoo everytime. You are in my left palm. so I’m trying to not pinch my palm. for not to crush you, for not to crush your hopes, for To avoid damage to your wings, for you dont stay in the dark.
I would protect it like my eyes for not hurt you. I’m keeping it warm all for not cold you. I put it on my bosom for to feel you in my heart. ….My tears….Enough Lisa!
See you soon I hope with joke..
LISA=DOĞA
dear lisa,
was wondering if any part of your treatment was done in india..
if so.. could i get the name of the doctors involved. A family member may need treatment asap.
many thanks…
love ur look..
get well soon.
big hug
Minha linda Lisa… I just want you to know that I love everything you do and you are really amazing…
I’m Brazilian girl, but I saw a lot of countries giving force to you =D… That’s awesome 😀
I love you and between us, you are really gorgeus woman :)…I want to have eyes like yours hahahahahaha….
Fica bem tah meu anjo ;)…. Mil beijos do Brasil …
Stay fine ok my angel 😉 … A thousand of kisses from Brasil…
Você é inspiração… pelo menos é a minha !!!! Te amooooooo
HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED!!!!
I did not wear glasses while reading a book a few days. My eye hurts a little.
Good night my dear friend 🙂
I hope You sleep comfortable and painless…
Sweet dreams….
LISA=DOĞA
Hi, Lisa
I was deeply impressed by your beauty and talents on the screen the first time i watched your movie. But your optimistic attitude towards life is what inspired me most.
Very happy to see you have such a strong “support system” from doctors, friends, fans and anyone who loves life. I am very glad to be one of them. Your new image looks different but good especially for its ponit of saving you “a ton of cash” :>
I like the saying “One’s destination is never a place but rather a new way of looking at things’ you wrote.
I will try to make my life have more sense for myself, for people who love me and people who I love. And i believe you will do better than me.
Best Regards
Ting
From China
My dear lisa
Hey, good evening
🙂 Today, how are you?
Today I went to see the film 《huamulan 》, we an ancient Chinese female hero
Mmm, you know the story about mulan?
Mmm, when can you come to China?
Mmm, did you want to enjoy a traditional Chinese medicine in China?
Mmm, after you complete recovery ? Come here Swim mountain and Play water,ha,I really want to do in your free guides
tomorrow, you can recover 🙂
Become healthier, happier and more beautiful
Ha ha:),
Fighting,lisa
From love you myra
HELLO Ximena!
Not ridiculously. I’m sorry model and her feet.чтобы to understand it it is necessary to be model. At you joke of the sadist.
Не смешно . мне жаль модель и её ноги .чтобы понять это нужно быть моделью. У вас шутки садиста.
Helen,
Sorry if you taked the video that way.
I’m not sadistic. The video was not made by me… Tell that to the author.
I thought your video about my mistake (of the baby) was done with good intention. But now I doubt it.
It can be viewed as sadistic as well …
All of us can make mistakes.
Ok. I say no more about it.
This space is for Lisa. Not for me or you.
Lisa: forgive this situation.
I hope you are well and resting.
Best wishes, Habibti, 🙂
Ximena.
HELLO Ximena!
I don’t spread video where people will cripple themselves.
Я не распространяю видео, где люди нанесут вред себе.
Dear Lisa:
Where are you??? are you Ok???
I hope your fine, very fine ok?
kisses from Chile
HELLO Ximena! For you:
Our Dear Sunshine lisa,
here now time is around 10:40 before midnight
here from a middle of world ,some one is thinking of you
and wish you have such beautiful day
love you
samar
Ximena!
As I understand, and if have correctly translated, this blog which Lizy have created not only for itself. Also for other people whom all have written to thoughts and have told about problems. Then, the blog is for this purpose created?
Поскольку я понимаю, и если правильно перевели, этот блог, который Lizy создали не только для себя. Также для других людей, которых все написали мыслям и сказали о проблемах. Тогда, для чего создан блог?
Ximena!
As I understand, and if have correctly translated, this blog which Lisa have created not only for itself. Also for other people whom all have written to thoughts and have told about problems. Then, the blog is for this purpose created?
My Dear Lisa……my Virtuous one))))))))))))))))))))
To continue with the meaning I have come up with as far as your name is concerned, today I try to cap it off so here goes………….
R—————– radiating
A —————- abundant
Y—————– Yellow)))))))))))))))))))))))
—————————————————————————
Lisa………Love is steadfast always !
Rani—— Resilient and never insolent !
Ray——- Radiating abundant yellow !
In all your trials and pains and ups and downs and now soon to triumph with the SCT…. you are a ROCK that transcends beyond what the Rock of Gibraltar means !
Nothing can shake you or move you .You are our Rock, our Warrior,our safe place in this crazy world. You have allowed us a space in your life and we are blessed by this.
Your name and the words I have put to it is special and is a true reflection of who you are and what you have presented to me and as such I hope you accept this gift from me to you…….. You are as special as you name !
Keep the faith, ALL WILL BE WELL SOON my love.
Bye for now……..rosemarieramnarine@yahoo.com
Hi Lisa ,
today i was thinking about you …and i stumbled upon a site which says :
Recent research in Japan and Australia has revealed that advanced cancer of the stomach and bones have been cured successfully. Patients suffering from these kinds of cancer should daily take one tablespoon of honey with one teaspoon of cinnamon powder for one month 3 times a day.
I believe in alternate ways of cure, also in Ayurveda. hope you read this and give it a try. just visit the site and probe into that.
http://cure.remedies.googlepages.com/home
Lots of love and blessings.
Mamta
Hii Sis,
I just wanna send you some love, kisses and warm hugs
Take care
GBU
Hi Lisa,
I hope that you well get by
I hope that you well love me
I hope that you well care for me
I hope that you and I are happy
I hope that the day well came when we meet
I hope that you like what you see
I hope that you well love me
I hope that you and I well always be happy
I hope that I well not make you cry
I hope that we will last for life
I hope that love is what we will see in one other
I hope that you well never live me
I hope
I hope
I hope this well came true
I hope
I hope
I can only hope —- Bradley Stewart
hi lisa,
i admire you for being strong and optimistic.
here’s a big hug for you!:)
-kia
Dear Lisa,
It’s great to see your spirit and positivity- probably the most important things to get through difficult situations. I’m a correspondent for India Today Woman (the magazine) in Delhi and at the moment I am working on a story about women who’ve survived cancer or are dealing with it. Was wondering if you would be open to talking about it to me. My email id is sumaiya.khan@intoday.com. Looking forward to hearing from you,
Thanks and best wishes,
Sumaiya
HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED!!!!!!!!
I stayed late today for to talk with you sorry and I miss you:-) I am begining…..
What are you feeling in your mind ,in your body ?
I always used to upset. When my friends be very curious for someone or for anything….. I think, I talked too big. “too big” We use this term in this case. For example;
_ I never go there.
_ I never marry with her or him…
_ I never buy this t-shirt like this…
_ I never interest unknown person for me….
Ya our old people say in this situation ” dont talk too big”.
One day come, and you can “spit your lick”.
Sooo, never say “never”. You may have to do a day.
I like to talk with old people. they are real sage 🙂
Past time, this advice enters my ear and it took out my other ear.( ı was not pay attention)
Nowwww, you taught to me this advice, absolutely correct. you taught me a new truth in my life dear Lisa. Thank you Lisa.
I hope my life and my feelings for you a little bit, but a little bit was sample .
you avoid misunderstanding. I dont give advice. you know. Everytime,I am writing and my feelings to you just in my living. I am not here for my problems for now. I am here only for you . Because I like and I want to be with you. Thats all.
The Details, very very important for me. small details have changed my life. maybe because of , when I talk, when I embark I always think a few seconds. broken -broken , I learned not break. to make mistakes to make, I learned make minumum mistakes. Ha what will happen ?
We will die.. Can we use our experinces to the other world Lisa?
Anyone dont know Lisa.
I’m not afraid of death If death had a bad good people, Messengers was die?
Believe me I was not write for negative thinking. This is very pozitive thinking for me. This subject not for you believe me. I want to talk about everthing ıf you are my friend. I said this ,because; I know, some people think “ooo negative and bad talking:-( “. This is my answer before someone to ask.
I am no focusing on your disease. You are same for me like every people. Because I talk every subject. This is me.
We need pain experience? Why me? What did I do for this pain?
I asked these questions too much time Lisa. I never get a response
When I didnt get a response . I was angry and I hate from all questions and experience.
I have overcome all this now. I said myself. Every alive have a reason for living in the universe. Butterfly is living just one day. This is a balance Lisa. We are living for some purpose like all alives. We are living for world and for all universe. If average life is 70 years old. It has a reason. We have to live long life.We have our privilege. We can love, we know patience, we are loyalty. We can talk with my feelings, we can write a poem with my feelings, we can create a new melody with my feelings and of course ıf we have talet, we can do role for other people feeling well,of course ıf we have a talent.
If all people know you. It means you have a very big giant. Generally we wish luck for our friends, parents. I think this is not important. Because If a person live for only for ownself, He or she living only for nature balance. But If a person known by many people. His ao she has got a big giant in her or his body. They dont live just ownself not only for nature balance. He or she living for good feelings ,lives for happiness, for to give pleasure other’s.
The most fortunate people in the world has a giant Lisa. You have a giant but most important thing you could find your giant. This is most important for happiness. If you find your giant. It means you are clever. You are lucky Lisa.Maşallah!
Look at me ha 🙂 I am living only for nature…:-P I missed many chances. I have two regrets. And because of those I am here.
I won the Turkish music section of Conservatory when I was 13 years. My parents didnt want 😦 and than
When I was 10. class, my teacher of picture asked me to go to the Anadolu academy of fine arts. to win was very difficult because ıt was Anadolu High school. In my education system ıf you see ‘anadolu’ It means you need very high puan. I entered the exam and I won Lisa. They said ‘you have to start again 9.class.’ I didnt want and my parent accept my decision:-( And what happened Univercity of Marmara Hotel Management. Yes I manage my home.:-) I dont like my job and I dont work now.
These are experience Lisa good or bad. I am happy not unhappy believe me. But I have ‘wish’. You never tell “I wish”.ha? What you want to do ,doooo just do dont thing too much.
People reproduce..animals reproduce..
Reproduce and a child different Lisa from animals. Of course because of huge Love. Why women feel unconditional love. Because we were created that. Because human babies are born so helpless than animals. baby want patience ,patience….When you can be patience only and only ıf you love Lisa.
When I married I could not get pregnant.I have 4 years of treatment.then I give up.I was damned.had a bad feeling.
I understand now, yes great love that’s right. Why great love I explained to you…for patience…
Look Lisa, my kids always want something. I say; Pick up your room.
They say; Can you buy a surprice ıf we pick up?
But I do everything for hers and free. This is life ,this is balance all of these for nature. I am sure because,
When the agency denied the child, 1 year old baby became ill. He was very cute 🙂 child had 39 fever. I Removed his clothes. For warm shower. He was very angry to me so he was biting my hand. haaarrrt! I thought it broke.But not break 🙂 He was afraid when he see me. He looked to me like a baby cat. He was twisted his neck. I did not upset that child did not hurt me Lisa. I put his head to my chest.I only feel compassion and worry. Like my doughters.do not ever go out of my sight.
Really I do not write this. Just chat with you.These are not philosophy 🙂 a little paragraph in my life and I understand from my life. True or false I dont know. What’s what I have in my life Lisa 🙂 You didnt see anything:-)
exactly!
I have many errors in my english. Really I am ver sorry from you Lisa Ray.:-(
My sweetheart see you again soon..
love to you from me…
LISA=DOĞA
Keep Fighting!
love you and your spirit
HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED!!!!!
I have read my writings. I Think you dont need jokes. You read my english words enough :-)))))
Now, you have a new english word. Please you add your dictionary…
I say YUUUUUUHHHHH! to myself.
Did you hear or see “ownself” 🙂 I do not know how I have written.
And “puan”. sometimes I mixed turkish words with english words.
Puan = Score
I dont know do you understand ? I hope you understand 🙂
How is your harvesting ? Do you have any news about you cells. What kind harvesting my sweetheart.?
Good night my blue rose 🙂
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
LISA=DOĞA
Hello, Habibti,
How are you today? Well? Happy? This is what I wish for you.
Today and always.
I am a little worried about you. But I was the other day and you wrote on Twitter. And I think we all calmed down…
You should write when you want it. Of course.
Like always: FFF!!! FAITH – FORTITUDE – FIGHT…
Best wishes,
Ximena.
LONG LIVE YELOWLUTION!!
LONG LIVE LISA!!
BECAUSE SHE IS AN ANGEL IN EARTH…
Dear Lisa…
There On the 15.12 I am taken up in my hometown as a donator in the marrow donator’s file.
I am glad about it very much.
I hope i can help one or more human…:)
Every day i think of you…Lisa…
Do you well?
Dear Lisa
I live in Rio de Janeiro – Brazil.
I have seen his movies and thought wonderful and talent goes beyond …
I admire your talent.
It was by chance that you know what is going today and further admire his courage and you are an inspiration to us all!
You are a beautiful person! I love you Lisa Ray!
Kisses in your heart!
To My Virtuous One Lisa Rani Ray,
Dearest Lisa, Here s hoping you had a rewarding day and know that you are in my thoughts and prayers , always !
Take good care and Im missing your blog. Do write soon…………………………………. All my Love…
rosemarieramnarine@yahoo.com
Bye for now my ROCK !
Hi my dear friend Liz
How are you today? did your white soldiers line up with older?
aha…should be .well, its nice to hear you’re doing well on twitter.Even though you’re not feeling your best with a little time, good care and rest, It won’t be long until the happy day when you’re feeling fine in every way. deep bless and hugs ….
felyse
Did IIII tell you that I love you? 🙂
Miss your tweet(s) babe :(. One tweet once every two days will do sweetie, so we know how you are doing/what you upto. tc baaby gal
Dear !!!
How r you doing ? Miss you much. Every morning when I wake up first thing to do is to check your twitter. Love you.Hope you are fine. Best to you.
With love,
Silence
PS don’t know why I can’t post here with my own computer. Thanks God for I can still post with office computer .
HELLO MY EMERALD_EYED!!!!!
I woke up at 6 o’clock. housework, cooking and I am here again and same time. This time the best time in my day. I am talking my dear friend.
In here the sun is shining. When I see sun I feel peace always. I dont like too hot just sun. Spring is best season for me in here of course.I dont know Canada’s spring. It should be nice.
Anyway when I go to Canada I will see. Now I see flock of seagulls. my house very close to the sky. I extend my hand to hold, such as gulls. 1 year later I will move the other home.at the foot of the mountain this time I will always touch my garden.
Does these seagulls get me on the wing? Do they blow me? Where ? I know where I want 🙂 Look my face smile, When I dream.
I’m proud today. My friend from high school. She will birth. She will be a son. she asked me to put my son’s name. I was astonished.before I did not accept.
because my country has a meaning of each name.There is a belief. everyone lives with the name and carries the characteristics of name. Just belief. Because of this I didnt want. But she didnt accept.
I thought a name. In fact you get put that name. Because when I think a name at same time I am going to think to you. And I found a name Lisa 🙂
” ÇINAR” ( PLANE ) It is a tree. In turkish pronunciation is very good. Why Çınar ?
Because the plane is larger, powerful, durable, long-lived. it adheres to the soil with ıt’s large and strong roots. You can not remove it easily from the soil. Ya Lisa did you see you are a name mother now 🙂
You are finishing a day. You are tired I know. I can not do anything this is my misfortune Lisa. I am very very sorry 😦
Good evening my angel on my right shoulder.
My bee,
My Blue rose,
My Sinem,
My heart and my power will be with you. I am trying to hear your whispers my sweetheart 🙂 Of course I cant completely Lisa Ray :-(.
I am writing always LISA=DOĞA. You know Doğa is a part of my.hııı?
love and kiss to you from too far but same time from very very close my darling……
LISA=DOĞA
My dear Lisa,
Similar to so many yellow fellows here, starting the morning with checking your tweets and blog is the essential part of my daily ritual.
Your third week in hospital is coming almost on its end and we do not know about you since last Friday. Are you still there? When will be your SCT?
It is only questions I am thinking about, of course I know you should concentrate on your recovery and not the writing. This is the most important of all now and we are patiently waiting for you whenever you can come back:-)
I want to believe that your treatment is going on successfully further and you feel well considering all the circumstances. We all know that this is the most difficult phase of your life but you will definitely overcome it inspite of the dark days. You are in the best hands.
And we live and breath together with you.
Needless to say (you obviously know) that we are thinking of you, talking about you, praying for you everyday and send our love through the comments and tweets to help speeding up the healing process inside you.
“God didn’t promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.”
With love
Kati
Hi Lisa!
Until now, I did not dare to write u.
but today I try. I was a little bit afraid not to find a good words..i would like to do different but what can I say to u more than people didn’t already say.
u r gorgeous; yr eyes enchant, well it’s said …
Hope u feel ok. It’s long time ago i haven’t seen news about u ( I know u have too much to do and to think and sometimes it’s not easy to please everybody… sorry I don’t want to push u).
Today I was reading a French magazine and it made me think of u; maybe that could interest you ( don’t worry, it is not just when I’m reading book I think of u, it would be easier 😉 )
It was a doctor I will try to translate what he said, I’m not sure u will understand all, my English is not fluent, so maybe it would be better if u speak French, why not ?maybe u do? It’s a beautiful language and like that u can talk to interesting people like me I know it’s a good idea lol ya I’m humble. nice to meet u my darling.
he said “The disease does not fall of the sky, at random. She emerges often after a long period where our body, get along to adjust accommodations, made necessary by exterior (pollution, stress, damage)or interior ( nervous breakdown, inheritance) disruptions.
When the symptoms explode, this is the sign that the mechanisms of natural self-regulation aren’t anymore sufficient, and it is necessary to help the body to find a new balance.
But to do that, it is not evidently sufficient to eliminate the symptom. Take in consideration the sick organ, do a diagnosis, set up the treatments more effective is essential, but insufficient.
To kill the symptom mustn’t conceal the message come from the person, that is to say a body hyper complex and unique called “body-spirit -soul”. That’s why, we always should propose to ours patient a real investigation, not to find the disease causes, but to understand the reasons.
(…) Stop looking at the disease as an enemy to cut down and the medicine as a war machine. To fight against the disease it means to fight against a part of oneself. The disease is not a malefic force that would want to annihilate us. It is a matter to look at different and to propose the disease as an event, that is to say as a crisis where the unconscious speaks, so that the patient progressively can decipher the direction of what happens and change state of conscience. The disease becomes then not more a simply medical problem, but an existential experience.
(..)All the same the final objective is to get better.
(…) whatever the therapeutic measures set up to dissolve the symptoms, the essential is to mobilize the life energy that we have”
(Hope my English is not too much sh.. and it’s not too difficult to understand more than 3 words)
His name is Dr Jean Pierre Muyard, he wrote a book.
I don’t know if it can help u to get better, i ask u to excuse me if u think it’s a bad idea..i don’t want to hurt u writing this sentences.
all right I will stop there and leave you to be going to read other messages.
I think of u..
Take care
Sand
HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED!!!!
Now , your sleeping time my Lisa Ray.
I do not know… How are you … I can only hope so….
But this is not bad in this position isnt it? 🙂
you are there. This information enough for me. If I going to be instead of you, I can not believe to me. I am a little liar…This is not enough for me. You have a liar acquaintance.( but, this is white lie Lisa 😛 )
Good night , nice dreams…
love to you from me
LISA=DOĞA
Hey Ms Ray,
Just watched ur interview with ur new cut and u lookin really
gut even with the extra wt u gained and i got the feelin that u
really radiating from within, now that is what a hero is like.Even in adversity u shinning bright coz of ur inner strength.
Wishin u Millions of miles of Good luck and good health Lisa.
Oceans of luv
Sameeksha
YG
Praying for u our friend.
Lisa
We miss you so much, we think of you and we wait for good news every day! Don’t forget, each day is a gift and we are all with you, with our thoughts and our minds despite you are so far so many people love you!
Take care
kisses from France
HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED !!!!!!
Do you get to sleep ? Are you comfortable ?
many people with you. always your father, your partner and your friends going to be with you of course with their hearts and soul Lisa.
Is your life friend with you now ? Did he meet you ?
bird whispered to me ;
He loves you and he always wants to be with you. He never leave from you. For him , you are a world’s most beautiful woman still and everytime.
you trust me and to my birds dear Lisa Ray.
News from birds to…..
How about your dad ?
Birds say ; Lisa ‘s father loves his doughter rather than own life.
He is very happy to be with Lisa. Lisa never did not load for her dad. He never tired. money and effort everything he ready and willing for you.
Yes Lisa birds said to me : ” you have to send this new to Lisa”
mmmm and about your hair ;
People will not look at you strangely when you see .because you showed your shaven head. So ,You have removed people’s prejudices. It is wise attitude Lisa.if you can be open everything would be better for you. you do not have to appear strong. Nobody do not want from you Lisa. you talk and share your feelings.
You know,hair quickly comes. The new hair, so little weak.maybe just different colors and can be curly. like mine 🙂 I am very familiar to children hairless ,without eyebrow and without eyelash. I am familiar their masks,their skin color 🙂
I am only a tool 🙂 They said , you were of such concerns….I do not know the right or wrong.responsibility belongs to all the birds Ms. Lisa Ray 🙂
your career, your life will be better Lisa. This is not comforting believe me my darling. I am talking just truths….trust me….I am not chatterbox.
For beautiful and good eating you can be together with your loves.
I know you restrict, from your social life from your business life. because of you get very stressful. This is not easy Lisa . You are right my sweetheart. Everything will changed
love you I am here forever and forever. My love is increasing day by day. This female will be with you As long as you want… am happy to be friend with you.
if I made a little arrogant
to my friend. How can ? I have a most beatiful and famous friend 🙂 This is pleasing to the ear. Isnt it? This is joke of course. I am a dream friend ha?
you are my heart’s friend Lisa Ray…..
LISA=DOĞA
Lisa.
Mumbai announced that Toronto is to hold the Indian Film Academy Awards
on June 16-19, 2011.
Get well so that you may attend.
Lisa.
Mumbai announced that Toronto is to hold the Indian Film Academy Awards
on June 16-19, 2011.
We all look forward to seeing you there.
Hola corazón ! ( LizaRaniRay )
solo quiero saber si estas bien..
si pudiera haber alguna señal, algun comunicado aunque sea en breve,.. de alguien que este a tu lado y nos informe que te encuentras bien…
Mucha personas te quereeeemoss. Us Love You .
y esperamos tener alguna noticia del estado de tu salud en este momento.
Yaaa Quieroo Ver tu carita Sonriendo con tus ojos color verde Esmeralda,….Precioosooos !,…. que a tooodos nos encantan.
Tambien te quiero dedicar esta otra canción, es de:
Celine Dion: Ave Maria– With Lyrics
María la Madre de nuestro señor Jesucristo, Siempre estará contigo y más en estos momentos, Aferrate con mucha Fe en ella, como yo lo hago, a ella le pido cada mañana te dé alivio ante esta enfermedad y puedas recuperar muy pronto tu salud.
Liza Te queremooos para Muchooo, Muchooo tiempo más porque tu nos Inspiras corazón a Ver la vida con un Cielo más Azul, con un entorno más alegre,….más Feliz,…
I Love You Liza
Marie From México.
DEAR LISA:
U R ON MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY PRAYERS EVERY
DAY.I KNOW YOU ARE FINE, BECAUSE YOU’RE A STRONG
WOMAN , A WARRIOR ,A LION,BRAVE.
IS NOT going to surrender FOR NOTHING IN
LIFE …….. WE MISS YOU SO MUCH, WILL BE PATIENT
AND WAIT FOR YOU AS LONG AS NECESSARY, WE WILL BE
HERE ALL YOUR, FELLOW YELLOWS.
MUCHA LUZ MUCHA FUERZA ALWAYS!!
I LOVE YOU
Hi Lisa,
I think of the pain you are facing. It hurts! It really bothers you. But Lisa, please keep fighting! All of your fans and I will always pray for you. Pray the God Lisa! He will hear you, such amazing woman. Smiles will keep you away from pains. Your mighty heart will keep you from all the bad. Lisa, I love you so much.
Think of many nice things waiting you ahead.
Thai Binh from Viet Nam
A book recommendation.
Haruki Murakami’s The Wind up bird Chronicle. It isnt a lot of things, but it is a lot of good things.
Glad to see you are recovering cherished one. You love you and the rest will follow.
HELLO MY EMERALD- EYED !!!!!!!
I do not remember. Did I sleep ? SSSSHHHHH !Keep between us :-p. There are ears of the soil :- ) (this is again term ). Nobody should not know it my friend.
I recently went to my doctor. He wanted to hospitalize me. because of my tachycardia. body has rebelled. I need treatment and have to charge energy. I did not accept .He was very angry and he gave xanax. If I fall sick again this time, I will not be no change dear Lisa. Nobody can care for children. that’s why we have to talk quiet ? 🙂 You understand sweetheart ?
last year, my right hand broken. You do not ask why ? I do not give answer. A little trajic. Anyway,Nobody could not do even girls’s hairs. If I hospitalize, everything going to mix.:-)
The education system is very very hard in here. I can say even have a terrible. especially 4. class. It is a turning point for students. I should be with Doğa now Lisa.
I listen to music for comfort. I read books. but the music makes me relax. in particular Turkish pop rock. In my country, The music is really beautiful and very successful .Every year I would be strung when I listen Eurovision:-)
How are you darling ? 21 days will complete soon….your sweet fresh cells will born soon. Are you ready ? :-). I’m looking forward to that wonderful moment Lisa. I think, You will write After receiving that wonderful news.:-)
Are you prepared me for birthday gift ? good news about you will be a gift to me. The most precious gift of my life. Until 23 December, I am waiting your good new. If these facts, I gonna make a birthday cake just filled yellow and blue roses. This is not joke. I do, what I said Ms. Lisa.
Do not worry ,we’ll do it again on 4 April 🙂 I dont forget. Maybe I can not show to you. but you can sure ,I remember your birtday and I gonna make birtday cake for you.:-) But maybe we will be in here.:-) I do not know .The time will show us everthing. If you are here, of course I will be here.
see you soon….
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
LISA=DOĞA
The membership of the carcinomic club has a real crappy initiation fee but the members are pretty awesome. A world of odd humour and strange bedfellows. You are added to my list of people I have never met yet share a bizarre relationship with…
May you find sleep when you need it and support when you least expect it.
To all Yellow Fellows!
Thanks to Jeni we’ve got some information about Lisa:
HELLO MY EMERALD-EYED!!!!!
Good night my dear.
My doughters came from school. Doğa’s face and her noise are livid.volleyball ball was hit on her face. her glasses was ruined her face .:-( teachers wanted to tell me, but Doğa did not allow. Teachers, Listen to the words of a child in the age of 9. strange and real 🙂
I hope you are fine. I know I am writing samethings. but what else can I do? You give me the right Lisa. I want to be here. I am writing my feelings I would probably write nonsense. But I have no another chance.
You can see ,When the friends can not see your news on your twitter, They locked. they are waiting for to talk . they will speak after your news.this is very very normal and true.
frankly, sometimes I feel strange myself. Do I make shame against to you? I see, my writings too much on your blog. 😦 And sometimes I am thinking like this. If Do I make a mistake or shame against to you or I can be boring. Please Lisa Ray ,Please tell….You can be sure, I no longer be disturbed.
if I had a wrong, I am very sorry. But you have to know this . I am happy for to be here. If you say “you are boring”
I will be happy to read your blog. I will be with you again I only write less..Believe me dear Lisa ray:-)
Everytime, I’m ready to hear anything positive or negative, from my friends. It is really true. this is my personality .Yes ı talk but I can listen more than talk. I am more honest. Because of this, I know some people loves me very much or some people hate me. no middle I know. Until today ,I did not break any heart and people’s honor .
by the way, I hate people who described themselves 😦 and I describe myself at this moment. I hate myself now. Even in my job application;
They asked, ” could you describe yourself”
I swear Lisa…My answer was always ” I dont talk about my personalty. If I work here you can know me…:-)”
Yes Lisa Ray ,you do not need to say 🙂 I know sometimes I’m abnormal 🙂 for now, I felt compelled for to describe my personalty. This is my feeling for now. Thats all.
love to you far from….
ALL BLUE ROSES IN THE WORLD TO YOU FROM ME!!!!!!
LISA=DOĞA
Hello Lisa,
My name is Amina im from U.K.
em.. i dont know where to start from ive never done this before, im writing to Lisa Ray…it seems unreal…i dont know whether you will read this or not but i hope you do…because you have touched my life, and i want you to know that you have become a part of my life.
…going to give it a go…
i so want to share what i think and feel about you. 2 days ago i watched your movie ” i cant think straight” and i watched it again and again that i just couldnt sleep. i loved that movie.
You are sooo beautiful, sooo talented and soo gracious. I think you are sooo amazing and i just love your smile. I havent seen any of your movies before. All i knew about you was that you were in kasoor. This was the 1st time i actually watched your movie..and since i have been trying to find about you..becoz i have really become a fan of yours. I watched “the world unseen” and all day i was just searching about you on the internet and on youtube. Afta i watched “the world unseen” i was speechless, i cannot describe in words how adorable you are. You are sooo good at everything you do, your presence is magical.
I get sooo upset when i see you crying in the movie, i just dont ever want you to be upset. Just wana see you happy & smiling always:)
Once i finished watching that movie, i was on youtube..and it said something about you fighting myeloma and i was sooo shocked and sooo disturbed and sooo upset knowing this i just started crying…and then i discovered your blog, past 3 days i have been reading all your blogs again and again. i cant get you out of my mind…and i just simply adore you. you are such a blessed soul. Your exta special
and you just dont know how special you are. Seriously only Lisa can do this, bring joy to everybody and just make everyone smile and fight back. You are a wonderful human being and what you are doing, it cant ever be described, or thanked enough. you are helping everybody out there…by giving everybody your strength:) God Bless you darling. I sooo wana know everything a bout you, i feel sooo connected to you, i wish you would become my friend, and i just would be honoured and sooo grateful to have a friend like you. i think about you all the time, today i have been talking to my friends about you and family too. and i just be thinking what is lisa ray doing now? where is she? i am missing your blogs. i have seen all your interviews and you just rock. I find it impossible to think why dint i know about you before….why have i only met lisa now? why not before? strange that i havent met you, but it feels i have met you. You remind me so much of myself. i just see a part of me in you..
i pray to Allah to give you all the best of health, and all the blessings in the world, coz you truly deserve it. I want to say thank you for being there for me. I am going through a very rough time in my life, and it feels like my life has always been like this, i have been in this tunnel forever, but just meeting you in the past days, has provided a ray of light in this tunnel, and your warmth your words everything about you has become a source of insipiration.
you have everyones well wishes, duas, support and you are truly loved, and inshallah i know you will get better.
I think of you when i start my day until i come to bed.
you may have heard all this millions of times before that everyone says this to you..i see myself different to all your fans.. im just a simple ordinary person, who has just met
you 3 days ago, and in all these 3 days, i have become soo attached to you…ive found a new friend…and a very special one..”you”
Advice, we all give it dont we, but how easy is it to follow our own advice, very difficult…but you know Lisa this all that goes around us, we all get soo busy in our lifes doing our jobs and everything, and thats it…before you know it, we are old……life is short…we spend all our life doing this that…..when is it that you actually stop to think that you will now enjoy life the way you want???? we dont coz we dont get time…
but then there are special people, where something may strike them but they are the real fighters, who are in the real world, who treasure each moment, life gives them the
opportunity to do what they want…
i know you say you have time but why dont you do the things that you have always dreamed to do.. 🙂 and be happy 🙂
you are special, you are a gift for all your loved ones, family & friends and all your fans in the world.
I spoke to some doctors today to see if there was anything i could do to help. I have been doing research on this and trying to find out if i can give you any help. Plz if you ever come to uk, i would like to meet you. i wish i could speak to you and text you.. and tc of you coz thats what friends do, be there for each other.
I hope you blog soon, i wish i could chat to you properly.
I want to be a part of Lisa Ray’s Life. Will you become my friend?? Ever since i have seen your movies i have just been wishing ke kaash i could just meet you.
I want to be there for you 🙂 Your a shining star:)
I hope you are fine…All my best wishes are with you always 🙂 if there’s anything you disliked that i said please do forgive me. i always want you to keep smiling, be strong and happy always 🙂 I am talking to you like i have talked to you a million times before, i dont find it strange what im writing, what im saying…i see you as my “friend” now. if you want to write to me you can on my email address sweetestchano@hotmail.com. I wish you reply to me:)
takecare
Amina
p.s.. i am with you in this journey!!When The Winds Of Change Blow… Some People Build Walls And Others Windmills.. Attitude Matters 🙂
” H O P E ”
Is The Ability To Hear
The Music Of Future …
” F A I T H ”
Is Having The Courage
Dance To It Today … 🙂
Still can’t understand how someone so beautiful from the inside AND outside have a disease like this, i really really hope you will fight against the MM, can’t imagine a world without Lisa Ray! Loved your blogs, I had to cry and laugh at the same time. Praying for you!Love from the Netherlands
Me again,
I apologize for my bad English writings..haha!
you really inspire me, i love you Lisa Ray !
frenchgirl so can’t speak very well…
If you wanna spend time in the south of France, you’re welcome.
If you wanna go for a horse ride, no problem I’m a riding teacher.
If you wanna learn about restoring old house, i’ll show what i’m trying to do in mine.
If you wanna enjoy a fabulous french diner with “fois gras” and “magret de canard”, i’ll make it for you.
If you’re looking for peace, nature and quiet, my place is just out of the way.
And if you wanna watch and laugh at someone trying to carve clay, i’ll show you my failed works.
But if you really want to come, actually, it’s not the best time because i’m living in a mobil home with mud all around, in cold winter, just in front of my buildind work…
I think it will be finished in few months so instead, i could come first!
I’d love to meet a courageous and determined woman, i was thinking about you…
The problem is i don’t know where you live…
Anyway, you have one more person supporting you. Every day, you’ll be at least once in my mind, whatever i’m doing with my horses or in my building mess…
to the most sexy fighting woman
(hope it’s understandable)
My Virtuous one…Lisa Rani Ray,
Today is friday and Ive just finished working and I must write to you as Im away from work for the weekend. I have to attend our Centre X-mas dinner tommorrow.. Sat. 12th Dec. and Im looking forward to it. But…….. as usual Im thinking of you and I want you to enjoy this X-mas season with your loved ones especially Dad and Bobcat and special friends!
How do I enjoy my season? The same as Im asking you to but I really would feel better inside when I know that all is well with you. Take good care my darling and Ill write to you on Monday 14th Dec. when Im back here at work.
Bye for now … LISA..The ROCK…. OUR ROCK ( Bloggers),My ROCK !
ALL WILL BE WELL SOON……………All my love.
Rosemarie Ramnarine…rosemarieramnarine@yahoo.com
Dear Lisa,
Hello!
Was I lucky to catch you on CBC – your interview with Mark Kelly late last night. It was a good discussion and you radiant like a bald beauty! Thanks to Kati for uploading that interview on you blog.
Thats true, you have taken on the armour of strength, courage and hope in the cause to find a cure for MM. It is a courageous determination to look at the brighter ‘Yellow/Sunny’ side, instead of allowing yourself to sink into despair. You are a fiery Lady of Hope, who bring optimism to those batling with multiple myeloma.
We hear from Mark Kelly that you would be undergoing stem cell treatment in Hamilton on Dec 21st. Lisa, our prayers are always with you. May God give you the strength and healing which He blesses in His Holy name.
You continue like a brave warrior, Lisa gal. Take good care and keep us posted when you can.
Will talk to you before Christmas.
Love and prayers,
Jenny in TO.
lisa,
there is no thing more lovely than to see your smile .
one thing i wanna say for today ,I know i am saying words and words are easy ,but please be strong as you are always.you are young,yes each day is a gift ,and thank allah swt always for everything ,but you still have alot of things to do,you are young , and your soul can do alot in this world ,it is a matter of time ,inshallah you will win this fight.
look for horizon,and be that always strong girl.
God swt will cure you .belive it ,never forget this thing.
God will cure you .inshallah .
hello lisa,
good morning, how are you doing?????
wishing you a blessed day ahead 🙂
just been reading your interviews & watching them
i am missing your blogs soo much
hope you write soon
i keep checking it every hour is there anything from you, but no…i am sooo impatient cant wait till you write..
and hope this message finds you in the best of health 🙂
wishing all your days are as special as you are to all of us:)
tc sweety 🙂
Love, Amina
hola!!!! my inglish is very very bad so I like say ….se que no tenes idea de quien soy ni donde vivo , pero admiro tus trabajos , soy estudiante de teatro y tu gestualidad es imprecionante!!! te envio un fuerte beso y me encantaria verte proximamamente en algun film , no quiero hacer comentarios sobre tu situacion actual no soy quien para hacerlo , espero que alguien pueda leerte estas lineas y ruego que asi sea , no soy de esas fanaticas ni nada por el estilo, simplemente una persona que existe en argentina y que fue conmovida por tu trabajo , muchas gracias por ello.
besos gigantes enormes desde buenos aires, capital de la argentina para ti.
为你的健康我每天祈祷!
I prayed for yours health everyday
So beautiful. With or without hair so beautiful. With sickness, so beautiful. There is no way you cannot be beautiful That’s IMPOSSIBLE for you. And you look pretty good on the outside as well 😉 You remain in my prayers. Please be positive and know that you are not alone in your fight.
Lisa
You are a beautiful person and I wish you the best, your in my prayers…
love you
You are the strongest & most beautiful and talented actress on earth!!!!.
Much muuuuuuuuch love and support from the South of France.
Mélissa Djahida.
Okay, I feel rather ignorant as I do not know the translation for the word “Habibti.” From what I can gather it is a word of endearment. Will someone please teach me and translate into English? Thank you. Dawn
No problem,many people dont know that.
Habibti = means my (sweetheart or honey or darling ), we used to woman/girl and sometime for child girl.
example Habibti lisa = my beloved lisa.
my beloved = Habibti
===========================
Habibe= means my (sweetheart or honey or darling) ,we use it for man/boy
example: habibe goerge , hani .etc
those words are arabic language .
those words probably you hear it from film ” I cant think straight”.
best wishes from syria
thank you so much samar and thank you for the masculine and feminine translation. best wishes to you from Arizona, usa
Bravo Lisa you are going great…salute to your spirit…
You are so gorgeous!!
Keep up fighter**
Very interesting post I love your blog keep up the great articles
Heyyyyyy lisa… i just cant buy this news… it cant be true.. i have started hating myself for not discovering a cure for cancer… God can never do this….
lisa
i pray for you..dont stop fighting..kudos..love you.. 🙂
Hi there Lisa
OMG… you are so beautiful..
not many women could pull off having a shaved head.. but you do it with such grace.. not alot of people are born with natural beauty, they spend thousands of pounds to look beautiful… then are are some women who are born with all the qualities…
May god bless you Lisa… keep the faith and get strong and fight the fight.. we know you can win..
keep up the great work.. your an inspiration to us all
Lisa.. ( manchester -uk )
Hey, just thought I would drop a comment to tell you that your site took a little while to load… are you using a caching plugin? I don’t know if they have any chaching plugins for BlogEngine, but I know they do for WordPress and it makes my WordPress sites load A LOT faster! Maybe it is just my internet connection though, check your webmasters tools and see what it says the load time is.
my dearest princess,
i am one of ur great fan ,when i heard about the news about you iam shocked,you have one of the actress who win our heart,my prayers are with you,god is great, he can make miracle,you dont worry be happy , iwould like to serve you whole life,we all with you &also our love
with love
febin ferdinand
Dear Lisa….I hope and true in GAD for your life, you´re a fighter-woman in this world….be strong BB!! I live in guatemala city y think about you every day and I prayer for you. Sorry for my english, so bad!! Bless you!
hai lisa…
im so salute to u..
i like u so much..
Hi beautiful,
You were, you are and you will be always be my Bombay dyeing poster girl. Growing up you were my only poster girl, often used to walk almost a mile from my college to the hip Bombay dyeing Showroom in our city to look at your latest posters…. You were gorgeous than you are gorgeous now… your embraled eyes always mesmerised me…
Having said that You are in my prayers during this hard times please keep the faith and be strong…..lord works in mysterious ways and I am sure so many good wishes and prayers has to be answered sweetie so look and think positive always
And I am sure I will be serenaded by your beauty for many more years to come….
My good wishes and my prayers are with you sweetie
Muuuuuah
An Ardent Fan & Admirer
LISA,
First off all, a very hearty welcome to ur new life and many many congratulation for winning the fight. Second, good to see you back in action so quickly. Third, I was lucky to find ur blog. It’s good. And last but not the list, AS A HUMAN, and as a bengali, I should remember you something: AMRA HAARI NAA, HARTE PAARI NAA (We don’t loose, we can’t loose). fighting spirit is by genetic among us. Today, u again proved that what a human can do, especially a woman. This such difficult and rare case was out of my imagination, despite being a student of cancer biotechnology. But it is only ur courage, willpower and the winning spree which remains u among us. You practically showed what we used to imagine in Maa Durga, killing the Demon of Fear, the disease ‘Cancer”. You remind me how Netaji crossed every barrier to have a freedom for us. It was only courage. I hope you will be full in action soon. I’ll definitely wish to make movie on you by yourself. but no finance right now. otherwise………… It is a lesson for us. You claim ur place beside Lance Armstrong, Leander Peas, Elizabeth Taylor, who all overcome their disease with that much fighting spirit. Keep going. All THE BEST.
Dear Lisa,
I saw your beautiful face on the newspaper, the other day and automatically grabbed a copy from the stand, only to find out what’s been happened.
I’ve thoroughly enjoyed every movie I’ve seen you in, and it pained me to read on about your article and the fact I didn’t hear about it until now.
I’ve begun reading your blogs and not only are you fantastically charming and fun to read, but you’re incredibly inspiring. I hope that you continue fighting “The Cancer” with as much spunk as you have, thus far.
p.s. You look stunning.
Hello Lisa I hope you are smiling, I have done something in your favour, you must think Im nutz but I think its true! I had went to see a great fortune teller in my local area, the old woman sat me down and asked what I wanted to see in my future, so I replyed ‘ Lisa ‘ she replied without hesitance ‘yes’ then days later I dreamt you wearing a white silk sari and wearing jewerlery too, call it crazy but I have a good feeling inside I am never wrong, dreams do have true interpretations so that is why I went, I hope and wish you the best of luck for the future, I understand for the waite of reply I shall waite as long as it takes because I hope the best for you first! I have been praying for you, and I just cant believe the connection us humans have in the time of need and hope! its amazing to have this support for you as it actually helps another day go by happily. But I have a story too…
I once had terrible menstrual cramps which made me go through a few frequent fainting spells, I have so much pain that I scream and cry for eight hours or a month or so, I then took a blood test and I was also proven to lack vitamin D, i am underweight, pale and always bitter due to my illnes, it was a terrible year too as my boyfriend was mistreating me, I also had a huge blood clot in my right arm due to the injection, i could not move my arm for two months, at night my viens had pumped violently that i could only feel the beat of my arm and heart, I had ran downstairs as the heart beat faster I passed out. I also have a few diformaties on my body which I hide infront of the public, as my bones have changed shape dramatically. my left foot is slightly disfigured my left side ribs are outwoulds, I have suffered from deep deppression, my stomach infection is so bad that I at times excrete blood, When I catch a cold, flu I get heavy fever with nose bleads, all my life I have been suffering from illnesses even when I take a work I worry I may faint again. I had fainted in a bus to go home from university, I had even caught the damn swine flu, my family history suffer from mild conditions to the stomach and heart, yet I am the worse case.
What I am trying to tell you is that if I have survived through my sickness I beleive many can survive, as what I have seen and been through was a experience, and I have grown STRONGER!
LISA YOU ARE MY INSPIRATION, and I hope to see more of your movies in the future as well as you incredibly gorgeous beautiful face
stay beautiful
Salma x
hi…lisu………………
i am your fan…!!!
i like your sentence..”never stop fighting”..its match with me and you also……
i rembered when amitabh bachchan injured in colli” film…. he had no more to live.. doctor said that…
but
people prayfor him…….. and GOD save him.. you know..! pray always ..help against god too… please pray always for OUR LISA…………..
NOTHING ANY PROBLEM TO HER…
I PORMICE…. TOO ALL.
DO HEARTLY….
PLEASE….
KP.
hy Lisa
i have no words to express my feelings towards u,,u r really an amazing women…my all prayers r with you.
live long
Ms. Ray,
Recently discovered you as an actress from my daughter, (a ‘Bollywood/Hollywood fan). Captivated after having watched some of your performances.
I’ve been a clinical nurse and teacher for 30 years. I am also a writer and an artist; a mother, wife, daughter, niece, aunt and friend, as well as someone who has an insatiable love of life and people.
As I read of your recent illness I was even more touched by your indomitable spirit and courage. My heart and soul reach out to you.
You have many of the ‘collective us’ in supplication to whatever God you believe in to intercede on your behalf.
Maureen
I am not a religious person but find every now and then, the strength, courage and beauty of the human spirit can really be the most inspiring and impressive thing of all.
This is certainly one of those moments.
Best wishes to you and thank you.
Hi,
My father is also a cancer patient like you; He is suffering in Colangio Carcinoma commonly known as Bile Duct cancer. I am his only son, trying to find the recovery, travelled almost all the metro cities, almost all the famous cancer treatment hospital in India in past 3months. But still didn’t able to find any ray of hope, It is also a very rare kind of cancer and the position is also not good.
Don’t know what to do, don’t know where to go?? I have seen your pics in newspaper that you are the survivor of other kind of deadly cancer and also I felt that strong mental strength is also one of the reason that you able to defeat cancer. Usually what did you think in your those days?? It’s a meditation or something different you tried. I just wanted to know because if nothing is possible, if I didn’t able to give my father some more years, I want to give him some mental peace. Please help.
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Lisaaaaaaaaa………………….
u r look more beautiful without hair,get well soon with lots of love,
Dear
Thsi is the time you can do it and i belive that yes you still look beauty as you u look earlear
Hi
This is my first time posting here. I didn’t even know you had your own page. I just finished watching your movie ” I can’t think straight” That movie hits me in all the right places lol. I honestly didn’t even know who you were until that movie so I’m pretty happy I had the chance to come across it and watch it and you were great in it. You were very beautiful in that movie and even more beautiful now. You really do have a natural beauty. I wish you nothing but the best and a good speedy recovery. Hopefully one day you can finally hear those wonderful words “Your cured” 🙂 Stay strong hun.
Jerika
hi lisaray . i am so happy quired cancer i fell so happy all best film . i pray god i am so happy
Nothing more to say to you other than, spirit IS with you. Am sending you energy.
In universal love,
Dawn
You are a tru inspiration. Your strength shows your faith in yourself and God and which kept you going in high spirits.
May god be with you always! amen
Hi Lisa
i am just a fan. i read about u in the newspaper but today i just decided to visit your blog.its good to know that u are cured.i can understand what u must have gone through.
At the age of 32 on 16 june 2009 i was diagnosed with Hodgkins Lymphoma(cancer of lymph nodes).went through chemotherapy for 6 months,lost my hair and now i am recovering. it was a very difficult phase. but thanks to god and my family who were there to support me.
u look so beautiful .my hair is growing back .they look awesome .slight curly hair which suits me a lot
Dear Lisa
and with great affection that I write since I watched the fimlme paricipa that you can not think straight I was blown away by his charm life asim like Sheetal. when he heard his health was sad and search informaòao your entire internet. and when I heard of her healing was very happy and shared with many other friends of mine who I admire as much.
I’m from Brazil I live in italy and I fervently hope that you are very happy life and continue spreading beauty and many other qualities that you have for everyone. kisses am happy to write here felicidadese required by the example of life and everything beautiful !!!!! kisses for you with tenderness Adriana
Kitna pyaar hai tu
Upna Khyal Rakhna
waiting for ur new movie lisa and just i remmembering ur song “kitni majbur ho kai ,main tum se mili….lol cheer yup this world is open for u…….enjoy your life..i will not say take care…..bye
HOLA LISA SOS BELLA SALUDOS DESDE EL SALVADOR!!!WE LOVE U AMIGA GRACIAS 4 BE A GOOD EXEMPLE TO EVERYONE SPECILLY 4 WOMEN 🙂 they r so many holliwood STARS but i think u are my FAVORITA! because you r a survivor and me too!THANK YOU FOR EXIST,GRACIAS POR EXISTIR CHAO NENA!!! Y MUCHA SALUD!
HOLA LISA!!!!
LISA PLEASE ANSWER TO ME COME ON!!HEHEH.. I JUST KIDDING!
hi
Lisa
you are my inspiration ,
I will pray to beg for the blessing gives your symptom improves everyday ,
believe in your goodness will make strong go up in fast day ,
Take care
Thitikorn from Thailand
I am just speechless…i have gone through everything you have written these past few months and dont know what to feel and what to say…wish this deadly virus had not aflicted you of all people…really feel sad to see you suffering and battling your way through, not giving in, at such a tender age…i can only pray for you…to give u courage, to ease your pain, to bring good health back into your life…wish you all the best…also just wanted to add here that you still look somehow manage to look so pretty, still manage to retain your beauty…which is such a miracle…God Bless You, Madam…
Dear lisa,
I didnot know how to get in touch with you in person/ or on phone.
Please donot take this mail for granted:
I donot want to tell it in public. but i strongly feel there is a way to get out of this.
Please get in touch with me at my personal ID and i will let you through that way. i donot want to even give my number.
swear
Hola lisa!
When I saw the movie: “I can’t think straight” I fell madly in love with you!!! Your beauty is painfull!!!
Then I read about your cancer and I felt a deep sadness into my heart.
Now that you are free cancer I wish you a looooooong life, plenty with happiness and health. We need to keep on seeing your amazing eyes on lovely movies, ‘cos it makes our lifes happier.
Best of luck from Madrid.
Love ya! love ya! love ya!
xoxoxoxo
Lisa Hello, my name is Sofia I have 19 years and I’m from Buenos Aires, Argentina.
Last night I went to see two movies from you and I really surprised at your
beauty and I started researching a little more about you, because I really
impacted both movies ..
And I found your blog looking for news where it says your illness, and really
could not believe it ..
All I know is that there is no lost battle which can be earned when one is extremely strong and has the strength to go on as you do you ..
You’re AWESOME and I am really amazed at you, especially the lesbian movies I fasinaron.
Deso you all the luck in the world at all, because you definitely deserve it, because you’re a great fighter and a great person.
Sorry for my English, I do what I can haha.
Thousands and thousands of kisses!
Sophie!
Good, Keep writing more
Nithya
http://www.liveyourdreamsindia.com
Its really looking pretty yaarrrr……………fantastic……….
hello
Lisa
how are you
I request you happy everyday ,
your smile makes me happy ,
request you fight with it
Love you
from Thailand = tb.2525@hotmail.com
dear lisa you have a fan here in Brazil and believe I am praying and cheering for you
you’re an excellent actress and never lose faith in God. kisses
Dear lisa
My name is ayan, 19 yrs old and i’m not from india nor canada. But I’m actually originated in somalia, africa. I grew up in holland because of the civil war that happend in somalia. My mother has got also cancer and in my culture its been celebreted for women who have long hair. Now I have been naturally blessed with long curly hair. I accidently found your blog and the first thing I did was, I showed it to my mom. she thought it was courageous of you to cut off your hair and be yourself to the rest of the world. Now you might think, what is she talking about, I’m sick ? Well…you didn’t only inspire me to fight but also my mother. I have decided to cut off all my hair and donate it to cancer related charity. I have already made an appointment for next week and determent to do so. I hope everything goes alright in life for you. and I wish the same for my mom too.
ps: sorry for my poor english!! Im not very good at it and still learning.
from now on I have became your fan!!
keep fighting!
Hugz from holland
Hello, Lisa! How are you?
You are truly an inspiration.
Hi Lisa,
I just read your story, keep up your positive attitude. I was also diagnosed with breast cancer in 2007, and diagnosed with thyroid cancer in 2008. I had 6 chemo treatments and I was lucky it did’nt bother me , never missed a days work, just lost my hair. Had a bilateral mastectomy in 2008 and reconstruction and tummy tuck Iwas off work for 3 weeks and went back to work, I had no pain after the surgery ,now my hair has grown back and I feel fantastic. I was very positive through this whole ordeal and never let it get me down.
Be happy and stay positive. My thoughts are with you.
Be well,
Nancy H
Toronto
You are such a pretty lady!
Hello, Liza.
My name is Irina, I live in Ukraine. I only have learnt yesterday about your illness, and today have decided to write you the letter. I not simply trust, I precisely know that any illnesses, even the heaviest, we create to ourselves, the thoughts so ourselves can ourselves will cure. The main thing to find aetiologies in itself and the nobility how to eliminate these reasons.
Louise L. Hay – the American psychotherapist, the head целительского branches “New consciousness”, its books have helped thousand people to believe in themselves and to find forces to win the pain. In the books Louise Hay” A way to a healthy life” asserts that if your thoughts become positive, you change the relation to, there will pass any illness and any hardship. Them сайт:www.hayhouse.com
In due time to Louise Hay too have diagnosed a cancer and have told what to live to it there were 3 months. But it as well as you the strong woman, who has found forces to resist to the illness. And after six months after to it have diagnosed, it was completely healthy.
Liza, you very strong woman and ahead of you waits long, happy, and the main thing a healthy life!
P.S.: pardons for the translation into English.
Здравствуйте,Лиза.
Меня зовут Ирина, я живу в Украине. Я только вчера узнала о вашей болезни, и сегодня решила написать вам письмо. Я не просто верю, я точно знаю, что любые болезни, даже самые тяжелые, мы создаём себе сами, своими мыслями, а значит мы сами можем себя вылечит. Главное найти причины болезни в себе и знать как устранить эти причины.
Луиза Хей( Louise L. Hay) – американский психотерапевт, руководитель целительского отделения “Новое сознание”, ее книги помогли тысячам людей уверовать в себя и найти силы победить свою боль.
В своей книги Луиза Хей «Путь к здоровой жизни» утверждает, что если ваши мысли станут позитивными, вы измените отношение к себе, пройдет любая болезнь и любая невзгода.Их сайт:www.hayhouse.com
В своё время Луизе Хэй тоже поставили диагноз рак и сказали, что жить ей осталось 3 месяца. Но она как и вы сильная женщина, которая нашла в себе силы противостоять своей болезни.И спустя шесть месяцев, после того, как ей поставили диагноз, она была полностью здорова.
Лиза, вы очень сильная женщина и впереди вас ждет долгая, счастливая, а главное здоровая жизнь!
P.S.:прошу прощения за свой перевод на английский язык.
HI LISA I REALLY HOPE YOU TO BE FINE, I CAN KNOW IT BECAUSE IF YOUR TALENT IS AS YOUR SPIRIT YOU ARE GREAT…
I’VE ASKED FOR GOD YOU TO BE BETTER AND YOU CAN CONTINUE DOING YOUR WORK TOO MUCH BETTER THAN BEFORE BECAUSE YOU WOULD HAVE A SECOND CHANCE…
I LOVE YOUR PRESENCE IN THIS WORLD EVEN IF I DONT KNOW YOU, EVEN IF I ONLY SEE YOU IN MAGAZINES OR TELEVISION.
TAKE CARE GOD WILL BE WITH YOU FOREVER…
AND HE WILL ALWAYS KEEP WATCHING YOU…
I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE YOUR WORK
YOU ARE BIG
REMEMBER IT ALWAYS
Lisa,
I am not a ardent fan of yours nor have i seen your movies much but i know that Lisa Ray as a model for Bombay Dyeing.
I came to know about your illness and the treatment you are undergoin and I can understand the pain. I always tell people that pain is such a thing that no one can understand unless and until an inidividual himself succums to it. There are many things which i wanted to say, but not now. But i know you are a fighter and you will come out of it.
My sincere friendly advice is please take wheat grass juice daily without sugar. You can take this parallely along with your other medication – no harm.
Get well soon & reply back.
Gajanan
Pune-India
Dear Lisa,
I hope, you are well.
With love
From Georgia (Caucasus), former republic of Soviet Union.
Dear Lisa, Hi, I am strongly feeling that there is a way to solve your health problem. i have good command over medical astrology. Also have good command of Vastu subject. I want to guide you. So pls contact me as soon as possible. I am sure that, my guideline will be result oriented as I have solve so many problem of disease. Pls take this serious and contact me on my mail id.
There are remedial measure available in medical astrology that can solve your problem. So pls contact me as I am waiting for your reply.
Thanking you.
Regards
Nikunj Suthar
nikunj.astro@gmail.com
When I was reading your diaries, I worried that we human are very strange. When I complain about anything, immediately I remember your enthusiasm and fighting soul and I’m keeping silent. I’m talking with myself: “hush up, clever, someone needs encouragement, supporting, one cordial word even if and you complain about nonentity.
I can’t express my emotions in English, because it’s my ourth language. Excuse me for my badly English, dear. I am not someone fan, actressholic or else. May be most of people thinks that you are strong woman, yes, I do, but all the woman needs cordial word, share emotions, any pain… Simply I want you say as old Greek people said: In beautiful body exists beautiful soul and you are so. I write you from small country, which exists in Caucasus mountains and they call him: Georgia. I you will visit to Georgia or if anybody will tell you about it whenever, remember me, ordinary person who wish you all the best and finally I say you as in French hymn: cela ira, cela ira – it will be all right.
With best wishes,
One Georgian Getha.
Hello Lisa, I´m Esther, from Dominican Republic, I heard about your problem recently, Sorry, but keep fighting, because God loves you, and operates by misterious path. I really want to know if you read this, and if you can answer me, I will pray for you since now, and waiting for your answer. Be well, and miracles happens.
Lisa it is the information for you. If someone can let will translate into English. There is a means for illness treatment. ASD fraction number 2 http://natural-medicine.ru/1583-universalnoe-lekarstvo-preparat-asd-frakciya-2-i-3.html. This reference in Russian. It is necessary to translate there there is a small forum with responses about this preparation and all is in detail described. Or type ASD fraction number2 should and to be in English..
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Hola Princesita:
Mi nombre es Maidelys Villalobos de Maracaibo Venezuela, país de las mujeres más bellas del universo!!, es broma…ja ja ja…en especial las de mi ciudad como yo ja, ja, ja…sigue siendo broma…!!! pero es cierto!. Bueno de donde es tu papá también existen mujeres exóticamente hermosas, en mi humilde opinión…y tú eres un ejemplo aunque hallas nacido en Canadá, fíjate que si!.
Tuve el gran placer de conocerte a través de la película I Cant Think Straight, la cual te confieso que no me canso de verla primero por verte actuar a ti a Sheetal, muy chéveres sus trabajos, al igual que la trama que presento la directora, ni te imaginas cuan cierta es en la vida real pese a algunas opiniones negativas que ha recibido como en la prensa inglesa. Las acepto muy respetuosamente pero para nada que las comparto…Luego por saber más de ti, busque en google sobre tu biografía y me impacte tanto al saber que pasabas por un breve momento de tu enfermedad detectada…muy triste me la pase por varios días, tratando de comprender ciertas decisiones de Dios pero sabes que!!, Dios pudo mostrarme que El nos da pruebas para sacar los más excelente de nuestra persona, por ejemplo con que capacidad espiritual y emocional la vamos a afrontar, nuestro comportamiento, lo que vamos a decir, nuestra actitud con nosotros mismo y con los demás, nuestra relación con EL, bueno tantas cosas…y que dependiendo mucho de nosotros, saldremos galardonadores o no, y que a través de esas pruebas El nos promete darnos sus fuerzas, paz en la tormenta, su gran amor en medio del dolor, es decir, nos da el problema y juntamente la solución. Te juro que Dios nunca no vas a dar más de lo que podemos soportar y esa es una de sus muchas promesas!. Como dice en una canción…aunque a veces el dolor llega y toca el corazón, recuerda contigo siempre estaré…
Dios antes de que naciéramos sabe todo, todo y todo de nuestras vidas Lisa, hasta el número de cabellos que hay en tu cabeza. Y que por cierto!, según lo que he podido leer, cuando te enteraste de tu enfermedad ya superada, comentaste que ni lloraste porque como eres actriz no sabrías qué pensarían los demás, por favor Lisa Rani!!, un consejo que te doy muy humildemente nunca te dejes llevar por lo que digan y lo que puedan pensar las otras personas, tú eres tú y lo que piense Dios y tú de ti misma es lo que primeramente cuenta; y el otro comentario es, que por favor no maldigas y si me equivoco de lo que te escribo, te pido mil disculpas…apenas inicio con el ingles y hay ciertas cosas que no puedo entender y las traduzco, y la versión que recibo es de esa palabrota. Repito…si me equivoco, te pido mil disculpas y si no lo estoy, ya estas regañada humildemente!!. Este un modismo de mi país, que quiere decir amonestada.
Ahora y en estos momentos muy, muy, muy feliz y dando muchas gracias a Dios porque actualmente te encuentras sana, feliz y libre de todas esas células enemigas de tu cuerpo. Pienso y recapacito por tantas cosas por las que tuviste que pasar y que de verdad me hubiese encantado estar a tu lado aunque hubiera sido en silencio, también humildemente… sin menospreciar los que te acompañaron y siguen a tu lado. Sabes qué?, lastimosamente tengo experiencias muy triste en mi vida de haber compartido con personas con tal enfermedad que ya sobrellevaste…en especial con un niño llamado Emmanuel y que murió apenas de 5 años de edad, también a mi papá lo perdí Lisa. Ni me imaginas, cuan duro y horrible fue…y que aun lo sigo extrañando, a veces lloro tanto por él, que en vez de calmarme lloro más y más sin control alguno y que a veces quisiera morirme, solo para poder estar a su lado…pero bueno Princesita!, Dios se fortalece en nuestras debilidades y esta es una gran verdad y amén a su palabra!; sigamos adelante sin dejar de dar gracias a Dios por todo lo bueno y malo que nos pasa…tú a diferencia de ellos tienes la gran oportunidad de que la medicina actualmente a dado pasos agigantados y que Dios le ha dado la ciencia al hombre para ponerla a favor de la humanidad teniendo así el trasplante de células madres, Aleluya….y a Dios toda la Gloria!!!.
Querida princesa!!, piensa mucho y mucho en todo lo que has podido vivir hasta ahorita y ponlo en una balanza, que aspecto positivos puedes sacar de todo esto, que ha podido Dios sacar lo mejor de ti y que tú hasta ahorita desconocías, a veces creemos saber todo de nosotros mismos y no es hasta que pasamos por experiencias positivas o negativas, que sabemos de lo que estamos hecho…te lo escribo de manera también muy apacible porque lo he vivido intensamente y te puedo dar Fe de que no sabía quién era Maidelys en diversas situaciones y Amén por ello. Escribí en tu pagina del facebook en una de tus fotos, en una de varias en la que te falta cabello, esto: “Dios convierte nuestras tragedias, historias y pasado en algo bello y maravilloso, y eso se llama arte espiritual”. Dios ha sido muy misericordioso contigo bella!, eres una gran y talentosa actriz, utiliza ese don y otros de los que puedas conocer de ti para ponerlos siempre al servicio de los demás…piensa en varias razones como tú Lisa Rani Ray esta experiencia te ha transformado…como tu persona pueden seguir ayudando…un tips por ejemplo, el que estas llevando a cabo, el de utilizar tu imagen en campañas a favor del de trasplante de células madres, en mi humilde opinión… y que he podido ver y leer en la internet. Pero!!!, siempre hay un pero, cual?, en el de no conformarte con lo que viviste y cómo y de qué manera puedes seguir ayudando y cumplir. No Bella, a veces y no es que tenga la verdad absoluta de que así sea, de que a veces nos trazamos metas las consumamos y ya!, pero no es así porfa!!, sigue tratando siempre, siempre y siempre de dar lo mejor y más puro de ti!, no conformarte nunca…de obtener eso y aquello y ya!. Dios en su inmensa sabiduría te seguirá administrando de todos aquellos elementos de los que puedas necesitar y eso se llama FE. FE de actuar y vivir la vida con aquellas cosas que no podemos visualizar pero que sabemos con mucha certeza que se harán realidad. En esta vida somos llamados a ser huellas…huellas de amor, perdón y comprensión… Dios va a guiar tu camino y cada paso que des.
Y la curación de tu enfermedad es una gran FE de la que tú puedes dar como testimonio…como lo sé??, bueno a veces tengo un sexto sentido de que cuando conozco por primera vez una persona así sea por vista, siento que la conozco de toda la vida y es lo que me sucede contigo fíjate!!!. Sé que nunca te has rendido y jamás lo harás. Siempre te viste y te declaraste sana porque viste tu potencial, tus recursos y a luchar se ha dicho pues!. Eres de esas personas que viven todo el tiempo con su espíritu feliz, que viven sus penas alegres a pesar de lo que puedan estar atravesando, chicharacheras…!!!, ja, ja, ja. Por cierto, esta también es una expresión de mi ciudad, que quiere decir, que pese a las dificultades que pasamos le conseguimos lo gracioso a las cosas malas y no las gozamos también!!. Porfa, nunca cambies…que como puedo decirte todo esto si no te conozco??, bueno la verdad nos parecemos un poco en el sentido de que con nuestros ojos y forma de mirar y de conducirnos decimos más de lo que debemos. Esto lo he podido observar de manera muy detenida en varias de tus entrevista que he podido ver en la internet y que vale la pena decirte, que cuando te entrevistan das todo, les explica, les dices que hiciste, que harás, etc., pero que Bella!?, creo en mi opinión, que tú quedas con ganas de dar y decir más, el de comerte al mundo…espero poder explicarme y que me entiendas sin originar en ti ofensa alguna si me equivoco.
Pienso en este momento que Dios te ha dado una gran oportunidad, que ni por un segundo de tu vida puedes desperdiciar, creo en mi opinión que debes buscar tu destino y cumplir con cada uno de tus sueños primero por ti, por las personas que amas y por todas aquellas que te rodean, sin olvidar siempre Linda en darte primeramente a los demás. Da a manos llenas que Dios es tu gran proveedor, haz como siempre, todo con mucho amor, sé que tú haces las cosas con mucho amor, pero no quiero dejar de escribírtelo…solo eso!. Dios ve nuestra disposición y El te bendecirá porque tú misma esta siendo de gran bendición. Tú eres la niña de sus ojos, su princesa, su creación, EL te diseño tal como eres. Eres, en tiempo presente la fuerza que lo alza, el alma de su alma, su amor!!!. Sueña y nunca pares de soñar…el soñar nos lleva a cumplir nuestro destino y que ese destino que te diseñes que vaya como la luz de la aurora en aumento hasta llegar a lo más alto, el cielo será tu limite, piénsalo porfa!.
Te escribo estas líneas impulsada por el gran espíritu de Dios, ya que en varias oportunidades esta su voz diciéndome, Mai cuando vas escribirle a Lisa??, siempre lo pausaba y me preguntaba lo leerá??. Pero bueno Mai y esa es la gran FE que deposita Dios en ti todos los días??. Ya me decidí ya estoy aquí, solo espero que tú puedas leerlas o que te la traduzcan si no sabes ni una A de español, como te dije antes apenas inicio el idioma de inglés y con la meta de que ya para julio del 2011 pueda hablarlo o defenderme…y así tener la oportunidad de intercambiar e-mail contigo y por qué no hablar hasta por teléfono?, de verdad lo deseo con mucha FE de que tú a través de tu blog puedas leer todo esto que te he escrito, y que te resalto han sido días de plasmar, borrar, quitar, poner, volver a escribir todo aquello que mi mente, corazón y Dios lo han dispuesto.
Que espero?, profundamente espero que podamos ser grandes amigas…panitas como decimos aquí en Venezuela, ya verás por qué más adelante…pero solo se hará una realidad si la voluntad de Dios así lo dispone. Te ofrezco mi amistad incondicional y de manera muy sencilla y humilde. En mi persona tendrás un hombro, que quiere decir, que puedes contar conmigo en las buenas, malas, en la salud o enfermedad, mi amistad muy desinteresada…espero que la amistad que te ofrezco pueda interesarte… Ponte en contacto conmigo tengo mucha, mucha y mucha FE de que así va a hacer, por algo Dios lo ha dispuesto y me lo ha recordado como ya te lo escribí antes…y debe de haber una gran razón de su parte para que ambas seamos amigas, de veras que si!…tengo una convicción muy profunda de que así va hacer, pero para ser honesta contigo, a veces vienen pensamientos de dudas a mi mente que trato de rechazarlos de manera inmediata. Sé que eres una estrella, una persona muy importante pero como te dije antes dependeré de la gran voluntad de Dios. Creo que por ti podría ser en la medida que leas y tengas tiempo de leer todo esto. Hasta ahorita Dios para conmigo ha cumplido sus promesas y esta será una muy especial Bella. Cuál será mi itinerario de todos los días a parte de trabajar y compartir con mi familia, ver mi correo por si llega uno de ti o esperando con mucha alegría el que tú te comuniques conmigo vía telefónica. Si logras ver y leer todo esto, entonces te escribo mis datos para que se haga una hermosa realidad:
Mi nombre es Maidelys Villalobos como escribí al principio, mi e-mail es villamai@hotmail.com, mi número de teléfono celular es 0416-7615402, el código de larga distancia para Venezuela no lo sé ahorita pero para ti no será problema conseguirlo. Soy fisioterapeuta desde hace 12 años donde labore primeramente en un hospital de mi ciudad y es por ello que te hablo con tanto conocimiento y propiedad y actualmente trabajo rehabilitando a atletas de alto rendimiento en un complejo polideportivo también en mi ciudad pero que a veces debo desplazarme hacia otros estados por ejemplo a caracas la capital de mi país. Tengo tu misma edad, me encanta bailar y escuchar música de todo tipo, algo ecléptica ja,ja,ja, así soy yo…ver películas cómicas, de las que me levanten el ánimo y por supuesto las románticas, de hecho a veces soy un poco soñadora, ilusa e idealista pero sobre todo muy romántica…muy cariñosa sobre todo con mi familia, los amo tanto en especial a mi mamá que también es mi mejor amiga. Amo mi trabajo, disfruto el poder ayudar a los demás con lo poco que sé, amo a la vida, la naturaleza, disfruto mucho los paisajes y naturaleza de otros lugares, para mí son obras que Dios nos puso a nuestro alcance para su disfrute, amo conocer y de saber nuevas culturas, conocer nuevas personas y por supuesto…no faltaba más te amo a ti aún sin haber interactuado contigo pero bueno, así me hizo Dios y al igual que tú soy su diseño único también.
No está demás decirte que te cuides como hasta ahorita lo has hecho, nunca te rindas, nunca te des por vencida, nunca desmayes, nunca le des importancia a un pensamiento de duda cuando llegue a tu mente, se siempre fuerte y valiente, no importa cuántas veces te caigas, recuerda siempre que lo que importará será las veces que te levantes, el superar los varios obstáculos que se ponen en el camino porque los habrá, la vida en ninguna parte está escrita que es fácil o lo será… Dios siempre te sostendrá con su diestra y estará a donde quiera que tú vayas. Recuerda que siempre has estado bajo su protección, bajo sus alas, bajo su gran amor; El irá delante de ti para enderezar los lugares torcidos, encomiéndate a El siempre al igual con cada uno de los proyectos que se pondrán a tu disposición. “Y nunca olvides en tu vida, que lo que es imposible para los hombres para Dios tooooodoo es posible”. Sé muy sabia de ahora en adelante, piensa muy bien lo que haces y harás. Acuérdate de que hoy sabes mucho más que ayer, no te equivoques…y cuando pase analiza siempre la solución ante el error y entender muy bien la formulación del problema. Sabes qué?, te he dado muchos de mis secretos para mi andar en mi vida pero me hace feliz el de escribírtelo!!!.
Otro secreto que comparto contigo, son estas palabras: Siempre trata de llegar a la excelencia, como?. Muy fácil, haciendo las cosas a su tiempo, buscando los consejos de expertos, romper paradigmas, hacer las cosas con calidad y con mucha humildad y cuando hagas todo esto “te harás una persona formidable, haciéndote diferente al resto del mundo”. Bueno, ya paro de escribir…solo me resta decirte que Dios te bendiga, que espero conocerte muy pronto…como me dijo una vez mi sobrino que lo amo como a un hijo, ayudo a mi hermana con su educación y con todo aquello que pueda necesitar. Ahorita estamos en navidad y salimos a comprar su ropa, zapatos y otras cosas, al pasar el rato me dice tía tengo hambre y lo lleve hasta una tienda de comidas en el centro comercial en el que estábamos y durante la comida me muestra un papel el que decía: Cual es el regalo de tus sueños y me mira preguntándome, él solo tiene apenas tiene 8 años Linda, y le explico que quería conocerte a ti y dentro de su inocencia me responde, no la conozco Tía pero ojala se cumpla el regalo de tus sueños!!!, me lo dijo con aquellos ojos de gran inocencia y amor, que luego me dio un gran beso y susurra a mi oído, tranquila tía Santa se va a acordar de ti!, nos reímos y abrazamos . Ni te imaginas que cara tenía mi sobrino Linda!, ni te imaginas…
Bueno, un besote y abrazote!, Que pases una muy feliz, hermosa y nice navidad 2010 con tus padres, familiares y amigos más cercanos. Dios te bendiga Bella por siempre!!!.-
Maidelys de Venezuela.-
Lisa
Todo en la vida tiene un propósito. Eres una guerrera de luz. Namaste.
hi! lisa ray,
a warm greetings happy holidays, actually i was a new fan of yours both of you with seethal seth.i did’nt know that you had a cancer.but your okay now.thanks to the lord for our creator.i guess staying in this world has a purpose im one im one them of course.actually this is the first time sending a massage to an idol like you .and thanks for the blogger named TheLadykaye07.i saw the entitled “the best lesbian couple in movies” in youtube first i was intrigue then i research and then here i am sending an email..and i loved watching you both seethal seth.goodluck! and oh! send me a warm greetings for seethal!
seeing those movie entitled i cant think straight and the world unseen i was more inspired because i love to write a novel i mean a lesbian novel.i stared when i was only 14 years old and now im 24 still im writing but but sad to say i keep it in private.when i see the movie i thought that writing a a gay novel was a waste but the irony there is it was more inspiring..and im a gay deep inside.
hi!
Sweet and Angel like Lisa,
I am amazed and deeply impressed by ur WillPower and Positive thinking. YES U CAN FIGHT THIS, The world is in fact surviving due to the people like U. One more thing , may be U dont beleive but I do beleive in horoscope, U belong to Aries and Ariens are the Pioneers and THE FIGHTERS OF THE UNIVERSE and ultimately THE CONQUERERS………MAY U GET WELL SOON AND LIVE LONG.
Hola!!! Bueno yo solo queria desearle a Lisa una Feliz Navidad y Un Prospero Año Nuevo, Eres sencillamente Hermosa eso es definitivo.
Mucha Fuerza y Recuerdad que cuando más oscurece es porque esta apunto de amanecer!!!
Todos tus fans esperan y debo decir impacientemente a que te mejores y que el nuevo año te traiga nuevos motivos de esperanza preciosa, aunque no estoy segura de que puedas leer este mensaje Te Deseo con todo el Corazón que te encuentres cada día mejor!!! que siempre tengas un sueño por el que luchar y alcanzar. Besos!!!
Maracaibo, 25/12/2010.-
Hola Princesa Rani!.
Siguiendo con lo promesa que te escribí en tu facebook, aquí estoy de nuevo escribiéndote y para serte muy sincera espero en Dios y en su inmensa Misericordia no sea la última, ya que, como ya te había dicho antes, te escribo porque este fue un llamado de Dios que puso en mi corazón y que a través de la guía del Espíritu Santo he podido realizar pese a que a ti te parezca un poco extraño. No tan extraño, ya que eres una persona famosa y tú estás acostumbrada a que muchas lo hagan y que por cierto, sin que te lo tomes a mal…te lo digo muy sinceramente y humildemente Lisa…los que te escriben no reciben respuesta alguna solo tus agradecimientos de forma generalizada, muy importante pero al fin de forma general…ha sido así está tu decisión, creo…Pienso y creo muy firmemente de que Dios deposita en nuestros corazones el querer así como el hacer, y en la medida que escuchemos esa vocecita tan especial y la cumplamos nos hará libre y por sobre todo sentirnos bien con nosotros mismo. No estoy tratando de cuestionarte, de regañarte, de no ver mi paja en el ojo, mandona, etc, etc.; y créeme por favor que es verdad!!, sino más bien, por el contrario reflexiones, vigiles tus acciones en cuanto beneficias tú Lisa Rani a los demás, no para agradar a tu público sino más bien para agradarle a Dios, y El mantenga siempre los motivos puros y correctos en tu corazón tanto para ti, para Él y los demás.
No he entendido aún los motivos por los cuales Dios mismo me ha hecho escribirte, pero Dios siempre y cuando te digo siempre es siempre…utiliza lo débil, necio y ordinario del mundo para convertirlo en EXTRAORDINARIO, es decir, convertirte en una PERSONA SUPER EXTRAORDINADINARIA, además de ser una hija disciplinada ante su mandamiento y dando cumplimiento a la autoridad de que El me concedió de escribirte. Sé que, por su gran misericordia y gran amor ha querido que tú lo conozcas a ÉL y sus grandes maravillas, conocer su GLORIA, que significa que nosotros sus hijos seamos personas ejemplares, con una vida de éxito y siempre llena de victoria!. Por ejemplo: Honrándolo, respetándolo y su deseo ferviente de que nosotros seamos los mejores e imitadores de su hijo Jesús. Y te confieso los caminos de Dios son muy muy extraños, a veces locura para nosotros sus hijos pero inmenso y grande en Sabiduría para El. Una vez pensando al respecto y dándole vueltas en mi cabeza a este asunto, Dios me dice, Mai en este mundo solo existen dos clases de personas: Las primeras son aquellas las que te abandonan cuando la vida aprieta e vez de reír y las segundas son aquellas personas, las que deciden ir más adelante en vez de rendirse, ¿Quién eres tú Mai?. Te podrás imaginar mi cara!!, y como siempre Dios tiene la razón. Decidí entonces no cuestionarme más y seguir haciendo como hasta ahorita cumplir su llamado, actuar con mucha Fe y escribirte pero hasta un límite ya que tú también debes hacer tu parte en la medida que lo decidas ya que por más que Dios pueda llamarte no te obligará, tú tienes tu libre albedrio.
Disculpa mi tono más elevado esta vez por favor, sobre todo la forma cuando inicie al escribirte. Pero solo trato de que tú innoves, recrees, repienses, desarrolles tu vida en pensarla y de vivirla de otra manera, el peor enemigo de nuestras victorias futuras son las victorias pasadas. Te pido mucha flexibilidad para tus nuevos cambios muy a pesar de que no quieras que ocurran porque están ocurriendo Bella. Hay un mundo de cambios al cual debes de adaptarte y debes prepararte porque están sucediendo de manera muy rápida, por tanto, debes preguntarte ¿qué debo hacer yo Lisa Rani y qué elementos debo mejorar para mi proceso en esta mi nueva vida?. Solo te exhorto de manera muy suplicante de que trates de no llevar una vida como la que vivías antes.
He visto por la internet de que ya tienes una vida muy similar a la de antes…sesiones de fotos, múltiples proyectos que están por llevarse a cabo, bueno solo algunos, entrevistas por doquier y algunas otras cosas. Te pregunto estas respetando las leyes espirituales?, qué cuales?, ok estas son: Descansa o duermes el tiempo necesario para que tu cuerpo se recupere?, te alimentas bien?, ya no estás fumando?, si lo supe aunque ya lo sabía por la anatomía de tu labio superior y la verdad no quería admitir. Soy fisioterapeuta y debo de saber algo de ello; sé que en medicina dos más dos nunca serán cuatro, nunca tendré la verdad absoluta pero he aprendido de mis experiencias. Te ejercitas?, cómo está tu vida espiritual?, entre otras cosas…si tú no tienes cuidado de ello, te aseguro Bella que la vida misma y por sobre todo Dios te pasará factura. Te dirás…y está que se cree???, no trato de ser una mamá regañona, o de que sientas que tengo derechos sobre ti. No Lisa, tengo el deber ante los ojos de Dios de decirte esta gran realidad y te juro que por ninguna circunstancia vuelva a ocurrirte algo, pido siempre en mis oraciones que Dios cuide y bendiga tu salud y las de tus padres, sobre todo la de tu mami. Porque si Lisa, tú estás en mis oraciones como a todos los que amo!!. Me pregunto chamita, ¿Cómo te sientes en estos momentos?.
No estoy tratando de que dejes de hacer algunas de tus costumbres necesarias (trabajar en lo que te gusta por ejemplo) pero…leí por twitter que esta navidad de 2010 ha sido para ti de gran reflexión y amén por ello!, esperando así sea Lisa Rani pero te explico un poco mejor y trato en nombre de Dios que entiendas esto; el cambio que debes de hacer en tu vida debe producirse primeramente dentro de ti para que luego pueda verse por fuera, por lo menos haz esta tu parte. No te ciegues por las cosas importantes que puedan hacer los demás (entre éstos, personas de tu mismo medio, otros modelos, otros actores) y mucho menos detenerte, por el contrario atrévete a producir cambios…Te animo a realizar lo extraordinario…Te animo a ser diferente…tomando muy en cuenta que los cambios No deben ser como uno quiere, por el contrario serán para que tengas una vida más significativa, justa, cariñosa y por sobre todo SANTA y agradable para Dios tu Creador Bella. ¿Cómo pagarle, retribuirle a Dios lo que ha dado y hecho por ti?, bueno honestamente eso ya es entre tú y Dios mismo. Las cosas pequeñas de la vida determinan las grandes, Dios prueba tu fidelidad, vive para una sola audiencia “Dios”, se feliz en no ser reconocida. Servimos a Dios sirviendo a los demás, Él determinará tu grandeza por el número de personas a las cuales sirves, no por las que están a tu servicio.
Por algunas de tus declaraciones he sabido que te has hecho socia de una clínica que trata el cáncer y ahorita no recuerdo su nombre, pero como te escribí en el mensaje anterior a este, no te conformes por cumplir esta meta y ya. Al contrario, deberás comportarte como una sierva verdadera de aquellas de las que hacen lo que se necesita aunque no les convenga, pues como sierva no eliges ni escoges cuando ni como debes servir… Ser una sierva significa darle a Dios el derecho de controlar tu horario y permitirle que lo interrumpa en cualquier momento que te necesite y estar siempre lista!!. A veces, perdemos muchas ocasiones de servir porque carecemos de espontaneidad y sensibilidad; no estoy diciendo que este sea tu caso, “ojo” pero Bella algunas veces nos pasa porque me incluyo. Te confieso, mi trabajo no es tan fácil como a veces muchas personas lo creen; yo en ciertos momentos ni quisiera colocar ni un electrodo a un paciente o le digo podría venir mañana ya cuando mi trabajo casi termina. Y qué?, comienza aquella voz del Espíritu Santo, hablándome de lo que mi conducta hace. Las grandes oportunidades para servir no duran mucho y casi nunca vuelven, quizás tengas una sola oportunidad para servir así que aprovecha el momento.
Haz todo lo bueno que puedas con todos, con todos los medios que puedas, en todas las maneras que puedas, en todos los lugares que puedas, en todos los tiempos que puedas, a todas las personas que puedas, cada vez que puedas, uufff!!!. Los siervos verdaderos prestan atención a las necesidades, siempre están mirando la manera de ayudar a otros. Recuerda Lisa Rani, cuando Dios pone a alguien en necesidad frente a ti, te está dando la oportunidad de crecer en el servicio, piénsalo…!!!… Hay una canción de uno de mis cantantes cristianos favoritos, es más creo es el primero de mi lista, y parte de la canción dice así: “Pongo mi vida a tu servicio Señor, no será mucho pero te lo entrego hoy, y si manos hoy vacías están, puedes llenarlas con tus cantos de amor, usa mis manos Señor”…Sabes que es lo mejor y que no tienen palabras que lo puedan definir, las sonrisas, los eternos agradecimientos de mis pacientes y sus grandes bendiciones; es tan poco al respecto lo que podemos hacer pero te impulsa a ser mejor persona y hacer cada día tu trabajo más excelente.
Hoy en día soy una fotógrafa aficionada y pertenezco a un grupo de mi localidad llamado 40 Grados bajo el sol, con los cuales comparto uno de mis pasatiempos favoritos, el cual trata de captar todas aquellas imágenes que el ojo humano no puede ver y tratamos de que perdure en el tiempo a través de una foto. Te cuento, una de las más maravillosas experiencias que he tenido en mi vida fue la de ir a fotografiar a un grupo de niños con cáncer, nadie pudo acompañarme, bueno así lo quiso Dios. Estos niños son atendidos en el Hospital Pediátrico de mi hermosa ciudad de Maracaibo. Me ayudo a buscar los permisos respectivos mi cuñado que labora desde hace tiempo allí, fue una mañana de ir y venir hasta que se me hizo realidad mi trabajo. Te juro que no fue nada pero nada fácil, el ir conociendo a cada uno de ellos me iban impactando a mi alma de a pedazos. Llego un momento en que tuve que parar porque solo quería arrancar a llorar pero ore a Dios para que me diera fuerzas, pacientemente espere…, dudas me atormentaban pero al final Dios me mostro no confiar con mi mente sino con todo mi corazón, aunque tarden mis respuestas Mai me decía Dios, confía en mi providencia, yo tengo el control…no estás con tus fuerzas. Ok Padre le dije, tu siempre has sido fiel, me has sostenido…puedo descansar en tu presencia, estoy cerca de ti.
Mi vida fue transformada maravillosamente, con todos aquellos pequeños detalles que ellos pudieron brindarme, cuales detalles te preguntarás?, sus grandes y las más fantásticas sonrisas pese a la realidad que ellos viven, eso no tiene palabras de como describirse, de como sus ojos me hablaban sin emitir palabra alguna, su forma de realizar contacto conmigo. Son los seres más amorosos y cariñosos con los cuales he podido compartir mi vida, y no solo con ellos sino también con sus familiares. De cómo sus padres colaboraban conmigo y siempre dando gracias por hacerlos sentir importantes y que ojala otras personas se avocaran de realizar más trabajos como el yo estaba realizando. Pienso Lisa, que me quedo muy corta de palabras con lo que trato de describirte, con lo que pude apreciar…Sabes qué?, luego de esto ya vivido, tengo como una de mis metas de que Dios me conceda como Ministerio el poder ayudar a estas personas según su voluntad, como El quiera, con los medios, la manera y el tiempo que quiera. Esta fue una muy pequeña forma de servirle a estos niños, apenas imperceptible pero muy importante para mi Señor Dios y de gran crecimiento espiritual para mi vida además de dicha para mi familia.
Te digo y confieso que ni sabia como empezar, solo me decía a muy baja voz, Dios por favor ayúdame y guíame por favor. De este pequeño trabajo nunca me olvidaré y mucho menos de sus personajes en especial de Carlos, Daniel y Linda. Linda una niña de 9 años de edad, que me recuerda de ti en estos momentos, ya que su cabello aún estaba muy corto, apenas comenzaba a crecer y que no quería que la fotografiara sin su gorro, muy coqueto por cierto!!!. Que maravilloso todo aquello, de verdad que sí. De ese trabajo saque mi fotografía para mi primera exposición con el grupo además de aprender todo lo que puede a través de esa experiencia celestial como yo las llamo!.
Ahora bien Bella, que estoy tratando de decirte con lo antes dicho. Solo trato de decirte de que no te conformes solo de existir sino más bien el de servir. Si no estás sirviendo solo estas existiendo, porque la vida se creó para servir…es el camino a la significación real. Tú tienes grandes y maravillosos dones como yo, entonces ponlos al servicio sin desarrollarlos a media, esfuérzate al máximo para aprender todo lo que puedas. Concéntrate en hacer lo mejor para Dios, trabajo del cual nunca te avergonzarás. Como yo he venido tratando de decirte, aprovecha cada oportunidad de entrenamiento, si Lisa!, son entrenamientos…Dios quiere usarte para marcar una diferencia en su mundo, no importa la duración de tu vida sino la donación de la misma, ya que en el cielo estaremos sirviéndole a ÉL para siempre, por ello debemos ir preparándonos para el servicio eterno. Practicando el servicio constantemente, nos prepara para las responsabilidades y recompensas eternas, y amén.
Dios mío Lisa!!, no quiero importunarte y mucho menos asediarte con todo esto, solo trato de que aceptes a Dios como tu único Dios y salvador de tu vida. Gracias a la navidad recordamos de que ÉL nos dio a su único hijo por ti, por mi, por nuestros seres queridos, por toda la humanidad y si Dios fue capaz de hacer esto por todo nosotros que no hace y hará constantemente por sus hijos. Deseo ardientemente en mi corazón que tú LISA RANI RAY aparezca inscrita en el LIBRO DE LA VIDA. No trato de imponerte una religión, odio la religiosidad y no sabes cuánto. Te confieso que en los actuales momentos no asisto a ninguna iglesia cristiana porque no soporto a veces tanta hipocresía de las personas que asisten, ya que solo cumplen por cumplir y luego qué?. Sé que no debo fijarme en ello sino más bien el de asistir con un corazón contrito, humillado y sincero, a Dios nadie lo engaña Bella!!. Estoy tratando de serte muy sincera…yo también cometo errores y muchos!. Pero como Dios es amor, sus Misericordias son nuevas cada día, nos perdona los errores de cada día y al siguiente comenzamos de cero, lo de ayer no cuenta para ÉL jamás…Y lo mejor, de esos errores, de las cosas malas que nos pueda suceder siempre las va a utilizar a nuestro favor, ni te imaginas cuanto!, a sus pies tenemos paz, luz, dirección, gracia y bendición; una nueva vida, una nueva canción…
Trato de que conozcas a Dios, su gloria y grandes maravillas. Nuestro futuro es mucho mejor en Cristo Jesús aunque lo externo diga lo contrario. Trato de que creas en su Palabra, no quiero que lo externo (el mundo que te rodea) pueda seguir gobernándote, solo que tengas al Señor en tu corazón, que seas una luz en las tinieblas, que cada aliento de ti sea de Dios. Apremio que esperes en Dios para que limpie tu corazón y fortalezca tu interior. Ser cristiano no te aleja de lo externo, es decir, tu mundo pero garantiza que no te afecte. Los diamantes más valiosos son los que tienen menos impurezas, a mayor transparencia y menor cantidad de rastros de carbón, más valor tienen; solo quienes se mantienen en santidad son utilizados por Dios. La presión que puedas vivir hoy, lo que te atribula es la oportunidad para formar algo precioso en ti. Dios lo hará si lo crees. Trato de que busques la paz y descanso que dan los caminos del Señor (Salmo 122:7). Trata de leer la Palabra de Dios (Biblia) para ser formada como piedra preciosa. Dios desea darte fortaleza y reposo porque te acompaña en todo lo que emprendes.
No quisiera que cerraras la puerta a Dios y se la sigas abriendo al mundo, no quiero Lisa que vivas como un carbón y termines “quemada”. Quisiera que tu vida misma termine con honra y largura de días, si anhelas que te vaya bien en todo lo que principies, deja entrar a tu corazón sólo aquello que Dios tiene para ti porque Él es quien cuida de ti. Bueno… más allá de lo quisiera, de lo que pueda imaginar y de lo que pueda soñar para ti, Dios es el que hará la obra en tu persona; yo solo planto semillas en tu alma y espíritu. Esperare las mejores de las cosechas porque para Dios no hay nada, nada imposible, Dios tiene un propósito para tu vida, tu nueva vida!. Pero tienes tu libre albedrio y tanto Dios como yo te lo vamos a respetar, será tu decisión, tu disposición…
Yo No soy una persona perfecta pero como dijo el apóstol Pablo:”voy de camino…”. No estoy tratando de ver tus errores sin antes ver los míos, solo trato de hablarte oportunamente de algunas experiencias y que me da la ocasión de decirte por qué he fallado y como he aprendido. De darte un punto de partida en tu nueva vida, las enseñanzas de Dios son de siempre de SALVACIÓN y no de condenación Lisa. Es tiempo de ver hacia tu interior. Ahora que has descubierto tus debilidades luego de tu enfermedad, pienso y creo firmemente sea buen punto de partida que marcará la diferencia en tu casa y con tu familia. Pídele al Señor que te ayude a ver más hacia dentro de ti y menos hacia fuera porque hay mucho que debemos revisar en nuestro interior para ver con amor a los demás. Dios puede darte la razón y también la aprobación que necesitas para actuar correctamente e iniciar de nuevo, ábrele tu corazón para que tengas ese inicio que mereces!!.
Tú Lisa, ya has demostrado ser una mujer de victoria a través de tu Fe, de tu tenacidad y de la percepción que tuviste de tu enemigo llamado cáncer. Fuiste de esas personas de ese ejército que no se dejó engañar por las mentiras de ese gigante. No percibiste equivocadamente la dimensión del problema y no te dejaste vencer sino más bien luchar perseverantemente. Aprendiste creo Bella, a percibir y a concluir algo desde la perspectiva de la fe que te ha dado Dios, y de esa forma, nunca te rendiste. Para concluir con esta parte, quiero decirte y recordarte que, hay quienes desean algo por beneficio propio, y difícilmente lo logran, pero quienes desean beneficiar a otros, alcanzan el éxito. No quiero y te insto a no hacer algo solamente por ti, no es suficiente motivación. Por el contrario, las fuerzas nunca se te agotan cuando el deseo de actuar se sustenta en el amor a Dios y el beneficio de muchos. Nunca esperes por condiciones perfectas para servir porque nunca lograrás nada. Haz lo mejor con lo que tienes y con pequeñas cosas como si fueran grandes porque Dios nos está observando. ¿Qué tienes tú princesa dentro ti? Si la vida te ha dado forma con presión y calor, seguramente es porque hay un gran diamante en tu interior…xoxoxo y 😀 Quizás el tamaño de tu diamante sea tan gigantesco como el planeta Tierra o más, tú lo sabrás mejor que yo 🙂
Un tips: Servir sin llegar a la perfección es mejor que la más perfecta intención.
Puedo decirte con mucha propiedad Bella, que yo Maidelys Villalobos, hija del Rey de Reyes, rara veces veo el buen propósito en el servicio, dolor, fracaso o vergüenza mientras la vivo. Solo en retrospectiva he podido entender como Dios usa eso que ya te mencione y mis servicios para mi bien…Dios ha trabajado en momentos muy decisivos en mi vida, no he vivido una enfermedad como la tuya pero si he visto la muerte muy de cerca no sola sino también con mis seres amado (robo a mano armada con mi hermana, esposo y niños) pudiendo decirte que, las almas grandes como la tuya y la mía crecen y se forman atravesando muchos servicios de luchas, tormentas y tiempos de sufrimiento. No hay crecimiento sin cambio, no hay cambio sin temor o pérdida y no hay pérdida sin dolor. Analizo mi vida de cuanto ha progresado y no solo de cuánto me falta…trato de dotarme de mucha paciencia divina y celestial…pues Dios no ha terminado conmigo todavía. He tratado de tener un estimado sano de mis capacidades y hasta que realmente no me he involucro en el servicio no sabré para que soy buena…el de escribirte decididamente de esta manera es un ejemplo de servicio hacia ti, y, solo así entonces veré y encontraré como puedo servir para los demás…por ejemplo de tratar de llevarte a los brazos de Dios. Y que quisiera comentarte… de que no trate primero de buscar mis dones, solo me enrole, empecé hacerlo y aquí estoy tratando de poder ayudarte y de servirte, de poder aportar un grano de arena en tu vida a través de Dios Padre. Trato que tú Lisa, vivas una vida disciplinada, disciplinada de acuerdo a las instrucciones de Dios de cómo lograr las cosas, de que te conviertas en una guerrera de Dios; no quiero que adores lo que tú haces por ti, NO!. Quiero que entiendas lo que Dios puede hacer por ti. La disciplina te mantiene y mantendrá siempre en la Cima Bella, te lo puedo testificar…”Jesús no renuncio a nosotros no renuncies a Él”.
Si todo esto no funciona lo llamaré experimento y no fracaso, se que eres una estrella, una persona muy importante en medios televisivos y publicitarios pero eso no te exonera a que te escriba y utilice este tipo de tono de manera muy humilde para contigo. Sé que eres una chica admirable y muy inteligente pero tan humana como yo, con virtudes y no tan virtudes (fallas), es decir, normal. Por ejemplo: En una intervención quirúrgica nos abren por dentro, y todos somos iguales”. En este sentido es lo que trato de que entiendas… Te juro ante Dios que nunca quisiera que tu vida solo sea de aquellas estrellas fugaces, que llegan a la cima y luego se desvanecen olvidándose de ellas. Quisiera que dejes huellas, huellas fuertes, genuinas y poderosas porque Dios desea reflejarse sobre alguien a través de ti. Así se cumplirá lo que dice la Biblia, nos pondrá sobre la mesa, seremos luz y no estaremos por debajo, sino por encima.
Te manifiesto, que no persigo ningún tipo de interés y muchos menos tu fama y dinero, absorber tu tiempo o destacarme de todas aquellas personas de las que te escriben. Tampoco soy una persona común Lisa Rani, no soy tu fans ni mucho menos una persona que entra de paso en tu vida por pura casualidad. No creo en casualidades sino más bien en causalidades. Dios tiene su propósito para con todo esto; y que alcanzará según su voluntad y no las nuestras. Tú tienes tu libre albedrio y dependerá en gran manera de ti, de cómo asumirás y que valor en tu vida le darás a todo esto que te escrito. He estado enseñándote a cómo caminar en el poder de Dios pero también de que sepas más acerca de lo que verdaderamente es el Reino de los Cielos. He recibido un llamado y trato de cumplirlo a cabalidad como ya te había dicho antes y vuelvo a repetirte…Quiero presentarme ante ti con mi amistad desinteresada y muy sincera. SOY DE LAS PERSONAS DE LAS QUE CREE, DE QUE LOS VERDADEROS AMIGOS SON AQUELLAS PERSONAS QUE MEJORAN TU VIDA, POR FAVOR!, NUNCA LO OLVIDES… Exploraré cuidadosamente de quien soy, descubriré para que soy buena y que trabajo estoy haciendo…no solo para contigo…también estoy tratando con otras personas, por ejemplo con mis hermanas. Y voy a tratar lo más posible, de tener y llevar un diario espiritual con esta y otras experiencias.
Lo que hago es el Don de Dios para mí, y lo que hago conmigo misma es mi Don para con Dios. Dios me ha podido mostrar Lisa, que solamente el amor compartido es capaz de dar frutos que beneficien a muchos. Convencida estoy que sin su amor se acabarían mis fuerzas y sin EL mi corazón a sedienta, se muere, se seca… De la presencia de Dios nunca me quiero alejar…
Por otra parte, hay dos puntos que considero claves en tu vida y que quiero tratar con mucho tacto y cuidado por su naturaleza delicada. El primero es tu vida sentimental. He podido no sé leer o ver que has tenido varias relaciones de pareja en tu vida, te vuelvo a decir, no estoy tratando de tildar tu vida sentimental y mucho menos debatirla; partamos del principio del que el amor todo lo soporta porque no hay relaciones de parejas perfectas en este mundo, pero una buena relación se mide por la capacidad de resolver problemas, no por la ausencia de éstos. En la vida debemos escoger constantemente, decídete entonces por lo bueno por sobre lo malo y lo correcto sobre lo agradable. A veces Bella!, se nos presenta la oportunidad de escoger entre lo bueno y lo correcto, escoge siempre lo correcto cuando estés ante opciones que te agradan. Los cristianos como yo, escogemos de acuerdo a nuestros principios y valores; luego, de acuerdo a nuestras posibilidades y por último dejamos los gustos. Un ejemplo para que puedas entenderme es el siguiente: En el vestir primero debemos evaluar si la prenda que deseamos usar es adecuada según los principios de decencia y virtud, luego debemos ver si podemos adquirirla y por último, escoger la que nos gusta de las que ya tienen las condiciones anteriores.
Con quién vivirás el resto de tu vida Lisa?, para que puedas responder a esta interrogante debes saber escoger y no saber escoger se vuelve un patrón de conducta que se convierte en necedad y evita que aprendamos de nuestros errores. Es como si nos gustara sufrir… trata de buscar sabiduría de las malas decisiones y para evitarlas, mira hacia el futuro e imagina las consecuencias de la decisión antes de tomarla. Si lo que ves es malo y no va de acuerdo a tus convicciones busca otras alternativas. Para escoger a tu pareja, busca a la persona con quien puedes vivir, no con quién quisieras hacerlo. Escoger implica desechar algo, decidir qué es lo mejor entre lo bueno, identificar qué es lo correcto y quedarte con esa opción. Aprovecha estos consejos que tiene relación con lo que escoges, deja tus gustos de último, porque lo primero que siempre debe hacerse y considerar son los valores.
Para mí es difícil decirte y escribirte esto Bella, en nuestras culturas el amor y el sexo se consideran intercambiables, y la mayoría de los noviazgos modernos, los de hoy en día, confunden la atracción y la intimidad sexual con el verdadero amor. Y tristemente, muchas personas no creyentes y creyentes también!, tienen este tipo de vínculo que refleja esta falsa manera de pensar. Este tipo de unión no siempre involucra un compromiso de por vida, la actitud fundamental es que los valores principales de una persona provienen de una apariencia física y de su comportamiento. Antes del primer beso, el aspecto físico y sensual ya ha tomado prioridad sobre la relación. Las personas involucradas en este tipo de relación permiten que las necesidades y las pasiones del momento se vuelvan centrales y la pareja no se consideran como posibles compañeros de por vida, o tampoco toman en cuenta las responsabilidades de un matrimonio. Esto que te escribo es apenas uno de varios hábitos que no son saludables para cualquier relación, noviazgo o cita amorosa; y que revelan que no podemos arreglarlos a corto plazo. Pienso que por demasiado tiempo nos hemos enfrentado al tema de las relaciones, usando la mentalidad y los valores del mundo, es hora de adoptar una nueva actitud y una nueva práctica.
Dios cumple siempre Lisa en proporcionarnos una intimidad basada en una experiencia hermosa la cual desea que disfrutemos. Pero Dios quiso que la intimidad sea el resultado de un compromiso basado en el amor. Recuerda: Profundizar la intimidad sin profundizar el nivel de compromiso es muy peligroso. En esta vida, a veces casi todas las personas llevan una relación fundamentada sólo en la atracción física y sobre sentimientos románticos, y eso va a durar tanto como duren los sentimientos. Pero la abundancia de la bendición de parte de Dios en una relación dependerá de tus decisiones, pídele que te enseñe a escoger siempre lo correcto, bueno y santo. Supera estas temporadas de tu vida de la mano de Dios, no existen matrimonios perfectos, solamente parejas que desean relaciones correctas. El matrimonio es una carrera preciosa aunque difícil, pídele a Dios que te ayude a amar incondicionalmente, que te enseñe sobre el compromiso y la estabilidad para construir un matrimonio sólido que sea la base de una familia feliz.
Recuerda no pretendo ser la A1 y menos tu niñera en todo este asunto del amor porque he cometidos mi grandes errores y fallos…bueno experiencias, experiencias como me dicen mis hermanas. Solo tener presente de que no somos víctimas de las circunstancias, decidimos lo que pensamos y hacemos Bella!.
El segundo punto es el que, de ahora en adelante no vivas tu nueva vida basada en el pasado, Dios Lisa!! Perdóname, discúlpame, agráciame, favoréceme…pero no me gusto el hecho de que tú dijeras en una entrevista y cito textualmente: Mi nombre es Lisa Ray y soy una sobreviviente del cáncer. No Lisa!, no, no y no. Tú eres una Campeona, Vencedora, Guerrera, Hipervaliente, Triunfadora, Victoriosa, Ganadora y sobre todo “Súper Conquistadora de Vida”. Que ni siquiera se compara con el hecho de que los astronautas hayan conquistado la Luna, no friegue!!! (expresión de mi país). Pero en serio :-I (carita seria) Lisa Rani debes CREERTE todo lo que te acabo de escribir mi Bella. De lo que he leído, has manifestado que Hanan y otras personas creo te han enviado mantras, la súper respeto y mucho… Esta forma de aumentar tu estado de ánimo para tu vida y sabes?, siento en lo más profundo que tanto Shamim como Hanan, Sheetal son hermosos seres humanos, sobre todo en su interior. Pero quisiera que hicieras el siguiente ejercicio: Párate frente a un espejo y te miras a los ojos y empieza a hablarte soy una campeona, soy una triunfadora, todas esas palabras que ya te escribí y luego me cuentas qué tal te fue…
Sabes?, si Dios te dio una visión grande en tu vida es porque TIENES el potencial suficiente para alcanzarla y llevarla sobre todo adelante. Visión sin acción, es ciencia ficción Lisa!. En mi humilde opinión… Muchas personas dicen: “tengo una visión”, pero en realidad lo que tienen es sólo una ilusión, una fantasía. Podemos querer llegar a fin de año y conocer a cien personas nuevas, pero si no tenemos metas claras que nos acerquen a la visión, si no nos movemos a conquistarla, éste será sólo una linda ilusión, una buena intención. Cuando Dios nos da una visión, Él sabe que tenemos el potencial necesario dentro nuestro para alcanzar todo lo que hemos visto en nuestro espíritu. Y tú ya eres una conquistadora y tienes tu gran visión. Entonces para que puedas vivir una vida exitosa y alcanzar las alturas espirituales que Dios tiene preparada para ti y familia, comienza pues!. Es simplemente de saber de quién eres tú?; Dios está peleando por ti, El pelea todas tus batallas y puedes caminar muy segura…mira esta lindas palabras y apodérate de ellas “Lo que no esperamos, lo que a veces nos parece difícil es la especialidad de Dios”. Algunas veces, el que tengamos limitaciones…no significa que no cumplamos nuestros sueños y visiones. Creo y espero confirmarlo algún día NO muy lejano todo aquello que ya has hecho Bella y Amén!. Comienza a vivir con esperanza sin temor a caminar… A Dios le encanta poder mostrarte lo que sucederá en tu futuro, es más, Dios quiere que puedas conocer todo lo que te vendrá…
Te mostraré 4 simples preguntas que me han servido de guía para mi vida en casi todos los sentidos y que adaptándolas a las necesidades de cada día y de cada hecho inesperado en mis distintas fases de mi vida, sobre todo en mi carácter. Me han ayudado a transformarlo y vaya que si!. Te revelo sinceramente que cuando tengo situaciones de mucha presión manifiesto un carácter no muy agradable que se diga pero que hoy en día puedo dar gracias a Dios Padre y te puedo dar testimonio en estos momentos que yo Maidelys alcancé y conseguí cambiarlo con su ayuda, con sus fuerzas más nunca con las mías. Estas preguntas son las siguientes:
1.¿Es esto lo que debo hacer?.
2.¿Es este el momento oportuno para actuar?.
3.¿Esta es la mejor manera de hacerlo?.
4.¿Ha pasado realmente el peligro?.
Bueno Bella Princesa son muchas las cosas que faltarían por decirte pero creo sería mejor platicarlas en persona pero eso no va a depender de mi sino de Dios, ya sabes que es un sueño ya pedido de mi parte a Él. De su gran voluntad dependeremos pero con mis ojos espirituales ya lo veo hecho realidad y con una fuerza en mi corazón muy intensa. No quiero dejar de pasar por alto y un elemento de mucha importancia… la persona de Maidelys y de la clase que es y de lo que está hecha se lo debe al Dios creador del Universo, lo que Él ha venido proporcionando y administrando a mi vida física, emocional y espiritual jamás el mundo y sus afanes me lo darán y no solo a mi sino a cualquier persona. Lo que yo siento es algo que no se puede describir con el lenguaje humano y pido de manera muy humilde a Dios que en su infinita Misericordia tú Lisa Rani Ray también algún día pueda sentir todas estas MARAVILLAS en su vida y te repito ni se comparan en lo más mínimo con este mundo Bella. Esto que te digo te lo resumo así con parte de una canción que me llena casi al máximo, bueno la verdad como todas porque cuando estoy escuchando música cristiana, me elevo de tal manera, que me olvido de todo lo que hay en mí alrededor, y dice Así:
Vengo ante ti
Para adorarte Dios
Buscando en tu paz
Tu luz y santidad
Aquí está mi vida oh Dios
Escucha mi clamor
CORO:
Yo quiero tu rostro ver
Tu abrazo sentir como un bebé
Es en tus brazos Dios donde seguro estoy
Y la tristeza allí se va…
Esta canción es de mi grupo preferido llamado BLEST, sus canciones uufff!, Maravillosas y si algún día te gustaría escucharlas están en la internet y las buscas bajo el nombre de su grupo o música cristiana o simplemente las bajas por Ares un programa que sirve para bajar música y videos.
Me despido de ti expresándote de que no sé cuándo será la próxima vez que te escriba, dependerá de Dios y de ti. Espero hallas tenido la más hermosa navidad junto a tu seres amados y amigos galardonadores de tu amistad y que este próximo año 2011 venga con todos aquellos elementos que falten y completen tu vida. Cuídate mucho, muchísimo, muchote…jajaja…yo y mis palabras!…pero si te lo digo en serio; también vela por tu mama y papa que ellos son en parte diseñadores y dadores de tu vida, son los tesoros más preciados de nuestras vida. Un abrazote y besote fuerte, abundante en sinceridad, cariño y gran aprecio.
Y recuerda siempre, Dios te Ama y Yo también, xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Maidelys Villalobos, y te recuerdo mi correo villamai@hotmail.com y puedes buscarme con mi nombre en el Facebook, 0416-7615402 mi número de celular.
Lisa, Dios obra de modos inesperados y si no nos conocemos en esta vida por las razones que fueran, espero en Fe que lo hagamos en la eternidad que allí no habrá circunstancias que entorpezcan y muchos menos la detengan…sé que lo que hice y siempre ha estado correctamente bien antes lo ojos de Dios, esto el de escribirte y sabes?, inicie este segundo mensaje justo después de la navidad y que termino hoy 31 de diciembre unas horas antes de iniciar el nuevo año 2011. Jajajaja así soy yo de intensa pero muy felíz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!…
Hello Lisa ,
I love you , i wish everything is well everyday ! i wish your health will be as healthy like your spirit ! i wish you wont stop telling yourself to stop fighting ! until the end ! … and you will be ok … You are one of the best and beautiful person in the world inside n out ! be strong gurl ….lov yah …XOXOXOOXOX
( T _ T )………
How are you doing? Thinking of you always…almost impossible to find the words that could express…How paradoxical would be to meet you one day…I can only pray for you and ask that you will always be surrounded by TRUE friends who will LOVE YOU for who you really are… not because you’re famous, beautiful, etc. And the more the whole world loves you ( for a reason or another) the more humility you need for your soul…Hope that you will still find the time to read each one of these msgs as you did before for we all are still in your life…
To many in India, cancer is synonymous to death. I think u have made a significant difference to their thinking in a positive way….. way to go!!! By the way, some of the responses were hilarious!
hey
ur simply the best……
get well soooonnn..
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Hey Lisa,
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You are an amazing person. I love your work.
I am sure you will pull through this.
My sister has cancer as well.
Lisa I love you. You are simply awesome.
God Bless.
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Your dedication to life and battle against cancer is amazing which could not possible without your will to living and braveness, my love and affection always remain for you.
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I live in Bangkok —> Thai (^_______^)
I see you in movie ” I Can’t Think Straight ” and (” World Unseen “).
I like it Impressive because the eye and Smile you.
I love you
dear my lovely lisa….
honestly i’m so like u..
all my love, i give u…
Hi Lisa
My name is Elisa and I’m Spanish.
I have known in several films and among other things you are a fabulous actress.
You are going through difficult times that life brings us but I love the strength you have and how positive you are.
I love to watch you, because you are beautiful, and no matter or not you have hair,or you’re tired, what matters is your eyes. you’re sweet and nice person.
I dont know you in person someday I would love to do it.
I send all my love
I love you lisa
kiss
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long life. Take care
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Hi Lisa,
Im from Brazil, we lov u so much…u r amazing!!!! Take care!!!!
🙂
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I believe that by the grace of god you are keeeping fine.How is going your programm …..oh my gold….. take care& look after your self
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hello Lisa””” i’m your fanclub.i like you somuch. i from thailand.your are very beatiful girl.i hope everything happen with you>Hope you has a good day and good life……very worry you…very take care you>>>NaKa:))” love Lisa lay :)”
Hi Lisa,
I am so deeply in love with you after watching your film ‘I cant think straight’ and ‘A world unseen’
I wish I can look after you when you are sick, cook for you and clean your house, do anything I can for you.
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